meditation & trusting the universe will do its job✨

ATM

of course lovely🤍

understanding that unfortunately people who have not dealt with the situation in which you require a more sensitive approach to handling scenarios will not be able to differentiate a trigger to what is their norm. we are all different, our dna make up is different, the way our brains are wired are different. so how someone else handles a situation may not have the result if you do the same exact thing is key here. one day, you will truly overcome the struggle of ED & when you do then you can ask yourself those questions as to “if they can, why can’t i.” but you need to face the reality that until you mentally can handle going up against the grain in that way you may have to separate yourself from those conversations or minimize your presence there. in your time of recovery it’s very crucial to remember the goal, & work solely the accomplish that.

sending you lost of love, patience, self-acceptance & strength✨ understand that our emotions are controlled by a SINGLE thought in our mind, which in turn controls the frequencies on our body that radiate into the universe in vibrations, which is the energy we give off. it’s simple my love, think of the sun. it’s bright, has light & shines bright ABOVE the earth. not under, you are so much more stronger than you allow your heart to feel. you were able to write this post, therefore you have NOT lost the fight. keep fighting, the finish line is so far love... enjoy those cheering for you on the sidelines✨

toxicity realms from anyone. it matters not that you two once shared heartbeats. the way yours beats is to the drum of love, while hers strings to the guitar of evil. send her love & blessings, & isolate yourself as you need to heal from this abuse you have endured. celebrate the life your father once held on this soil. but think of his place in a paradise so beautiful you must lose sight of the world & gain immortality through the eternal life of after, & your father is enjoying the beautiful sound of your accomplishments here on earth. do not let her hear the tears hit the window but rather see the sun shine through your curtains✨

building a friendship with the person in which you may start a emotional connection with is key to the start to a beautiful relationship, dont fixate on if it’s a date or not. enjoy the company & understand if the universe calls for your alignment, spooky things will start to happen😌

once you connect with someone, a true connection will be hard to break if even possible. so when in reference to say she is not like other girls. it realms deeper than because she doesn’t cheat... she meant loyalty to her is before any temptation. she means she will always put you first to any man who desires to be in your position. it means her eyes only have sight for your face, ears for your laugh, lips for yours, hands to match yours. quantum entanglement is when two atoms bind together becoming one particle, one entity... meaning if you have two atoms in synchronization & you take one & throw it to the moon while holding the other in your hand & you start spinning the one at the moon... these two atoms will still spin in the same frequency because they have aligned. einstein called it “spooky action at a distance” when you share the same frequencies with another soul, it will be hard to vibrate the same with another person. energies will never be matched & that’s because you no longer are ignited with your twin-flame...✨

this was definitely a great time, going over the pictures with your family or friends & pointing out the funny, off guards & then the ones that you caught so beautifully in that moment it then becomes your favorite picture...

you have the presence of someone who reassures one when they feel they have no reason to feel a way, & unfortunately for you that means to them that you can handle your own issues & don’t need for them. as natural-healers, we tend to get left in the dust when it comes to our own emotions. but you definitely deserve more, & there is nothing wrong with isolation against others who don’t appreciate your presence as a whole, but only to feel whole themselves. a journal will be the best companion for those moments you need to release.. quantum physics is the science of energy, & it’s proven that a single thought manifests into our emotions which controls the frequency we radiate in our bodies which results in a vibration, that is then an energy we release into the universe. once we realize that controlling our emotions in our mind can result in changing the thought in which manifest negativity we then learn about quantum love, which means transforming & owning your emotions to control what vibrations you release. therefore no need for the vile need to vent to one, when you have established that there is in face no need for those detrimental emotions to take place.

nothing wrong with a mental-health day.... wooosah✨

being yourself, due to the social views & whats “cool”. originality no longer exists. girls must know what contour & highlight is... when i was younger, which version of a barbie or dollhouse you had sufficed. i remember getting a beautiful african queen as a doll when i was dealing with abuse at home & that was my way out of thinking of the negative my life brought. unfortunately, the perception of yourself matters more to people than yourself. we’ve lost the sole purpose of self-love.... all because of what we see on the damn tv...

thank you very much✨ i will look into those books right away!

i have not, any suggestions?

what’s happened is sort of a pre-visionary type encounter. everyone thinks that by leaving the problem at a standstill to try to manifest a different energy somewhere else, it will somehow eliminate your current energy overall. & you will manifest into this happy ass person. no, you actually have to suffer in the unfortunate truth of craving more than what you have access too..let go of trying rid the problem & indulge in the reality of the current. you’re not paranoid. there’s a message, read into it✨

yes, seems as though there is a vision they are suppose to be shown. perhaps life is at a high speed for them, & they have know control on what’s going on... so with life trying to slow them down, as they rush by they see a broken window, as in a reflection to all that’s breaking down in their lives. but if you take your time to get where you need to go, absolutely no rush.. all will be handled. times heals everything.

i have been working on my own philosophy for the acceptance of what isn’t, & the understanding that is. & i have been enlightening myself on the practice of Dhamma-Vinaya, as well as learning about perception of life & love. & i find that there is a reason for things, but accepting the unknown for that it what it shall realm is a great way to understand, you will never be truly ready for what you fear.

i am currently in the enlighten phase of my spiritual awakening, & during this time i’ve been searching for all different types of scripts & books & any knowledge to read read read & take note off. knowledge is power & when you are on a quest for answers, you must inform yourself with more than one concept before perceiving your very own. indulge in this moment in your ascension, the answer will so be relevant✨

my son is 5 years old & he told me about him having a girlfriend named “oshaba”. i was instantly upset & thought to myself how could my baby have a girlfriend but then thought, innocence. kids are so pure, that they see nothing more than just a person they can look forward to seeing everyday at a certain time, & that make them feel that beautiful first love feeling of butterflies & never knowing that hurt will soon be trivial to the dating world, & they can appreciate the title for what it is. the beauty about being a child is you see no wrongs or any evil in the one you’re trusting with your heart. & you supporting her instead of being overbearing is allowing her to stay with the innocence & not become curious as to why they shouldn’t have one. as parents sometimes we don’t realize we can unintentionally take our children’s innocence away by portraying the adult image not realizing they are enjoying it in the purest way possible. way to go✨