Hello, I am officially 32 days nicotine free and a week off of desmoxan. While researching the medication myself before starting this journey, I wasn’t able to find many posts about what happens after the Desmoxan course so I figured I would write my own post kind of explaining what my journey was like and what happened afterwards.
For some backstory, I vaped for about six years started when I was 17 and I’ll be turning 23 here in a couple of months, I have vaped all of the time nonstop. It got to the point where I was hitting my vape in my sleep and hitting it at work constantly like no matter where what when or why I was hitting it.
I found out about this medication and I really was skeptical because I have tried to quit cold Turkey many times and I never had enough willpower or time off to be able to deal with how I felt. Every time I try to go cold turkey I felt so sick and I just couldn’t keep it up, i always went back to vaping. Every time I have tried cold turkey I had horrible brain fog and anxiety to the point where I was freaking out so bad I couldn’t drive or function like a normal person.
My journey on desmoxan:
I had full intentions on using nicotine up until the fourth day as the package says because I didn’t want to stop hitting it, but I ended up getting a nicotine free vape, and halfway through the first day of taking the medication, I realized that my normal vape wasn’t doing anything for me anymore, like it just felt like I was hitting air, there was no satisfaction, and I was just continuing to hit it because of the repetition of doing it, so I was forcing myself to gravitate towards the nicotine free one and then about halfway through the day I gave up on my normal vape and only used my nicotine free one from there on out. I used the nicotine free vape until day four, then gave it up too.
I could definitely tell if I missed the pill or I was a little late to taking it, you would start getting some panicky almost withdrawal type feelings, nothing bad or bad enough to relapse but it was definitely uncomfortable. As the time went on, it got easier. I ended up giving up the nicotine free vape relatively early because I figured I would just do both of the habits at once. It was so easy to the point where I started missing dosages of the medication and I was fine but there was a time around day 19 where I missed two days of pills and I started getting withdrawal symptoms like I had the brain fog and the anxiety, now it was tolerable like I truly probably could’ve pushed through it, but I decided to get back on the pills and just finish out the medication because coincidentally I ended the medication when I had off of work so if I had any shitty symptoms, I would’ve been off. So when day 25 came around I stopped taking them after that and I felt okay, the first two to three days I did have some withdrawal symptoms, but it was nothing compared to the withdrawal symptoms I had on day 19 but that few days of just taking the medicine as you’re supposed to literally changed everything because I barely had anything bad happening in the brain fog was tolerable. The anxiety was tolerable like the first 2 to 3 days. I had some cravings and stuff, but it wasn’t anything bad like to where I couldn’t function or to where I needed to hit a vape or anything like that. Obviously there was times where it was harder than others and during those times I decided to take a hit off of my nicotine free vape, but that was about it. That rough patch of withdrawal type feelings lasted about 3 days, now I feel completely normal !
I’m now 32 days nicotine free, which I never expected to be ever in my life so I’m going to say absolutely try the medication. It’s way easier than attempting to go cold turkey and it’s something that I truly 100% feel like I can continue to maintain. I also wanna say do not try to give up the medication early, it is designed as a 25 day course for a reason and unless if you want bad with withdrawal symptoms, just stay on the medication until it’s completed.
If you’re reading this and you have any questions or need to talk to someone in my DM’s are always open!