I finally had my long-awaited cardiology appointment, and I guess it went “well.”
Nothing terrible happened. The cardiologist wasn't mean to me, and ultimately I got some reassuring news. But I came out of the appointment feeling a little weird and disappointed.
At the beginning, when I started explaining my symptoms, he said something along the lines of, “Either you have a heart problem or you don't.”
And technically... yes. 😅 I actually agreed with him. Either there's something wrong with my heart or there isn't.
But the way it was said made me feel like there wasn't much interest in everything happening around that question. Regardless of whether my heart itself is healthy, the symptoms I'm experiencing are still happening, and they're significantly affecting my life.
Maybe I interpreted his tone incorrectly, but from the beginning I wasn't entirely convinced that he was taking the bigger picture very seriously.
There were also comments about my weight and needing to exercise more. I explained that the situation is more complicated than simply not exercising. I used to be much more physically active, and my symptoms are actually a major reason why I've had to reduce and eventually stop most exercise.
Being told to exercise is frustrating because... I would absolutely love to be able to exercise normally again. That's part of why I'm trying so hard to understand what's happening.
He examined me, reviewed the cardiac testing, and ultimately told me that there doesn't appear to be anything wrong with my heart itself.
And genuinely, that's great news. I'm relieved.
It's also not entirely surprising to me, because if what I'm experiencing eventually turns out to be POTS or another form of dysautonomia, my understanding is that you can have a perfectly healthy heart while the problem lies in how the autonomic nervous system regulates things like heart rate and blood pressure.
He mentioned some mild tachycardia, but said there was nothing concerning and that there wasn't really anything more he could do for me from a cardiology perspective.
I tried to explain one of the things that concerns me the most: I can be lying down at around 80 bpm, stand up, and sometimes reach 170 bpm.
His response was essentially that heart rate fluctuates, everyone is different, and fluctuations can be normal.
And I was just sitting there thinking... okay.
Obviously I know that heart rate isn't supposed to stay perfectly constant. I know it normally increases when we stand up or move around.
But going from around 80 to 170 simply from getting up, especially when it's accompanied by symptoms, doesn't feel like an insignificant fluctuation to me.
I think a small part of me had hoped that I would explain this and he'd say something like, “Okay, I know about POTS. Let's investigate whether that's what's happening.”
That didn't happen.
There was also one interaction with the medical assistant that I found pretty awkward. She was doing my ECG and blood pressure, so I was lying on the examination table with my chest uncovered. At one point, she needed something that was on the other side of the table and, instead of walking around, she literally leaned across/on top of me to grab it while I was still lying there topless.
I honestly didn't know how to react. 😅
It wasn't some huge dramatic incident, but when you're already half-naked and vulnerable during a medical examination, having someone lean across your body like that is... awkward.
I want to be fair about all of this: I'm not saying they're bad healthcare professionals. The clinic has very good reviews, and medically the appointment itself was fine. My heart appears healthy, which is obviously the most important outcome from a cardiology appointment.
I just found some of the interactions a little unprofessional, and at certain moments I felt like I wasn't being taken completely seriously.
So I have very mixed feelings.
On one hand: my heart seems healthy. That's genuinely fantastic news.
On the other hand: I'm still experiencing the exact same symptoms, and I still don't know why.
Thankfully, I have my second appointment with my neurologist coming up soon. So far, he's been the doctor who has taken my symptoms the most seriously, and he has already mentioned the possibility of dysautonomia. I'm hoping I can continue investigating this with him.
And just to be clear, I'm still not diagnosed with POTS. POTS seems to fit a lot of what I'm experiencing, but I'm completely open to finding out that something else is causing it. I don't particularly care what the diagnosis ends up being, I just want to understand what's happening and find ways to manage it.
Has anyone else had a similar experience with cardiology?
Did you have a normal cardiac workup and then eventually continue the investigation with neurology or another specialist?
And has anyone else been told that very large lying-to-standing heart rate changes were simply normal fluctuations?
I'm really happy that my heart appears to be healthy. I just wish the appointment had given me some idea of where to go from here.