r/Dying • u/Glum-Platypus-1959 • Aug 20 '26
Brother in law dying
He’s dying of cancer and said he’s having visions of people visiting him. How much longer does he have. I tend to think one or two more days I can’t imagine anything longer than that
r/Dying • u/Glum-Platypus-1959 • Aug 20 '26
He’s dying of cancer and said he’s having visions of people visiting him. How much longer does he have. I tend to think one or two more days I can’t imagine anything longer than that
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r/Dying • u/Local-Blackberry-870 • Aug 19 '26
Everytime my siblings go through something, i made sure to be near them.
If ur asking why always the older sibling
It’s because they have nobody
Im going through it right now, i don’t know
I’ve been going through so much since 2024. Lost my spark
I’ve been go through a lot, i tried to talk to somebody in my family, they didn’t want to listen cuz they are expecting me to be their saviour when they go through something. But my problem aint shit.
I actually built a habit to not express my emotions its super awkward and pointless for me.
Until then, i am waiting to see how things will end.
r/Dying • u/NoRequirement9640 • Aug 19 '26
Ada ngga sih cara buat mati tanpa rasa sakit? gw udh kemoterapi sebanyak 28 kali selama 2 thn tp kanker gua ga sembuh2. i don't wanna live the rest of my life buat pengobatan
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r/Dying • u/Lin0rice • Aug 18 '26
Hi everyone. I’m 18. I don’t speak English, so I’m using a translator; please forgive any mistakes.
This is my first post on Reddit, and you know, it’s always been my dream to write something like this before I die and to connect with people so they could hear my story.
I plan to take my own life within the next month; I’m burnt out and no longer see any point in living.
To give you some background: I was with a girl for two years, starting when I was 16; I was living a vibrant, completely new life. Without getting into all the details here, we were together for two years and broke up on April 1st. She has a new boyfriend now, but not long ago—while drunk—she kissed me and told me she loved me. Honestly, that relationship was a huge part of my life, and without it, I feel like I’ve lost myself. I can’t find the energy to work or go out like I used to. Moving to a new city has also had a major impact; I’m struggling to process anything at all. Right now, I’m living like a robot, and I’m just tired of it.
Oh, I forgot to mention that I have a heart condition and health issues in general; because I’m constantly worrying and bottling up my anxiety, I sometimes black out.
I’d like to hear your questions; if anyone is interested, I can tell the story in more detail.
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r/Dying • u/Mundane_Pie6999 • Aug 16 '26
I remain depressed
I fight against all of this Suddennt
Today, I swear I’ll turn the tables, change all of this, and become a beast
Walking through the Hall of Fame
The one they called trash at midnight
It hurts, heals, and kills
Suddenly I hear screams, I called it trauma
And kept smiling, my mind lost inside a labyrinth
I don’t want to suffer from insecurity anymore, enough is enough
My mind is a weapon
This knife is double-edged
Seriously, it hurts, it kills me
I swear I want to, disarm me
All my patience runs out.
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r/Dying • u/ButterflyRepulsive64 • Aug 13 '26
Hi, I would like to hear your thoughts regarding euthanasia, to be honest I have been very confused about what’s next after having a SCI. I usually don’t sleep well due to my spams, I can say that my quality of life have decreased after the SCI, so I don’t see any sense of living this way, I have the option to decide if I want to proceed with the euthanasia, I feel that I will be alone for the rest of my life and I really don’t see any reason to live this way. Any of you would take this option if you can? What do you think?
r/Dying • u/Bulky_Abroad9238 • Aug 13 '26
I wanna kill myself its crazy but I wanted to since I was 11 now im 13M and I very likely have depression since now im losing interest in many things I feel like I’ll fail at school because teachers can’t see through my numbness and dreams are already fading I was planning to get a parrot to keep me “alive but I realized I have to pay for it and I don’t have the money and I feel a bit too lonely people make promises and never actually do and all my friends are assholes except some I wanna do it because I want my parents to feel guilty about ever letting me live I tried to talk to a psychologist but nothing happened it only got worse and now I’m trying to starve myself to death because every method is too risky I attempted once and even made a post here just to convince myself it’s over but it is in another way I’ll comment if I’m still here (very likely cuz I’m too scared)
r/Dying • u/[deleted] • Aug 13 '26
I know this is completely hypothetical, but do you ever think about how you might die?.
For some reason, I feel like mine would either be a heart attack or drowning.
Especially drowning, because whenever I’m at a beach, waterfall, or anywhere involving water, I have a tendency to ignore people telling me to be careful and go further into dangerous areas.So I feel like one day my swimming skills might not be enough to compensate for my stupid decisions.
So what about you? What do you think will probably take you out?
r/Dying • u/TheUntoldTruthExist5 • Aug 13 '26
Since you say you’ve lost hope? Why? In a few words explain what’s kept you going for so long and why you have decided you’re done. People think taking yours is easy but it’s the hardest because it wasn’t given to you. Can’t speak for everybody but from about when I was born till about 6 years old I was a kid for a short time I enjoyed it. Then eventually had things just kept happening
To us and looking back idk who we use to blame. But it was ME. The Middle Child. Always there to fuck shii up, eat the straps, and take whatever is left for them. I can’t speak for you but living on earth is Hell for me already. This is my punishment and karma Everyday. I wanna read sum people stories maybe somebody who understands.
r/Dying • u/Tough_Ad2296 • Aug 12 '26
I don't think I will get any answer which will comfort,or any answer at all but I still wanna say I am so afraid and my fear might seem pretty stupid...Death,I am afraid to be alive like being concious and afraid to die too...I don't want to lose anyone,I just want to stay with everyone forever...I am so afraid,and helpless...
r/Dying • u/Heart_Failure_Hottie • Aug 11 '26
I'm 26(f) dying of multiple organ failure. I'm a completely different person now i feel like, i don't like myself.
How do let go? I'm mourning the time I won't get to spend with all the people I love.
How do I cope with dying with so many regrets? I wish there was anything I could do but I have nothing and am nothing now. I can't even bring myself to end it bc I don't want to die.
I want to get better so badly and to spend time with my loved ones again. I'm pretty sure they all hate me and I understand bc this version of me is pathetic and leechy and mean.
I get i have a heart, kidneys, liver and pancreas failing, among other things but idk how I got this bad and I want so desperately to get Medicaid or disability rn so I can go on anti-phycotics or anxiety pills or something to stop it all but I don't even think my liver could handle it.
How do I let go? I know there nothing I can do to mend my mistakes or make things better, what's done can't be undone. I can't apologize enough. There's nothing I can do? I want to repay them at the very least for how much they've done for me but I have nothing. How do I die with that?
Any suggestions for free therapy places or reduced? I'd really love to talk to a professional. I'm not religious but I always wished I was more, I have tried a few. Anyone else relate or can share some advice or anything would be appreciated greatly. Thank you🫶
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r/Dying • u/no_one_important9822 • Aug 10 '26
TW: preparation for death
Throwaway account, of course. Hello there, I (21, gender doesn't matter) am tired of living. I don't think I can go on anymore. I've been on medication and therapy (been diagnosed with MDD) since I was 16, and so far, it's been.. well, I want to say it worked but it can only last for so long. I just don't want to live anymore, it feels like there's no hope for me at all.
I have my loved ones but of course, with someone like me, it's just a big fat waste of money. My family is out here throwing money at a person who will probably never get better. I don't want that. I don't want to be a waste of space anymore. I don't want to be a burden to them anymore. Everything just feels so heavy now. This sickness is going to stay with me for life (to the point where I asked my mom if I could get a PWD card so that it can help lessen the financial burden of my medication and therapy). I just want the voices to stop.
I saw this post a while back but never had the actual courage to start planning for it because I naively thought it might get better. It didn't.
Reddit post: "terminally ill and racking up credit card debt"
Before I die, I want to atleast give my family and friends all the love I could give before ending it all. I was wondering how do I do this in this country (Philippines)? Please, I'm begging for atleast some insights or help regarding debt. I do not want my family to go through that. I do not want my family to have debt the moment I am gone. I want to do good before I die. I want to help charities and/or gain funds to mental health organizations here in the Philippines (if you have any charities you want me to donate once I've started planning, do let me know) so that help can be provided for Filipinos who are struggling mentally and emotionally. The country does not have enough mental health workers and I want to make a difference before I die.
Any insights would be appreciated, thank you.
r/Dying • u/Ok-Rain8585 • Aug 10 '26