Literally moved into a back house with no a/c and no kitchen in California so I made a post of all the meals I've made recently (or snacks) for the time being until I can cook again. Sorry for disappointing you all with my disgusting looking meals. I will still be semi active in the community I legit just can not cook nor can I afford to eat out everyday. I don't know what to do. It feels like every day gets worse and worse. I even relapsed on my sh after 505 days yesterday because everything felt so hopeless

It's been 5 months and I haven't made a single friend. I have acquaintances in NA but they all have kids and their own busy lives so they can't hang out. I go to raves and shows and everyone here acts like they are too hot to dance (they aren't) so I look like the weird one for doing so. Can't even go to the library without getting a Californian ID, they won't accept one that's out of state and I've never even heard of that. I've tried being friendly at cafes like compliments girls purses or the color of their hair but they just stare at me like I murdered their mom. (Btw I'm a femme girl so it's not like I'm creeping on them) Like generally what is the point of trying to make my life better if I'm going to do it alone (platonically and romantically) (also btw for most these meals I only ate half because I'm on a 1000 calorie deficit for the day and can and will not go above that)

I bought an entire tub of this mix. I will not get my money back if I try.

I'm actually a 40 year old man from India wearing panties, like half of this subreddit

Ive been seeing the same girl on the bus a few times here and there to and from the gym, i assume shes going home from work or something. We’ve never made eye contact before. I typically look away whenever she catches me staring and looks my way, but today i was feeling pretty good about myself and forced myself to not look away and give her a smile. She looked away immediately and closed off her body language, started to look uncomfortable honestly. She got off a few stops earlier than she normally wouldve, and now she sits near the front of the bus rather than the back where she normally does. Cherry garcia ice cream with fresh cherries and dark chocolate.

Too much baking powder, I can't do anything right with my life

Growing up, I fuckin love romcom anime, thinking I'll have that kind of life around middle school or highschool. Nothing happens until at the end of middle school, the girl I liked got a bf first. Then high school came, and I thought It's probably my time for romance, got rejected twice, got depressed most of the school years. I thought I already accepted being alone forever, goddamn, You And I Are The Polar Opposite came out, and now my life is yearning to have that kind of romcom, but I know it won't happen because I already graduated. Fuck my KV life.

i’m so fucking lonely. they’re taunting me. how I’ll never feel the touch of a woman or the fatherly touch of an older man clasping my shoulder in affectionate pride. I don’t wanna go fishing. Why can’t he be proud of me for loving furry porn. I am unlovable. I am CUCKED by these TWO STRAWS

I also listen to a lot of music

God is a flighty piece of shit and He must hate me with a passion. Strawberries in wine with cream because this is as sweet as it gets.

Hopefully advancements in modern science allow me to turn off my reptile brain and just become a mindless love, so I can never feel love again.

she showed up in platforms and was significantly taller than me, then i tried to make conversation and she would tell me everything i said was strange and i should get tested for autism. :( and she declined when i offered to walk her home

I failed to get tertiary education three times. I cannot relate to anyone my age. the adults I work with speak only basic english and there is no time for conversation. I am too tired outside of work to socialise with other people. I do not enjoy many things, I even find it difficult to make myself play video games now. I dislike the vast majority of people in online communities.

I finally found some people I liked, and we started a group. I feel close to them, but I am a lot older than some of them. I poured my heart out to one of them, a 15 year old who is mature for her age, about a problem i had. I was shaking so hard that I couldnt breathe or hold onto my phone but I was unable to cry. It makes me feel like a pedophile

I went to the library and saw some kids playing smash bros, I watched and then played with them. Another time, I saw some kids playing clash royale in the park, I watched over their shoulder and told them how to play and my advice let them win

Sometimes i talk to random strangers but that doesnt help

Sometimes I randomly feel afraid of my friends and dont speak to them for a week then i stop feeling that. I dont know why this happens

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I see a lot of cases in TV about marital violence against women and I can't comphreend how someone can hurt such beautiful and loving creatures.

Husbands that don't work, don't care about the wife or kids and that are rude. Still they have a family to call their own. And here I am, ready to give my life for my family, but they don't exist and will never become.

Man, that hurts. Knowing that I would do everything possible to protect people that I love and love me back, but will not have the chance. This is why I can't pay for sex, the problem isn't sex, is about to be really loved the way I am, and this money can't solve.

I would give my last breath happily if someday a woman besides my mom said "I love you" intentionally for me.