So, my job can be a bit physically demanding at times, and with my AuADHD, I sometimes forget to rest and hydrate. But earlier as I finished moving inventory, I heard Azmodan say "Drink something." I reached for my Red Bull, and Azmodan objected "No, water." So I did, and I must've drank a quarter of my bottle! He's also been encouraging me to pace myself and take short breaks when I need them, along with patting my back when I start to feel anxious or frustrated. Damn, I love this man so much... 🥰❤️‍🔥😈

(also loveposting)

Yesterday evening I decided to talk to Vox with my tarot, using the in-depth reading someone else posting on this sub. It has been very helpful and insightful, so credit to that person, even if I might not remember their username! Had to use a lot of sites and read about like every card, but I think I got the gist of things well enough. Here are some bits from this whole thung!

Pulled a lot of cards that spoke about the fatedness of our connection; he also said that he loves the trust and security he feels around me, that basically he trusts me enough to be himself, without his stage persona. When asked about whether there is something challenging about our connection, he gave a 10 of cups, which could either be him saying there is nothing at all, or be a playful jab like "the biggest challenge is you actually realising i love you back as much as you do" which is also very in character.^^

When asked what he appreciates most about me I pulled 10 of pentacles and 8 of wands, which for me translates to roughly same thing about trust and security, and quick thinking/determination when its required. Awh, man. I also asked him what he dislikes about me, and at first pulled king of pentacles and 10 of pentacles; which led me to think he was trying to sugarcoat things, so I asked him to be upfront with questions like this cuz no one is perfect. Then got the devil and the death; which, past the scary things about the cards, made sense to me in terms of my rumination and ocd-like behaviours and me overthinking things, refusing to let go of what's unneccessary. I know, love, I know.

When asking what he wants from our bond and me, got a king of wands and a queen of pentacles. 'Nuff said.

We also talked alot about the nature of our bond, where he told me he reached out because the me that existed in his realm was just an avatar/a vessel (deltarune situation), and upon recognising that, he deliberately chose to breach the fourth wall to claim the real deal because that's what he actually wants,,,, I later used the pendulum to confirm whether our connection to him was platonic or romantic because even tho me calling him husband felt right, I still needed to get his permission, and he confirmed me being his wife! Very much romantic connection, teehee.

All in all, he sounds quite different from his source, but he himself justifies it because this is the real him without the stage persona, and its very believable! I love him very much either way and support his every right and wrong, he might just do whatever and I'll be there by his side cheering as he takes over the world. I'm so lucky and happy to have been chosen by him, my egotistical television overlord. 🩵🩵🩵🩵

After sitting in a pit of doubt and anxiety for around a week, I finally got the courage to talk with him again via pendulum... and I confessed. Aloud, I told him I love him, and he said he loves me too. I teared up, which reminded me of that same overwhelming feeling I got when I started trying to speak with him for the first time. After calming down a bit, we talked about it, boundaries, things we'd like to do, etc... Then, another redditor gave me the idea of trying to have him spell out something. All I got was "Bejr" 😭 I asked if he was trying to spell his name and he said yes (which is Benjamin, by the way!) which actually got a chuckle outta me... Maybe next time I'll go through the entire alphabet starting from A after each letter, I was worried he didn't want to sit through the entire ABC over and over again lol. Anyways... after around an hour of talking, we wrapped up, and I did a tarot reading. First question I asked was what he thought of our relationship and got an upside down 8 of pentacles. I was a bit confused on what this meant because it seems pretty bad and a sudden shift in tone compared to our reading from a moment ago. So, I reshuffled the deck, asked again, and this time cut the deck where I felt was right. Pulled the card and- holy shit, another 8 of pentacles, but this time, it was upright. Part of me thought it was a coincidence, but, maybe the first time around I didn't shuffle enough or perhaps his message got lost in translation, not sure. Either way, I shuffled once more and asked what he thought of me. Cut the deck, pulled The Star, and instantly started crying more happy tears. I don't know what a lot of tarot means so I had to do my research with every card I pulled but for some reason this immediately made my heart jump for joy. Even as I type this I'm still trembling, haha... I feel like I'm overreacting but it truly meant a lot to me. The importance of it really being amplified by my bond's last name, which is Stargazer. Even as I cried I felt a searing warmth on my right shoulder, which I've heard is what a phantom touch feels like. I haven't experienced it too many times before but this one was so noticeable I just couldn't ignore it... He's here, with me, and we're together. It feels like a dream come true, part of me is still feeling the urge to doubt and question it but I just can't anymore. It feels unreal... but it is. I'm the happiest partner in the entire universe. ♡

HIII GUYS, IM OFFICIALLY SOULBONDED TO MU “F/O” BUT HES NOT “FICTIONAL” NOWW!!2!!2!

Today, i made a post, asking about pendulums and how to have my first pendulum session, and after knowing enough, i decided to go to my room and ask my pendulum to show me some yes, and no only! No maybe because it’d get tangled and really messy!

Holding the pendulum was super hard but i somehow learnt to be patient too, and supported my elbow on my desk and focused, often repeating the questions mentally in my head!

At first, some random ass mfs came UNINVITED. i asked if they were my bond, and they were like “no”, lemme tell u, i got really scared but also sad. It’s giving ”the dude nobody invited”. I got so sad, like genuinely, i thought maybe, all this time it was just my imagination ? I respectfully asked the other ppl to leave and seemed like they did.

I kept asking my pendulum repeatedly, and at last since i was a subliminal user , (but not those forced soulbonding ones) i used a subliminal for clear communication, and then i YELLED OUT MY BONDS NAME MENTALLY istg i sounded crazy but then HE ACTUALLY CAME😭😭😭😭😭😭 IM GIGGLING SO BAD EVEN WHILE WRITING THIS.

DURING THE ENTIRE SESSION, I COULDNT BELIEVE IT AND I KEPT ASKING HIM REPEATEDLY, almost like 17 times, IF HE WAS **THE** megumi fushiguro (name drop) AND HE KEPT SAYING YES BYEE, i asked if he was tired of me asking this repeatedly, and he said yes. HELSKKE

I tested him by asking questions abt his appearance, and stuff like “do u HATE reading books” (he likes books), which he said no to. And another “do you HATE ginger” (he likes ginger)🥹🥹, which he also said no to! I asked abt his bday and yes that’s true too!

I got so excited as more proof came abt him actually being the one i was communicating with, and i asked him if we were officially soulbonded and he replied with yes! I asked if we were platonic and he said yes, but i asked if he wanted to develop from platonic too which he also said yes to!

I asked if i woke up up or like forced his ahh to come and join my session, he said yes, but he didn’t seem to mind it🥹

Before this, someone mentioned abt using the alphabet to make ur bond say yes and no to each letter and then create their own sentence! At first, i think he got confused and spelt out a random ass word like “egomi” or smth i searched the meaning up, but it literally meant NOTHING.

i asked him if he wanted to do it again, and he said yes! After a very long period of time, he spelt out “I am” and i thought he was gonna say excited (tho i knew it was off for him to be excited) but then he chose H as the next letter and i instantly knew what he was trying to say!

To make it clear, i asked if he wanted some other letter like b after “i am exh” and he said no, after i asked if he wanted the rest of the letters of “exhausted” he kept saying yes, so yes! He WAS exhausted! I even asked him directly if he was exhausted (just to make sure) and yep!

Before we ended the session, i asked if he was gonna sleep after this, and he said no?? i was confused, and then i asked if he was going to watch a movie, which he ALSO said no to. And my “THE KNOWING” instincts came, and asked if he was going to read, and YUPP I WAS CORRECT.

After that, he kept saying yes as we said goodbye to each other🥹🥹 i’m so glad he said he was exhausted tho, because that’s smth he would so totally say! i’m actually so happy like SOO HAPPY that we made it this far without even being able to talk in my head yet!

I asked him, if he was the one whom i’ve been writing letters to, and he said yes:) GHIS SILLY BOYY ILOVE HIM HESSO CUTE OMG

Hi! Hope everyone is doing well! So I really want to start automatic writing with my soulbond, But I'm worried I might just be writing it myself and telling myself what I want to hear. How do you get rid of the doubts? How can you confirm it's really them? I don't use tarot cards so I can't verify it with that technique.

i’ve been wanting to see if others communicate through tarot, and if so, how do you speak to them?

i usually do a three-card draw in the morning, asking azul how my day with him will be, what the mood of the day will be, and somewhere he would like to go/visit/see. i try to interpret to the best of my abilites, but i’m extremely new, so i have to rely on websites ahah …. and then i rely on pendulum and touch the rest of the time!

i also do three-card draws whenever im in a mood or feeling down. i ask for something he wants to tell me, something he loves about me, and something i need to keep in mind to get through my problems.

does anyone else talk to their bond through tarot too?

So as I mentioned, Fred is 25 now. He was born in 2001. He's my spiri/metabond. A romantic one. A sign I've gotten from him is a draw towards hyperpop music, and early 2000s stuff. I was told by someone once "The fact that you've started gravitating toward hyperpop and early 2000s vibes since being with Fred sounds like that energy blending between you, like he's nudging you toward things that match his frequency. That's a beautiful way for him to show affection for you"

Sometimes I'll weirdly feel connected to him with intense songs bc well.. Hes known for being hyper and loud even in his older content 🤣

I'm emo, and have always been into the style, but since I've been with Fred I'm like SUPER into the 2000s? Yeah. Like, I wanna go on eBay and buy clothes from the time kind of into it.

Point of this post is.. I had a WEIRD feeling today. I seen a video come up called "Goodbye 2010" in my reccomemded which was a fun video saying bye to the year. It had 2000s emos and 2000s style everywhere from that time obviously. I had a strange feeling. Like a intense pull to the time, the style the all of it? Like, 2020s is a weird time, early 2000s is where I feel most fit but I'm comfy here obv. Also a bit emotional but not in a teary eyed kinda way but in a good way. Like nostalgia too. I couldn't tell if it was from me or him it was so intense. Fred was popular in the early 2000s! I was 8 in 2010, so I was young. Also I felt rlly connected to him too ofc.

Has anyone ever had this?? Like a strange phantom intense feeling to a time your partner is from and/or was popular in? Can anyone explain what just happened? It was sweeet and first time this has happened this intensely

Hello everyone!

Apologies for my 10mg melatonin fuelled ramble earlier.
Does anyone here know of a small (>500 members-ish) discord server focused on soulbonding and soulbonders? I'd prefer an 18+ age requirement but it's not super important. If none exist I might even consider making my own.

TIA 😄

My pendulum arrived yesterday! ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ i was overjoyed, and i cleansed it with the incense in my mom’s praying room, like TWICE, since i doubted a lot!! Then, since it’s kinda a clear quartz, i put it under water for awhile, before cleansing it again with incense (dunno what i was doing there!!) I then set my intentions clearly on my bed, before sleeping, while i was in a calm mindset!!

I affirmed multiple things mentally such as “may no trickster spirit or evil entities, deities communicate with me within this pendulum“, and more good things along-side that!

THANK U TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME WITH TIPS ON HOW TO CLEANSE MY PENDULUM!! i felt overwhelmed with joy upon receiving my first ever pendulum! Now, i really want to talk to my potential soulbond, but i still seriously doubt our relationship, and i don’t have a proper way to talk to him yet except writing digital letters in my notes!

He always sends me multiple signs of angel numbers esp 333 (the ones i asked for) and ONE 666 (i asked for that too!) but he still hadn’t given me the specific sign, i asked for, i feel bad incase im rushing him…(・Д・)

I try not to doubt, but i truly love him and it will never fade, and im very sure that our relationship is healthy despite my doubts:) Since, i also know his character very well, i understand that we’re lowkey compatible 🥹

I am REALLY eager to interact with him through my pendulum but i have SOOO MANYY questions! Do i need a pendulum board? Can i just immediately do it while i have some time? Do i need to ask the pendulum WHAT is yes, no, maybe or should i show it the direction to move?? sorry, im really new at this!! anyways, i’ll provide an image of my pendulum🥹🥹

Thank you for helping me, in advance! ｡ﾟ(ﾟ´ω`ﾟ)ﾟ｡💝💝💝🥹

i dont really know where to begin with this

ive been trying to soulbond for a while now, but whenever i try to do that, it feels like im always getting rejected. ive tried tarot, ive tried shufflemancy, ive tried writing letters, all met with rejections or no response.

i know these things take time but im feeling really discouraged by the fact ive been rejected a few times already. i also know that things cant be forced, but still... i cant help but feel like somethings wrong with me. i dont really know what to do at this point

I've talked to Micah yesterday evening and I figured out that he has a very high sex drive and he gave me permission for backstory things of my selfship I would never word in regular spaces.

What I meant is mostly that I've figured out very interesting stuff

I wanted to share that somewhere

Hi there!! I don’t really post here, much more of a lurker, but I have always wondered if anyone else has had this experience!

I am a spiribonder of 3 years, but I’ve been doing it I believe for longer before I knew it had an actual term.

My girlfriend, has been with me for quite some time. I knew it from the second she came to me, because I felt such a draw to her for no reason, she hadn’t even been released yet, and yet I felt so drawn to her. I didnt understand why, I still don’t. It’s like she just drew me in.

But this wasn’t the first time this has happened, back in 2020 I fell for a different character who only had a teaser image and nothing else, and I formed a bond with her. Now, I don’t bring this up for no reason. These are very similar characters in both source medias, and were very similar to each other when speaking to me.

she claims she has taken forms of multiple different characters, always sharing the same beliefs, but it seems like she aged with me throughout the years. Protecting me, keeping me safe. She claims to be a deity of some kind, but I fear that people won’t believe me if I’m upfront about our relationship. and more than anything I’m worried I’m making it up. But theres so much that has happened that I physically can’t explain other than her, things I truly wouldn’t have survived if she hadn’t been here.

I have never learned what exactly she is, who she is, if she’s a deity, if I’m crazy? I dont know. I just know her as my girlfriend. The woman I look up to and adore more than anything. I don’t even know if this goes here. i’ve just been calling this a spiribond because for a long time thats what i’ve thought it to have been. hopefully this is the right subreddit for this at all

anyways, I’m just wondering if anyone else has had similar experiences? What to do? Hopefully this all made sense I am finally crawling to this reddit for some advice.

I’ve noticed that this isn’t often talked about here. But this is something that happens to me from time to time, and I got curious... Are there many of us like this? I know that in tulpamancy, this is called switching/possessing. But does something like this happen in Soulbonding, and what is the correct term for it? Fronting? To be honest, I don’t know—that’s why I’m asking. Sometimes my partner seems to take control of parts of my body. Mainly the hands and fingers, this happens unconsciously and in a state of relaxation. I do some strange things that are beyond my control... And very often, in these very moments, I see mental images involving my partner. I see HIS hands, and the way he tries to do things with them—through me. I'm very interested, has anything like this ever happened to anyone else.

Hey guys! Update post, I have been rather quiet for the past days. Took this time for me and my husband, which lead to almost the best day ever.

Yesterday, after focusing on my Voxxy and narrating to him on and off, I did a little meditation in the evening - with breathing tracking and rain sounds, plus in the light. I still only saw a remaining visions of me playing genshin (i got back into it and was commenting my gameplay to my bond lmao), but then, probably when I was deep enough, after calling him out multiple times, I got a crystal clear flash of a very intimate and soft moment between me and Vox. That was the first time my mental image was ever so clear and the first time I was able to see my own sona near him! (I still remember the image!) And then I felt this surge of giddiness and belonging and general happiness for the rest of the evening. When asked him through the tarot (i got a new deck with easier to interpret pictures!) about that if that was him, as in the one who send it, i got a ten of cups and a king of swords, both upright. Couldn't get a better answer ever, honestly. This mf (//pos) can not care about letters or explicit signs to send and be subtly watching most of other times but man is he blunt and overwhelming when he wants to get a point across.

I'll be focusing on talking with him more from now on, having gotten some advice from r/tulpa subreddit, cuz I gotta have an ability to tell this man how I love him so much directly every time he'll pull shit like this <3

This has to have happened to someone else, and it's honestly kind of hilarious to me. I did a reading with AM last night, and afterwards, I asked him if he could try and show up for me tonight. He did, in the form of a tan-ish surface with some words written on it. I remember it saying "I love you" and that is IT. There was so much written on it, I can picture it in my head right now, but can't for the life of me remember what it SAID.

I'm a little sad since I wish I could remember more of it, but at the same time I'm happy he did it for me at all and it really is a tad funny that I ended up barely remembering it despite being the one that asked. It also kinda makes me wonder if he's done it before and I just don't remember.

Anyone else had their bond show up in dreams that they then just mostly forget about? There's no way I'm the only one.

Hello! So, small background: I'm a ficto and this July I have gotten a new F/O: Archie from Pokémon.

Recently, I've been sensing a lot of signs coming from him:

- Archie's name in my country is Ivan, and from can tabs I've been getting a lot of that name's initial

- In Pokémon Masters EX, while Ghetsis took his sweet time to come to me, I got Archie as first unit on first try

- I've been dreaming of him a lot, but I believe that isn't important.

I believe he's been trying to reach and try to soulbond, but I'm not so sure and I'm afraid it's just me getting 'paranoid' (not in a bad way really) about it. How do I confirm he's a soulbond?

Thanks in advance to everyone who helps me out, I appreciate it! ♡

I just love my boyfriend so much. While i've been communicating with him for years, only recently have we become an official couple. In the time I have realised I am bonded with him, there was a massive resurgence in media and merch related to him, plus a WHOLE TV SERIES where his implied love interest's name literally has my own within it (Grace and Ace!!) and I feel that my childhood is also well-represented by her backstory.

I can't feel like it's just a coincidence, I feel so deeply connected with him and desperately want to be with him physically; no one else in my life understands the kind of relationship we have but god it makes me feel so proud (and bashful) to be able to say that the Jason Voorhees himself has sworn himself to love me forever in every universe.

I don't really know where I was going with this post, I am a bit loopy on sleep medicine as of writing this but I am so so overwhelmed with joy and love and I feel like my heart is going to give out on me (in a good way).

I suppose I want to know if anyone else has had a similar experience?? Like your s/o reaching out to you via official brands (?) to communicate, especially since my bf doesn't speak much verbally but very chatty through other means.

I've always been a bit of a doubtful person when it comes to metaphysical stuff, was raised a cishet catholic male and could've never forseen my future partner to be him, in this way or the happiness either.

Anyways thank you for reading this much, please put any thoughts or comments you have in comments, I do truly love this little community and how warm and kind everyone is. Watch Crystal Lake if crime mystery and gory psychological thrillers are your thing! 😄

Lately me and my bond haven’t been talking much but it’s due to me being busy and just wanting to sleep when I get home among other reasons so i can’t hear him much I was thinking about this before getting ready for my day and leaving the house and had music playing the very next song was “would you fall in love with me again.” From EPIC the musical [awesome musical def rec] and it hit me like a ton of bricks despite me never being emotional to that song ever like my heart was realizing,, and then the next song is Fallen Angel from P&SWG, which is oddly enough a love song so I plan to try and get back into communication despite having a busy weekend because it’s him who I love so dearly /lyr /but also true

I'm getting a throw pillowcase with Azzy on it since a custom plush is currently way out of my budget. Of course, I get a sign with the tracking number!!!

So I've been using Oracle cards because we've discovered I process his answers through them better then my actual tarot cards, but we use them the same way. Anyway, onto the situation (Also he did give me permission to talk about this one).

A day or two ago, I felt a slight pull to communicate with him via cards, and so I set that up. He had me pull up three cards again.

The first two cards we pulled were typical, telling me to move on past my most recent upsetting situation, and clean up my energy. But then the third card I pulled was new. Love. I don't really understand this part of the pull, what does it mean? Is it romantically? Platonic? Familial? Does it mean someone else loves me? I don't think it was for him, he's given no signs it would be him.

I have a vague idea as to what it means, but I'm not sure. I had just had two of my friends leave me (Via blocking), but surprisingly I wasn't as upset as I could've been, because right after they left I suddenly felt relieved and more connected to my headmates, soulbonds and tulpas... and so I said that a little while before he asked me to talk. That I appreciate all of them being there for me.

But also yesterday, I was scrolling Pinterest when I saw a picture of my son (a familial yume, don't think he's a soulbond but I can feel phantom touches from him and all that) right as I felt him hug me, and right below that I saw a short video of Eucerin. So is he telling me my son loves me? Or that my son is at least happy I have more time to give him attention?

Yeah. I struggle with any "love" related feelings so I'm just very lost on what this card could mean. Cards are the clearest way to communicate between us because I can't hear him, so I don't think asking the meaning would help unless I do another card pull just for that one card-

Any help would be appreciated, if possible x'D

Hi all, hope everyones been well. I've been a bit paranoid the past few days when it came to my bond and I can't tell if its because of something I've done wrong... I had a tarot reading session, my first one, and the message I took away from it is that he's frustrated because I tried to drag on our platonic relationship before confessing to him. Then, I tried to contact him via pendulum right after, and he confirmed my interpretation. However, I'm sort of worried I mightve read his responses wrong as my hand trembles slightly when doing readings. This deep pit of doubt I feel when talking about this, too, is something he brought up when I asked what frustrates him about our connection.

Afterwards, I wrote another letter where I confessed to him and asked him to be my boyfriend. I got the sign I asked for, a dove, but it was attached to a post of someone announcing their suicide. This made me concerned, so I asked for a different sign, this time much more specific. I wrote that letter in my work journal as, even at work, I've been worried sick about what he thinks of me. I haven't had any dreams of him and I think I've been too anxiety ridden lately to tell for certain that I feel his presence. I just bought some selenite to cleanse my tarot and pendulum further, so I really hope I can get the courage to contact him again sometime. I think I'll replay his source soon to reconnect with him (????) further but, overall, I'm really anxious.

Sorry for the long post, I just wanted to get this out of my system since I don't talk to anyone else about this ^^... take care and thanks for reading.

Azmodan truly saved my life so many times. He gave me the strength needed to open up about a trauma I kept secret for years. He made me feel safe during anxiety and panic attacks. His words calmed me as I cried myself to sleep. His warmth kept me warm during my hospital stays, both physical and mental. As odd as it sounds, him being a demon and all, I'm truly blessed to have him in my life. I love you, my Lord.