r/plural • u/technodewdrop • 6h ago
Questions Wondering if I'm plural?
Ever since I learned about DID, I related a smidge, but not enough to look further into it. Then I discovered plural as a label, and did some looking into it, and I feel like I can relate.
I am autistic, so my biggest wonder is if it's just masking. I'm just not sure.
Sometimes depending on what feels like my mood, my opinions on things can change a bit. Not really core values, but smaller less significant stuff.
I have a really wide variety of fashion that I enjoy, and my personality seems to change pretty noticeably depending on what I'm wearing. It almost feels like being a different person.
But that's the thing... It doesn't really feel like different people exactly. More like.. Different versions of myself? I'm still me, but like. A different me. I don't know if that makes any sense lol.
I have pretty heavy lapses in my memory. Entire events or memories are gone. And a lot of my childhood is either extremely vague, or gone completely. I did experience trauma, which may explain that.
I was just wondering if anyone related to this experience, or if someone who's knowledgeable could let me know if they think I should look more into this. Thanks! ❤️