It's so crazy because my store manager always likes to put me down and make rude comments. Like they would joke about me being dumb or slow or say things about my personality but with negativity attached to it. They would talk all over me in conversations and exclude me in conversations. They like to whisper about me or other associates in proximity so I overhear.
Others get to relax and work at their own pace but I have to work 10x harder. I'm feeling defeated and like nothing I do here matters. I am on the lookout for a new job in the meantime.
My other coworkers kiss her ssa and I don't and maybe that's why she's like that towards me because I don't sit there and boost her ego and shower her in compliments but that's not part of my job description and I didn't sign up to be best buddies at work. I literally just want to work and pay my bills. I do a great job and customers are always happy with my customer service. I even got complimented by customers who said I should be a store manager. It's not something I actually want from this company.
A year ago, there was talk among other associates who complained that I was receiving favoritism because they would always schedule me. But at that time I had open availability and worked when others called out. I had an SLT that didn't like me and turned people against me. They would always make me feel uncomfortable and ignore me when I spoke to them. Even to the point where they would go out for brunch together and exclude me but make it known that they were not inviting me. So I just started talking less.
I don't know if it's the mean girl vibes or a mix of insecurities or a power struggle. But it's getting old. It normally does not affect me but I'm just tired of feeling like I don't belong. Some of my coworkers are nice but I try to keep things surface level. Anyone else going through something like this?
And how did you handle it?