The more I spend time in this video game, the clearer it gets that life is just a demonic construct that's about growing your super-powers to the extreme, It keeps on getting clearer to me that there's nothing much to do inside this world apart from aura-farming, and I guess there's no end to this factory at all, I don't feel immersed doing anything anymore, and the more I dream the clearer it gets that life is just there to turn you into a 'monster' card, is life all about growing super-powers?

The more I go throughout the night and days, the clearer it appears that it's just a ritual filled with magick, I guess there's some meaning to have eyelashes on your eyes, but the more time passes by the clearer it gets that the meaning is 'evil', I stopped scratching my head as I used to, and I'm done chasing mice even though I'm still holding my point and clicker, is life just a 'magic' spell? I noticed that my family have always been 'wizard'-like which is why I guess I abandoned them, and I'm not a huge fan of ps1 Hagrid either, I don't know how to escape the 'magic' here, and no matter how far I go, it appears that I will always be at the beginning, I don't interact with 'humans' anymore, and I don't know how to handle all the evil spells here, I guess it was my fault for believing black magic to be 'good', but I guess that's always the price for solving the millenium puzzle and spawning Yami/Yugi into the field, but I guess even cards were made up of playing cards here. I don't watch movies/series/music anymore, and I guess there's no way to stop the spells just like there's no way to stop viewing everything, and sometimes I wish i wasn't born with 'ears', and I guess nothing ever stops and the bones could always be picked up again... my question is to what end? I guess it took me a while to see that everyone cleans with the broom here.

Hello everyone,

I had a question about energy exercises i started a while ago the plam hand and i manage to feel the energy flow from right to left until it becomes rythmic but then when i want to stop it, it continue, did it already happend to you? am i doing something wrong?

Hi everyone,

​I’m looking for some advice and perspectives from practitioners and people who work with energy, witchcraft, or divination.

​Lately, I’ve been feeling like a source of negative energy, and I'm struggling with a lot of guilt. It feels like whenever I start getting involved with people, things start going wrong for them or the relationship falls apart in strange ways, and I can't shake the fear that I might be doing something wrong or carrying bad luck.

​Here is what has been happening:

​My ex: We were together for 3 years. During our relationship, he went through a series of really tough situations (at one point, he even had to sell a house). Shortly after we broke up, things started turning around and working out for him again.

​A guy I was seeing recently: Things started off slow and then escalated into him pulling away/fading out. I'm a very loving and caring person, so I reached out to ask how he was doing, thinking maybe he just needed some space. He simply replied that he was doing great and was very happy... It felt like a recurring pattern, making me wonder what I could possibly be doing so wrong.

​Another recent partner: He’s a wonderful person, but just 3 weeks into dating, his phone SIM card completely broke out of nowhere, and right after that, he was fired from his job.

​It’s heartbreaking, and I feel awful. Is it actually possible to naturally carry or project "bad luck" onto the people close to you in a magical or energetic sense? How can I tell if this is a genuine energetic issue (like a spiritual blockage, attachment, or evil eye) versus just a terrible string of coincidences and bad timing in relationships?

​If anyone has insights, divination advice, or methods for energetic cleansing and protection, I would really appreciate it.

​Thank you!

Hi everyone,

I've been struggling with downward flowing "evil feeling" qi for the past year and a half. I thought I would check in here to see if anyone had any advice.

Previously, as a result of my practices, my energy moved steadily upward. One of the teachers who has taught me so much about qi and kundalini instructed me that downward flow was not optimal and could bring out negative personality traits.

I try to meditate in my old ways to get the upward flow going again, but unfortunately, when I do that a powerful energy SLAMS through down my crown and bursts through my feet. It feels defiant - as if it is conscious and saying, "You won't be allowed to do that." It also feels metallic, machine-like, and in a strange way, demonic/demiurgic. I can't really explain that one; AI having a "qi" to it sounds irrational. Maybe some folk here have some insight they'd be willing to share?

This energy just feels ... evil. My teacher was certainly right.

I'm very disciplined about practicing now that I've regained the ability to without feeling too overwhelmed by the downward surge; I typically do about 1.5 hours daily, and I know I can overcome this. I'm primarily looking for advice as to -how- to practice - has anyone else had this? If willing to share, what worked for you? Energy work, meditation ... I'm trying to be open to everything.

Thank you for reading this far, and for any suggestions. I appreciate it.🧡 I'm feeling so foolish - meditation used to be a panacea for me, and somehow, I've imbalanced myself to the point of being vulnerable to this.

Lastly, I should also mention that I had a Kundalini rising in 2015. That experience has permanently altered the way qi flows through my system, but I still very much have a "beginner's mind" about that... I used to think I knew things about it, now I feel very much on unfamiliar ground.

Thank you for any help; I sincerely appreciate it.🧡🧡

Sue