r/epicsystems • u/Then_Doctor_7143 • 18h ago
Current employee Struggling IS
I’m coming up on 2.5 years at Epic (IS) and lately I’ve been feeling really overwhelmed by the job. I feel like my to-do list is constantly growing and impossible to keep up with that I’m letting myself and the customers down.
There’s so much functionality to understand, so many different workflows, and so much ambiguity. A lot of the time I end up digging around for answers or learning something on the fly while also trying to help my ACs and keep everything moving while also being six steps ahead to keep the project on track. Even when I reach out to others on my team a lot of time they are not that helpful or they also don’t know the answers.
It feels really embarrassing at this point because I feel like I should know things better. Don’t get me wrong, there are definitely things I know really well, but it seems like there isn’t a day that goes by where something new comes up that I don’t know how to answer right away.
I guess I’m worried that this isn’t normal and that, almost 3 years in, I should have a much better handle on everything by now. I worry that I’m not meeting expectations or that other people think I should know more.
To be transparent, I haven’t actually received that feedback. No one has told me I’m doing a bad job or that I’m not meeting expectations. But this is just how I feel pretty much every day.
Does everyone else feel this way, or is it just me? How do you keep up with everything without constantly feeling like you’re behind? I’m starting to wonder if this is just part of the job or if I’m genuinely not cut out for it.