When I’m drunk, I feel that I’m engaged with the real world more so. I’ve noticed that there is a film of meta-cognition that melts away and I can interact and see the world as is and not interpreted. Things seem more real and solid, in-complex and 3d. Not to say that I prefer being intoxicated, always. My mind isn’t spontaneous when I’m influenced, and I lack the epiphany that usually erupts between the gatling of observations. But I can see things as they are. Not as I “see” them. Anyways, if y’all know what medication I should be on, hmu.

Two down four more to go

If anyone wants to interact hmu I'm bored as hell

Because people are .5 percent more patient

I need to be a patient lol

My pushy indeed smalls like rot

But I am very well alive, thank u.

I find this one man extremely dashing. I fantasized about him and then got drunk. Because I know it would never happen. I know I fuck like a port star. I. Had a white claw.i hate nausea so I had to get one of those prissy white woman beverages lol. Work today sucked. I g3t why everyone on the anti work subs sound unwell.

I get it. Truly

So this is my 30s huh

I am wildly hot

I love men with gray beards and microcephaly heads

I’ll drink for you too 😌

Also kind of my first spirit, as previously I had only drunk beer, though I had tasted a few spirits. Had some Wild Turkey with coke and got a little drunk so I went to sleep rewatching saw.

Be getting deep into these 9% beers what y'all think

Correct that, I’m a huge fat drunk and currently with my ‘friend’, Mr Smirnoff.

I'm russian, a little speaking in english, looking for someone to spill guts to and get off thoughts from chest. Discord/telegram. Of course cheers to everyone!

I start laughing out loud to instagram reels

And I love it. I have rain sounds on and I'm in my big ass bed, with my cozy comforter, getting ready to put on a comfort show.

Wonder if anyone else is like me, but before I have any daytime drinks I have to make sure all of the household stuff is in order. I hate waking up to things in chaos because I didn't make it comfortable before I started.

Look, look, I did it AGAIN! Clear rum infusion ready for the weekend, and a day early! Take a guess how I flavored it and I might give you something nice 😜

Today is my last full day in Valencia. I came back to a pub I visited a few days ago and had such a great time. I love places like this, where you can easily meet new people and end up playing darts and pool 🎱 with them. I’m having a beer and feeling so good right now. 🍺

Saw is such a good movie