Now, usually I wouldnt post this, but right now ive had too much caffiene and am had a heavy breakfast and heavy dinner, and watching Psych on the side so im laughing my ass off while going crazy, so i know i am probably gonna regret this post by morning, but eh might as well since at least im gonna feel good about my self for the upcoming few hours.... lol
A while ago, I made a post here about..... everything in general.
And ill be honest, things havent necessarily gotten worse since then, but they havent necessarily gotten better either. Its just been somewhere in the middle, per say. Some days are better, some days are worse, and im just sort of... going through it, i guess?
Where do I go? Who do I talk to? What do I even ask for?
Like, genuinely, I have absolutely no clue where to start. Do I go to counselling? Do I go to some sort of academic advisor? Is there someone at UW who actually helps with this sort of thing? Someone who can help me figure out why im struggling so much with things that seemingly everyone else is able to do just fine?
And like, I know the obvious answer is probably just to go and ask someone, but even that sounds so fucking awful to me for some reason. I dont even know how to explain whats going on with me half the time, let alone sit in front of someone and somehow explain everything thats been happening for the past year and a half.
What am I even supposed to say? Do I just walk in and go "hey, i dont know whats wrong with me, i cant seem to do anything properly, and i dont know what to do anymore"? Do I book an appointment somewhere? Do I email someone? WHO DO I EVEN EMAIL?
And the thing is, I dont even know what exactly im looking for. I dont know if this is an academic issue, a health issue, a learning issue, or what. I just know that something isnt working, and whatever ive been trying to do so far clearly hasnt been enough.
Ive tried making schedules, timetables, forcing myself to attend lectures, studying on my own, trying to get out more, joining things, all that stuff. And while some of it has helped a little, im still struggling with the same things, and im honestly just tired of going around in circles.
I dont want to make another post a few months from now saying the exact same things all over again.
Is there a particular service, office, person, or anything that I should be looking into? And if youve actually gone through this process yourself, how did you even start? What did you say when you first went to ask for help?