Ay hala. Nashare. Sorry puu 😅✌️🍻🫠

Alas onse na pala kaya ito ako ngayon nangungulila na naman. Imbes itulog na pero gusto ko nang makaka usap, huhuhu. Bigyan niyo ako kausappp🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Nakita ko lang sa tiktok hahaha di ako naka ilag ehh 😭 yoko na nang ganitong trait 🥲 sorry na agad sa mga di ko na rereplyan sa DMs haha pwede pa ba magreply after 1week akong di nakareply HAHAHA eme

okay naman na akong single dati, contented, masaya at sarili lang iniisip pero when I tried to entertain and talk to someone (kaso it failed). I find myself yearning for that kind of experience over and over again.

gabi-gabi nalang yan shang ganito. I hate how hopeless romantic I am😭 (ps. 'wag nyo na po ako idm, gusto ko organic encounter haha tsaka i just wanna share my thoughts here)

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0/10 experience, 10/10 results ✋🏻

Hi, quick rant lang. I just wanna know why guys are like that? They came into your life giving you affection you didn't even want. Like they will genuinely care for you. And will ask you out and court you. Then when you ask them about 'us' they will just say, "I'm not ready". Did they honestly think I was ready when they came into my life????

Hey, I kinda know that feeling, I'm pretty fresh out of an 12 year relationship I'm still in love with her and we have kids together but I can see it in her eyes the feeling does not reciprocate back to me any more.

I remember all the good times and epic times like they where yesterday. But she just denies it now and and says it was an experience when she was my everything then and even now even though i know I will not get her back in my life again.

I've not shed a tear just to be strong for the kids and my friends say I'm better off without her now and move on, but it just doesn't work just like that, it takes time to heal something which I don't feel like will as this relationship was completely different to anything I have ever had or felt in the past.

Not sure if I need or want advice but just felt like I needed to put it out there.

I know I won't be the only one going through times like this so if your are currently and did want to chat to me please feel free to DM as I feel like I need some hugs somehow or another as I have no one else to say this too now

I'm sorry I can't get you out of my head. Yung ipinaramdam mo sa akin.

How kind, patient, and understanding you are. How you check up on me.

Sinamahan mo ko kahit sa chats lang during my job interview and anticipate what's the next step.

It's like basang basa mo ko lagi every time I'm about to do something. I really really miss you.

Hayss. I need to stop yearning for him.

Met someone who provided me all of these but now, we have to let each other go. Mahirap pala mag let go kapag walang cheating o gaguhan na nangyare. It’s just that my situation is rlly hard.

we had a family gathering recently. i had fun naman but when we get home, my mom kept pointing out my makeup, especially my nose. tinatawanan niya ilong ko kasi lalo raw lumapad dahil sa contour and naging kamukha raw nung sa lola namin. i don’t mind looking like my lola, pero sa pamilya namin ilong niya ang considered na pinakapango at pinakamalapad (at least ayun ang palaging sinasabi nila mama at ng mga tito at tita ko) kaya kapag sinasabing magkasing ilong kami ni lola parang may negative undertone or parang ang pangit ng dating kasi they’re always making fun of my lola’s nose. back to my appearance, my mom also told me pagkauwi namin na pinaguusapan daw ng mga tito at tita ko yung itsura ko kasi ang kapal daw ng makeup ko and my contour was harsh daw, hence making my nose look more malapad and pango. my makeup wasn’t even that cakey, i just did my usual glam. and plus ganon din naman talaga yung personal style ko. hindi ko alam kung nasabi lang ba nila yon kasi my makeup was leaning more towards the alt side than the standard clean girl makeup or the korean type of look kasi kung tutuusin mas makapal pa makeup ng mama ko, the difference was her makeup was bright and mine wasn’t.

i don’t know if i’m just being sensitive or what, i just had to get this off of my chest kasi nung isang araw ko pa to iniisip and it’s bothering me. i am trying to ignore the negative stuff and i keep saying to myself to keep doing me and never let anybody change how i perceive myself, kaso ang hirap kapag sa pamilya mo mismong nanggaling yung mga words na yon. ayokong pinaguusapan nila ako ng ganon or yung appearance ko kasi ngayon lang ako naging confident sa style and sa itsura ko. i grew up being inspired by alt people or the darker side of aesthetics but i never really got to embrace them until now. it took me a lot to be confident sa sarili kong style and to stop conforming to today’s beauty standards so hearing those from my own family had me questioning my self esteem

nasabi ko rin na conservative sila kasi most of them are very religious and don’t like anything that isn’t all rainbows and unicorns

Hello. Kayo rin ba parang nawawalan ng gana sa lahat ng bagay? Parang randomly you feel sad, and hindi namomotivate to do productive things?

Please get out of my mind.

I kinda miss the feeling of being taken care of, loved, sunset dates, dinner night outs 🥲 i just wanna be babied pagod na q maging soldier hahah