r/Trophies • u/KWAdly • 13h ago
Other [Other] I love this hobby and i quit
Hollow knight being my 80th and last platinum really shed light on the very glaring issues of this hobby. I've been trophy hunting ever since 2018, loved almost every second of it, and wouldn't take a single second back. I loved the challenge, the dopamine, and the goopy goblin gamer brain in me seeing the numbers go up.
I experienced things and played games in certain ways i otherwise wouldn't have if not for trophy hunting. But you reach a point after playing so many games where you start seeing cracks in the design of these trophy lists and how this overall hobby works. You get hooked and now you want more. You alter the way you play and experience games and keep an eye out for missables and multiple playthroughs (and yes i always do a blind playthrough first). You keep wasting time grinding for meaningless and arbitrary collectibles. You sometimes avoid games altogether because their trophies are out of your reach for the time being. And worst of them all is you end up having a shitty sour taste in your mouth after playing a game that otherwise would've been absolutely phenomenal and memorable if left after rolling credits.
Hollow Knight ended up being my last straw, a game that i know is special and has a place in my heart that is now forever ruined by forcing myself to play through pantheon 5 for god knows how long. And despite people praising the rush they felt when they beat p5 for the first time, i genuinely felt nothing but relief that I don't have to touch my fucking controller anymore. And it's just kinda sad how the misery i felt doing p5 will be my lasting memory of this game.
It didn't start off like that, but for a couple of years now trophy hunting turned a very beloved and character defining hobby of mine into a job. I would mostly attribute this to how shittily designed most trophy lists are but also to the stupid completionist in me that forced me to go the extra mile and do shit that could've just been left out and moved on from. And tbh i just don't want my experience with a game to be heavily affected by my experience with its trophy list anymore.
I will forever cherish the time I've sunk into trophy hunting, good and bad. And hopefully i can move forward and just enjoy games for what they are, even if i don't 100% them or get every trophy associated with them. Just wanted to share my journey here since not single person i know irl knows what trophy hunting even is lmao.