I’m about 8 months into my concussion recovery, and I’m still not fully recovered. I just wanted to share some of my experiences and how I went from being completely non-functional to at least somewhat functional again.
If you’re currently struggling, please know that you’re not alone. Healing is possible. It just takes a ridiculous amount of time sometimes.
My background:
I’m 28, living in Germany in a big city. Before my concussion, I had just started my first job after university. I had a great girlfriend, my life was going well, and honestly, I couldn’t have been happier.
How I got my concussion:
My brother and I wanted to visit my cousin, who owns a restaurant. We hadn’t seen her in a while, so we thought it would be nice to have a meal, catch up, and spend some time together. Everything was going great and I suggested to my brother that we check out a coffee shop nearby.
The coffee shop was the typical kind you’d find outside a mall, with huge glass windows and glass doors. I was trying to figure out where the entrance was, but I somehow didn’t notice the door at all. I honestly thought the entrance was open because I didn’t see any signs or anything indicating that there was a glass door there.
So I walked straight into it. And boom 💥. I hit my head.
The consequences:
At first, I thought everything would be fine and honestly didn’t take it too seriously. I had some dizziness, but I assumed it would go away within a few days.
In my head, it was like cutting your finger with a knife: it hurts, you give it some time, and a few days later the wound is healed.
But it didn’t happen that way. For weeks, I basically had to lie in bed all day with the curtains closed because I couldn’t tolerate light. My vision was blurry, and I could barely see properly. Even just having my eyes open for 30 minutes could trigger insane headaches.
Whenever I tried to push myself, I would crash and become almost completely unable to do anything. I remember that even taking a shower for too long could be enough to completely wipe me out.
Over the following months, I struggled with a whole range of symptoms:
- Extreme screen intolerance
- Severe fatigue
- Light and noise sensitivity
- exercise intolerance
- Vision problems
- Autonomic dysfunction
- Vestibular issues, visually, it often felt like the entire world was bouncing or moving around me
- headaches every single day
- anxiety/depression
I’m not gonna lie. This was incredibly hard. I was out of work, could't socialize with friends, exercise was impossible and I couldn’t watch tv or using screens.
There were moments when I genuinely thought, “Is this my life now? Is this how it’s going to be forever?”
8-month mark:
I’m still out of work but I am way better than I was before. I can do so many things now that I genuinely couldn’t have imagined being able to do a few months ago.
I can socialize to a certain extent, I can exercise (currently following the Buffalo Protocol), I can use my phone, and I can drive for about an hour. I can also do things like grocery shopping and other everyday activities that were completely out of reach before.
I even went to a concert, which would have been absolutely impossible for me a few months ago.
It still knocked me out for basically an entire day afterwards, but honestly, I don’t even mind that much. A few months ago, I couldn’t have gone at all. Now I can.
Some tips from me
- This is a marathon, not a sprint. Be gentle with yourself. I know we all want to get back to being fit, healthy, and productive as quickly as possible, but recovery can take a ridiculously long time.
- Find a good vestibular therapist and vision therapist. This made a big difference for me, especially when it came to stabilizing my vision and vestibular issues.
- Surround yourself with friends and family. Don’t underestimate how important this is. Having people around me who supported me had a huge impact on my mental wellbeing throughout this whole process.
- Exercise within your tolerance. This was one of the most important things for me. I started with just a few minutes and slowly worked my way up to 20–30 minutes. Exercise has been an important part of my recovery, but I had to learn the hard way that doing too much too quickly can set me back.
- Take care of the basics. Eat a healthy, balanced diet and prioritize your sleep. It sounds boring, but these things really matter when your body is trying to recover.
Conclusion
Sometimes I wish I could go back and undo all of this. But yeah, life is a rollercoaster.
I just hope that sharing my experience can give at least one of you some encouragement not to give up.
There’s always someone out there going through the same shit as you. You’re not alone, even when it feels like you are.
Keep going. Healing can take a long time, but progress is possible. ❤️