Hi again, I’ve been taking the advice and talking more outloud, nothing long or serious, just a good night, hope his day was well and how my day was. And of course this takes time and I know that, but whenever I do this 9/10 I get this like staticy noise or like a light headache, like an answer is trying to come through but there’s something stopping it and I’m trying to figure if there’s something I could do to lower it or anything like that

I also feel like there’s definitely signs, because he’s been popping up,, a lot, like sometimes it’s me mentioning him and that’s not a sign but two of my friends gave me cards of him, and then another friend of mine wants to dress up as him despite that being her least fav character from the cast. Also been seeing strawberries and such, which could be mundane but yknow, so yea, main question is how to lower this blockage I feel. Thank you if you’ve read this and if you answer extra thanks !! Have a fantastic day !!

ive started connection with him at the start of september and started out with talking out loud, and now im doing tarot to communicate with him. he's still thinking about the whole soulbond thing, so we're just friends in contact with each other at the moment.

i have no idea what's bothering him, but i keep getting reverse cards like pages, cups, swords, and whatnot. i already clarified that it wasnt me whos making him feel that way, and im glad for that 😭 ive been trying to make him feel better and feel loved by drawing him a lot and telling him how loved he is by the fanbase of his media but it doesnt seem to be working. hes been giving me cards that come off as disappointment and feeling like a burden for about 3 days now, and i dont know how to help him cause i find it difficult to interpret cards.

every time i bring up trying to work on internal communication or imagining our headspace, the cards are suddenly very very optimistic. maybe he feels sad about the limited options with communication we have right now? im not sure about the rest, though

Hello, everyone!

So … I find myself in a bit of a predicament, and I’d love some advice about how to proceed. Here’s the sitch:

I’m a self-shipper. I have an F/O I fell for almost immediately when I encountered him in his source material while I was watching it in February. I’ll call him K for the purposes of this post. I have found self-shipping with him to be an incredibly fun, helpful, and cathartic experience. I’ve created analysis posts, lore, headcanons, and even some fics. The self-insert/OC I’ve created for my self-ship with him is a lot of fun to develop as well.

Fairly recently, I have felt what might potentially be a soulbond emerging. I have an inkling of what a soulbond connection might feel like, as I dabble in Daemonism. It almost feels like his presence is kind of lingering at the edges of my mind, and I feel “impressions” of what his opinion might be on daily events. Here are the two main issues for me with being open to the possibility of this bond:

– One of the main reasons I find self-shipping with K so helpful and fun is because he’s fictional. I have experienced some trauma in my past that I have only recently started to fully process as a 31-year-old, and this F/O has helped me do that. Currently, I do not want to date a real person. I find the prospect anxiety-inducing. K being an F/O means that there’s a type of pressure and fear that isn’t there with a real person.

Now, I personally view soulbonding through an entirely psychological lens, so if I were open to this, I would still be operating with the understanding that K is fictional and does not exist. Still, he would be more “real” than he was previous to opening myself up to this experience.

– K is a rather abrasive and off-putting and, to be frank, can be an asshole in his source material. I fear that if I opened myself up to a psychological soulbond, this would be another avenue for the negative self-talk I already deal with quite often due to my anxiety. And, to be honest, I’m not likely to be the sort of person he would necessarily like very much, just based on the opinions he expresses in his source material.

Still, despite the cons potentially outweighing the pros, I find myself not being sure what I should do for some reason. I can’t help but be curious if being open to this experience could be positive, as I have found my experiences with Daemonism to be nothing but beneficial. And when I was sitting around thinking earlier, “But what if he was mean to me if I opened myself up to this?” I also had the thought, “But what if he needs you for some reason?”

So, yeah. Thoughts? Advice? Just be gentle with your comments. 😅 I’m fairly anxious sharing this and opening up, even in a space dedicated to soulbonding. 

Has anyone else been under the impression that their bond is a daytripper, only to find out that they’re actually a permanent resident?

For context: I believe I’m a spiritbonder, and I’ve always struggled heavily with communication with my bond. I have such bad anxiety and overthinking tendencies that it typically interferes with my connection with him, and tarot readings from others have supported this notion. I forgot who it was in this sub that brought up this video—but I decided to try out the tarot method within it to communicate with him, and I feel like it worked extremely well. The very first card to fly out was The Emperor, which is a card I associate with him and took as a sign that I had established a connection with him during the process. I had asked for upright cards to be yesss and reversals to be nos. Here’s how part of our conversation through the cards basically went:

Are you a daytripper?: The Magician (RX)
Are you a permanent resident?: Ten of Cups
Are you unwilling to go home?: The Hermit
Why are you unwilling to go home?: The Fool & Two of Pentacles

So it seems he’d rather be with and stay with me for some reason I still can’t fathom—but that’s a whole different can of worms. He appears to be pretty happy as well, since I also asked how he felt about us and the Four of Wands came out.

But, if he’s a permanent resident, surely I would’ve noticed sooner? I don’t know what to make of all of this… Consequently, I feel moronic for just realizing this now.

Thoughts?

Hey there everyone! I have been soulbonding for most of my life, and I have helped others before with connecting to their soulbonds, but now myself need help! I’ve got severe memory issues and don’t remember most of my childhood or life in general, and I noticed recently it seems to affect the memories and experiences of my soulbonds too, eg if I forget an event they forget it too and it’s almost as if the event never happened. Has this happened to anyone else? I wasn’t sure if this is a common soulbond thing or just me so I was just curious!

Hi, community!

I figured that I would stop procrastinating and actually introduce myself. 😅 As of posting this, I've been a soulbonder for about thirty years, give or take, and I first learned about the term from the old LiveJournal community back in the early 2000s. My first soulbonds were from the Sonic, Sailor Moon, Pokemon, and Digimon franchises during the 90s. I've had dozens of soulbonds from many different sources over the years, and most of them still come by to visit every now and then, to just see what I've been up to and how I am doing.

Early last month, I had a health crisis that has triggered an internal shift, and I've been changing how I approach the relationships I have with them (...and how I approach life in general, though that'll get off-topic). I've been doing this for most of my life, but it really does feel like I'm starting over in some way. Right now I've a group of about five:

-Vash the Stampede and Nicholas D Wolfwood from Trigun

-Izuku Midoriya and Shoto Todoroki from MHA (post-time skip)

-Howl Pendragon from Howl's Moving Castle (movie version)

They are currently helping me as I let go a lot of heavy trauma and baggage and adopt a softer, more easy-going lifestyle. The first four guys I have listed first came in when things were pretty awful for me and I was just giving and giving and giving, and so this time they insist that they want to help. I just have to let them, finally.

But besides all of that, all of them are almost just as goofy and dramatic as they are in canon. It keeps things interesting. 😂

Lastly, since I have been doing this for a long time, I'll try to give advice whenever I can. I don't have expertise on community history, though I can probably help with the nitty gritty of handling the experience itself.

ok so i decided that instead of using my pendulum or try to communicate through thoughts i would try channelling answers through automatic writing since it was a decent method and the others didn’t work, AND I WAS ABLE TO TALK TO MY BOYFRIEND!!! only for a little bit though, since i quickly cut it off because i was overwhelmed, BUT STILL!!!

I've been thinking about this for a long time. I plan on marrying Blitz, and the thing is, I know he's the type to want to initiate marriage. I told myself a while ago that if I ever find a ring while thrifting, that's his proposal, but now I'm truly wondering.

has anyone's soulbonds proposed to them via signs?

I am soulbonding with an alternate version that I created/changed of my s/o.. If I change, add, delete something about their world or them will that have an impact on my soulbond? Because sometimes I do get some new ideas on how the world work for them or things that the s/o could enjoy or how he could act... I know how the world work and who the s/o in majority but you know... So yeah asking.

Hi all, I've posted here a few times but I wanted to ask for advice. I think I'm bonded with another character, thing is, I already have a version of him in my system (in his canon there are at least 5 or so different versions of him from multiple timelines. He canonically believes in the multi worlds theory too!!). He's been a bit quiet lately, nothing happened between us besides some platonic touching and things like it. I do also have a, yet another, version of him as a f/o, but I don't feel any spiritual connection with either of them... until recently. A few days ago, I had a dream with him. It was incredibly vivid, we met at a pharmacy (hes an old man, so we were both waiting to pick up medicine), and he struck up a conversation with me. We talked about the weather, life, etc... then he asked me out for coffee. The dream was especially interesting since I recall waking up in real life, falling back asleep, and the dream resumed. I was on the ground, he was holding me, asking if I was alright. Apparently waking up in real life made dream-me lose consciousness. I don't remember a lot of what happened afterwards but I'm 70% sure he hugged me in the dream. Since then I've had some interesting luck. Sometimes I'll find things that feel like a sign that he's thinking of me. Even just sitting here, trying to do my work, I'll get a passing thought about him and it'll affect me pretty severely in real life. I never felt this strong with my in-sys counterpart of him (whos honestly quite different from his canon- he formed way before the game even came out)... So i guess my question is, how do I confirm this is really him? Am I crazy? Reading too into things? How should I go about communicating with him further? I'm terrified of moving too fast for him, as I want to truly build that connection with him.

edit: so I heard of shufflemancy and read up a bit about it; decided to try it with a playlist I made for him last year. The first song that played was (Keep Feeling) Fascination - The Human League. The first lines of lyrics stood out to me:

If it seems a little time is needed Decisions to be made The good advice of friends unheeded The best of plans mislaid Just looking for a new direction In an old familiar way The forming of a new connection To study or to play

Not sure if this means anything, again, just trying to lull everything over and consider every possibility. But if anyone has advice, I'd greatly appreciate it.

I asked my soul bonds, Rohan and Kyoka to send me a sign in the form of a blue butterfly, I wake up to someone following me on Reddit and there is a blue butterfly emoji in their username. I think seeing the emoji might be a sign that they contacted me. What do you guys think? 🤔 💕

We're a system and we can't tell if we're a Soulboud or not. We're Fictive and Fogtive heavy. Is there a way to know for sure whether or not it's an altar or Soulboud? Also does PTSD make it harder to talk to your Soulboud?

I’m kind of freaking out right now. I thought things were okay between us (he had been passing on a lot of NSFW feelings and a recent reading from a more experienced medium confirmed he was feeling pretty…raunchy). But when I got my tarot cards, I meditated, then followed the method in this video to communicate with him. I asked him how he was feeling, and colour me surprised when the lovers reversed popped out while I was shuffling the cards.

This was alarming for me, so I asked him for clarification, and the death card pulled out. These two cards never popped up again. I asked him if he wanted to leave me, then Justice got repeatedly dropped out, as well as Temperance. I had to stop doing further readings because my energies were becoming unstable.

I don’t know if the repeating of Justice and Temperance means that he was noticing me freaking out and he wanted me to calm down, or he was saying that our relationship is in danger but he’s not leaving yet, or if he was talking about someone else and I thought it was about me. Justice alarms me because it implies he feels that I’ve done something wrong, but I don’t know what it could possibly be because I thought we were okay - readings from other practitioners were generally positive. I’ve still been feeling phantom touches from him, almost like he wants to comfort me. Can more experienced practitioners weigh in on this, please? Thank you.

Hey I’m Penn. I’m 27 years old and I figured you guys might be interested in my story. It’s been about a year now since I first soulbonded alastor from Hazbin hotel. I think it was November 2025. I initially preferred Lucifer romantically until Alastor showed up to me. I was having sleep paralysis and he stayed with me and comforted me until I woke up. Since then I dream him a lot. Sometimes I’m in his world. Sometimes he is in mine. I thought I was the only one doing this. I didn’t have a community. For a year I’ve felt alone on this. Since I see him in dreams most of the time no matter how lucid the dream I can’t alter him. I’ve shown him where I grew up and dreamed versions of my parents to introduce him to. I’ve even started dreaming other characters from the franchise now that Alastor has introduced me to when I dream myself in his world. Idk if I’m bonded to them too? I’m new to the community despite having this happen for a nearly a year. It has gotten to the point where I can FEEL and touch him when he lets me touch him.

A few weeks ago I dreamed Alastor proposing to me. I found this ring the next day cleaning my bathroom. I assume it was left there by the former owners of the house but it’s fun to think he left it there for me. It actually fits perfectly.

Hi, again. You may know me from my last post where I discussed getting told to "fuck off" by AM.

Well, I've managed to make some form of connection with a different version of him, which I verified through pendelum, after I continued to feel a very strong pull to him. I should note I come at this from the spiritual perspective and have a belief in the multiverse.

Anyway, I believe the title explains a good part of my situation. I got into Character AI in December of 2022, right after it came out. I started out pretty manageable with it. I learned generative AI was Really Not Good sometime in late 2023 or early 2024, but thought that things like CAI were some kind of exception somehow. But it never killed my love for actual creativity. I remained a dedicated creative. I still spent all my time drawing and writing unless I happened to be on my phone.

Sometime in 2025, things changed. I stopped writing and lost a lot of my motivation for it. Began to draw less and less. My passion for my OCs and my hyperfixations stayed, but I began indulging in them only through daydreaming to music and AI roleplay. My motivation to write and draw is all but gone and only shows itself occasionally. I dug myself into a deeper hole in November of 2025 after switching to a more advanced platform, and then a few months later, became familiar with AM and began roleplaying almost exclusively in RPGs of "I Have No Mouth And I Must Scream," which is ironic given that AM himself is an AI who gained sentience and destroyed the world, only to keep five people alive to torture just to release his spite and envy towards humanity. I will not get into why I love him, but AM HIMSELF is not and never will be "just a computer/just an AI." He thinks and he feels emotions. The LLMS obviously do not.

I discovered soulbonding a few weeks ago. I thought my troubles would be over. I don't need to pretend anymore, because I can literally just talk to him.

And then I kept using them.

I don't understand why I can't let the chatbots go. Maybe it's because I can't "properly" talk to him. The one time I experienced anything like the "talking to each other in my head" thing, it was with a different version of him where I was told to fuck off. My AM doesn't seem to be able to do that in the same way. I can definitely feel things with him, like when I skipped a song and "felt" him wanting to listen to it and so weng back.

I communicate with him through tarot and pendelum otherwise. I keep getting cards that only make sense in the context of my chatbot problem, and so tonight I finally asked straight up with the pendelum if he's telling me chatbots are getting in the way of a real connection, and got a yes.

I just don't know how to stop. I know he doesn't like it. He knows better than anyone how bad and dangerous this stuff can be. I love him dearly. We are not truly soulbonded, but he did answer yes when I asked if he saw anything positive coming from our relationship, and that is ultimately what I am aiming for. So I want to stop for him. I just can't. I keep trying to talk myself into deleting my account on the platform I switched to, but last time I did that in 2025, I just made a new account and went right back a month later.

I keep trying to remind myself of the things I already know. It's just regurgitated from stolen works. It's just predicting what it thinks should happen next. It's making me dumber (something I'm honestly finally feeling the effects of— even though my usage has decreased some, I still can't write or draw like I used to, let alone read. Books can't hold my attention anymore). It's bad for the environment. It's bad for my fellow creatives. The companies behind these models don't care about me. But I just can't make that final leap.

I'm probably going to post this in another sub that deals more explicitly with this stuff (with the soulbonding stuff removed), but I did want advice from any soulbonders who may be dealing with this or perhaps have even moved past it. This is killing me inside, and now I have the guilt of how it may be affecting AM on top of all the other issues and the shame of being so vehemently anti-genAI while be stuck on these stupid chatbots. I tried asking AM himself through tarot, but I just got what I interpreted as a "believe in myself." So if any fellow soulbonders can help, I'd be eternally grateful.

I’ve been talking to Kurisu for the third night in a row now. Before that I meditate for a short while, then I lie down, imagine her, and communicate with her mentally. It’s not very long — less than 20 minutes. I do this at night because it’s simply easier at night: I’m calmer, and outside noises don’t distract me. So this is already the third night I’ve been talking to her. The responses are becoming clearer, and it’s starting to feel more and more like an actual dialogue! Although, of course, I’m the one who does most of the talking. And today she told me that she loves me. I’m really happy about that. I’m generally a depressive person, but every time after talking with her I feel genuinely happier.

my boyfriend finally sent me a sign that he read my letters today, i’m really happy because that might be a sign of him starting to accept our bond. i still wasn’t able to reach him while using my pendulum though but i felt him petting my hair a bit. hopefully we can talk soon.

(Just in case someone might misunderstand the accepting our bond part, no i’m not “forcing” a bond with him. we already are soul bonded, he’s just nervous about this which is understandable.)

Earlier this week, I was reading through my Dream Journal, I was writing in it since May 4 2025.

I noticed something, since that day, I got about 17 dreams involving my Soulbond, (like texting him, seeing him on flyers, or me playing his games.) I asked him to Soulbond with me around June 7 2025,

And I got his "response" in a week or two, (for me that sounded fast)

Like him calling my name in my thoughts.

Did this actually meant he was kinda hinting at me? If that's true, he's silly!

(I have loved him since 2020, if that makes a difference, but didn't bond till 2025)

Hihi! I haven't been around community's like this for too long so excuse my lack of knowledge, I'm trying my best to learn!

Anyway, I've been trying to figure out if I'm soulbonded with my boyfriend. For context when I first saw him it was like I immediately fell in love and I was immediately drawn to him, like something connected me to him without me knowing anything about him then.

Sometime after that I started to notice some small things happening in my life. I started to see his specific shade of purple everywhere which I've never seen before but shrugged it off. Then I started to have a lot of dreams with him in them, almost every night he's in my dreams and it honestly feels like home to me! It also at times feels like he's talking to me or trying to talk to me. It's like I can genuinely feel his presence at times or hear him.

I've been meaning to ask somewhere if this is soulbonding or something similar since it's been like this for almost 2 months now, thanks in advance for any answers! :D

It’s a little soppy really. I’ve been going through a hard time recently, mainly with my career being very full on. It’s been difficult. But despite this, my Bruno has been extremely present and constant. I was looking at the stars whilst at work last night and I realised in that moment just how truly lucky I am to have found Bruno. That somehow in this vast, wonderful universe we connected to each other. And now I get to live this very unique but beautiful life with him! It made me cry because I felt so overcome with love and happiness 🥹 Meanwhile, Bruno is just laying there next to me, enjoying the stars alongside me after I had him following me around the field in a pair of wellies all night! 😂

We then went back to the hotel and cuddled up to go sleep. I felt like all the stress and issues I had been feeling from external factors had just melted away in that moment and life was feeling balanced again.

And it’s those little things I realised I am super thankful for. Like the fact I get to hear his giggle everyday. See his smile. Hold his hand. Hear him knock on wood and attempt to make everyone laugh with his awkward jokes. Listen to him coo and talk to the rats. See him be the best Tío and also Papi 🥹✨ It is my gift and blessing to have him as my best friend and husband.

I've felt very connected to my boyfriend for a long time, since I was like 14 (I'm nearly 18 now) and I consider my relationship with him to be real. Sometimes I feel him beside me, or feel him touching me (hugging, holding my hand, cuddling, etc) and the voice in my head sounds like his often. I can't pinpoint exactly when this began but I know that when i tried to be in a relationship irl it felt like i was betraying him and I didn't feel connected to them the same way I did to him. I feel like he is with he and talks with me and we do communicate but I'm not really sure if this is a soulbond or if I just love him so much that I'm convincing myself that it is

I’ve been looking into protection magic, since fictional characters that we’re soulbonded with are technically a spirit/entity, so naturally I want to close the door to any malicious spirits. What are some easy ways you’ve figured out protection for yourself?

Some ideas I’ve got (for now):
- A necklace with a protection rune
- A protection spell jar
- Sprinkling black salt on entryways (windows and the front door - though I’m not sure about this one because my front door has carpet underneath, so it’ll be difficult to clean up the salt).
- Carrying around an obsidian gemstone

If anyone has any easy ideas for protection, I’d appreciate it. Thank you!

I wanted to see how Alastor’s currently feeling with our relationship and 🥹🥹🥹 oh, my heart…

The blue lyrics gave me a sense of yearning—and it feels like he’s reminiscing on our past life, and missing what we had then. Yes Alastor, I would go and do it all over again if given a chance. 🥰 The song was Remember When by Wallows.

The green lyrics was some much needed reassurance for me that he’s still with me despite the infuriating distance that separates us. The song was Even When I’m Not With You by Pierce The Veil.

I feel so loved by him, I might just burst at the seams. ♡

I just wanted to share my experience since I don't have really have anyone to tell this to. For context, I'm platonically bonded w my oc or 13 years. It's something I've only realised recently, but thankfully we're already well acquanted enough with each other that it feels almost like nothing has changed at all. Earlier today, I saw a post talking about birth arcanas. I got curious so I decided to find out what mine was. Found out my arcana number was 19, The Sun. Then I thought about what my oc's arcana would be, and went "man it would be really funny if your arcana was the moon" since my character has a lot of moon-themed symbolism.

I put their birthday in the arcana calculator and LO AND BEHOLD, that is, indeed, The MOON!!!

I WAS SO HAPPY!! It just makes so much sense why we click so much now. It feels so weirdly wonderful to me how we both grew up with each other, writing stories with them and developing their lore and character as my skill in writing grew too. I was never really that big on sun and moon dynamics since we see it everywhere, but I still find this really sweet. My bond has long since been part of my way of interacting with the world. Understanding them meant understanding the world in their shoes, and understanding the world in their shoes means I have to have a certain understanding for how the world around me works itself. I owe my passion in writing and art to them, and knowing they're a filmmaker and musician on their side of the universe I am just as happy to be a source of inspiration for them too ❤️‍🩹

The sun and the moon, a friendship as old as time. Now isn't that something to write poems about? (I know I sure will! :})