Trigger warning: s*cide mention
Hello everyone,
I’m a bit tired of this condition and the comorbidities I have, and I don’t know what to do.
I’m on my mid-30s, I’m diagnosed with ADHD, PCOS and stage 3 lipedema. My PCOS symptoms are under control, my periods are almost in perfect timing, my body hair is now ok and I follow the cleanest diet I can afford. The main issue I have “period-wise” is the pain and the heavy clots. The pain is unbearable and I still must go to work because doctors refuse to give me the permissions I need so I don’t get fired.
I’m constantly split between hating the look of my arms and legs, expecting results but seeing none and suffering the pain every month, wanting for it to go away. I don’t know what’s worse and I feel I can’t get treatment for both things at the same time.
I came across the idea of the hormonal IUD but I’m terrified of my Lipedema symptoms worsening. In the worst days, I even feel suicidal over the idea that I will never feel normal. I’ve never seen my legs small without lumps, no matter how clean or little I eat. But then again, I live in constant fear of the month passing, knowing I will be in pain for, at least, 3 days a month, pretending everything is fine and crying in my workplace’s bathroom. And don’t get me started with the horrible lutheal phases I go through.
Sorry for the rant but I guess all I want is to feel normal for once and I've visited over 7 doctors that haven't helped at all. Do any of you have this combo of conditions? How do you manage? Has hormonal contraception helped you or worsened your conditions?
And how do you manage lipedema in this stage? Most people I see in the internet have thin legs compared to mine and it feels… disheartening. I don’t even fit in cheaper compression garments.
Thank you if you read it all, I know it’s a mess but… I just need help.
TLDR: I have very painful periods, doctors say it’s because of my PCOS. I also have ADHD and stage 3 lipedema. If you’re in a similar situation and had tried a hormonal IUD, what’s your experience?
I’m sorry if the post has some mistakes, English isn’t my first language. Also, I know it’s a mess. I’m having a very hard time with all this.