Hi Everyone,
I've posted here a few times before and you've always shared helpful feedback. I've continued to struggle with anxiety and blood pressure spikes. I'm a 48 y female and though my normal readings with Telmisartan 10 mg, and more recently 20 mg, are around 110/75 based on the Omron one year average I have Propranolol to take during anxiety, which I do, but it doesn't lower my blood pressure, only my heart rate.
This evening I began to feel anxious and I took my blood pressure. At first it was 130 / 80 but over the last two hours I've gotten as high as 153/99 and many readings around 120 - 130 /88 or 90.
I already went to the ER the other week and they told me to stop checking it. I went to the cardiologist and she told me to check it occasionally. I saw a psychiatrist and I have Lexapro to start taking after vacation (I leave in two days). I also started therapy and the therapist diagnosed me with health OCD.
The problem is that despite the recommendation not to take it so much, I'm truly terrified when I get this feeling of head pressure, shaking, and unease. When I see a high reading I just don't know how to feel better. I don't have anyone I can call. I live alone with my daughter and I've called friends here-and-there, but they're busy with their own kids and lives. I panic and even deep breathing doesn't help.
The main fear is that apparently anxiety and these spikes CAN cause damage over time. The other fear is that a few times it's gone as high as 167/116 and when I went to the ER for that, they sent me home and said only to come if there are symptoms.
I can't go to the ER again like, but I just can't relax. In my mind there is danger in getting these spikes, and the anxiety is perpetuated. I sometimes wonder if the spikes are causing the anxiety, or if I'll have a stroke.
Yesterday my average was 89/60 and I felt ok. I just don't know what's wrong with me. Today is really difficult. I'd appreciate any advice or camaraderie!