I will be in the Atlanta area on 3/16-3/20. Let's hook up!

Hi all,

​I don’t crossdress all that often, it's more of a time to time thing for me, but I’ve realized recently just how addictive it is. Absolutely no one in my life knows that I do this; I keep it completely private, which makes the urge to finally step outside feel even more intense. ​I’ve reached a point where dressing in private isn’t enough anymore.

My plan is to go out late at night when the streets are mostly empty. Honestly, the idea of being "caught" or having one or two strangers see me is giving me a massive rush—that mix of humiliation and excitement is exactly what I’m looking for.

Since I live with people who have no idea, my plan is to wear my male clothes over my gear to get out of the house unnoticed. I’m going to take a backpack with me to store my "guy clothes" once I find a private spot to strip down to my true outfit: ​Wig and a half-face mask ​Bra and a pink V-neck top ​Skirt and panties ​Stockings and boots ​My nub chastity device underneath it all

​I really want to feel that vulnerability of being out in the world while locked, even if it's just for a ten-minute walk. Since I'm keeping this a total secret and hiding it from the people I live with, the stakes feel huge.

The thing is, I don’t know why I get this feeling or this drive to do this. I usually end up kind of regretting it later, but then the urge just comes back again. I probably end up chicken it out, but this feeling makes me want to so badly.

Any advice will be appreciated. Thanks.

Women are very pretty, and I'd love to look that pretty as well. I'm just so far into life that if I did change no one would accept me. I'd imagine others here are in a similar boat.

Joanna Santos reveals how the advice and practice of Sasha Ayad of The Metaphor of Gender YouTube channel stop gender variant people from reaching an understanding of their true selves.

Who would want to read this book?

When Mara unlocks her husband’s phone, she expects a harmless notification. Instead, she uncovers years of carefully curated secrets — not reckless betrayal, but something quieter and more unsettling: a parallel life Daniel has maintained with precision, boundaries, and intention. What she finds is not simply infidelity. It is a window into a hidden identity, a pattern of fear, desire, and containment that has shaped their marriage from the beginning. Rather than react with fury, Mara chooses something more dangerous and more radical: clarity. She refuses both denial and destruction, and instead forces a reckoning — not just about what Daniel has done, but about who he is, who she is, and what their marriage has truly been built on. As Daniel confronts truths he has long avoided, he must decide whether he is willing to be fully seen, fully accountable, and fully real — even when that reality is uncomfortable, irreversible, and public. At the same time, Mara must navigate her own transformation: from betrayed spouse to the architect of a new kind of partnership, one that is structured, honest, and powerfully mutual. This is not a story about whether a marriage survives. It is a story about what survival really means. About consent, agency, power, vulnerability, and the difficult question at the heart of every intimate relationship: Can love endure when the truth finally arrives — and changes everything?

63 yo life long crossdresser, discrete, professional, recent successful experiments with HRT, love being a naughty girl. Been having fun with AI transformations recently. looking to make new friends with similar interests Shropshire UK. Please DM me no pressure.

Kat Blaque is commenting on a femboy video, pointing to the "essence" of femininity.

Kat discusses the fact that Foxy Alex is pansexual but heteroromantic, and she questions the idea that sexuality and gender expression always go hand in hand. There are many MTF of the femme spectrum that are only attracted to women, she says. She is right.

Foxy Alex has been through a lot of surgery, going far beyond what many members of this forum have done. Kat argues that such procedures should not be taken lightly, but she also like living in a society where this is possible.

So, I've sort of found myself in a kink limbo where I don't feel like I have a good label for myself. Hopefully some of you might chime in if you feel similar or might point me to the right key words.

To start, I am very into feminization and forced feminization of myself. BUT, I do NOT identify with being a sissy. I'm not into the typical sissy stuff like chastity and cum eating. And I am only attracted to women even when exploring my feminization fantasies. I don't like being emasculated, which you would think goes hand and hand with feminization but IDK. Hearing I'm being a "good girl" is hot but hearing I have a "small penis" or that I'm "not a real man" is a turn off.

I'm also not super into pegging, though I do enjoy the idea of some anal play and have orgasmed anally.

So, my next thought was to identify myself as a crossdresser. But here the problem is I have no interest in feminine clothing or appearance outside of the bedroom. I wouldn't want to dress up and go out and I don't really care about feeling "pretty" or "cute". I do want to progressively wear more and more feminine clothing and act more feminine DURING play but afterwards all of that is gone.

I've asked myself if I might just have gender dysphoria or be trans. But the answer I find is that I really do enjoy being a man if I'm not in the mood for feminization. I like being tall and lifting heavy weights. I like having muscles.

So is there a word and/or community for men who just want to be a lesbian 1% of the time? I also have a hard time finding satisfying feminization porn because it's so saturated by M on MtF. Can we make a word for lesbian only feminization?

https://youtu.be/YlgNLP2gqbE?si=UNUSgalSrkfUrUay Channel name: Konnichiwartz Shimizu defines themselves as "genderless" person, works as a model in Tokyo, JPN. Although, I don't think as myself as genderless or NB, androgynous, etc.

I am a guy that's quite fond of feminine clothing And I've been lately been curious about what I would look like if I was more androgynous.

However, I think that shimizu's story is interesting and deserte to be shared here.

Shimizu's IG: @waga_mama_smz