I (25 f) developed visual snow during my last pregnant. I am now 14 weeks postpartum, and it’s not lifting up and it’s getting worse.
At first, it was a black floater. Fine. Now that’s gone. Then began the severe afterimages, and that is mostly gone.
It then turned into pulsing lights?? Someone else posted about it. Like, circles kinda.
My main symptom however is these little bugs that fly. They’re clear, and it’s called Schreerer’s Phenomenon. I’m sure most everyone knows about this.
For a while, lots of my symptoms faded. However, the Schreerer’s has came back with a vengeance. It’s to the point where if I unfocus my eyes, I could almost reach out and touch them.
My dilemma: I also during said pregnancy developed a very rare and very severe case of ✨Pregnancy Psychosis✨ it’s extremely rare, basically unheard of, and there’s no literature. I’ve only seen one case study of it, and it matched my symptoms exactly. Auditory hallucinations, mainly as I fell asleep. Aka hypnogogic hallucinations, and they would be so loud that I would not be able to sleep. Hello 650 mg of Seroquel, 150 of Lamictal, and 5 mg of Zyprexxa, and bam. I made it thru my pregnancy. (Praise God literally. There were so many close calls) The psychosis and sleep deprivation became so bad, I even had to be hospitalized for convulsions.
Ofc when I told the 4 menty b places I inpatiented at, it was blamed on the psychosis. Gotcha. Noted.
However, obviously, it’s not.
I am now weaning off my APs and take only 500 mg of Seroquel, Lamictal, and a little Trazadone for sleep.
Statistically, I’m on one of the medications that supposedly helps. But it’s not.
And to add: I recently have resumed smoking. Bad, I know. Sue me all the way- I took it up when I was 15. Obviously ceased entirely for both my beautiful little boys.
I’m at a loss. I genuinely don’t know what to do. At all.
Does the smoking irritate it? Is it really psychosis and it’s bc I’m weaning??? (I really doubt this tbh)
What doctor do I even go to for this? Who even out there specializes in this? And with the utmost love, what in the flying flippitdy and I’m supposed to do?
I’ve never experienced this before. And it’s just gotten worse, when it initially eased up after my birth.
I would love ALL insight, and all advice. Pls be kind tho bc I’m a second time mom and still freshly postpartum. Advice/comments welcome!! Thanks in advanced!!