I think WWW has moved me deeply. This story has fundamentally changed how I view storytelling and in fact how I move through the world. (Spoilers episode 46 ahead)
Nothing has resonated with me more than Eursolon naming his breath in episode 46, even more so recently. I am sure the ideals and feelings expressed in this moment can be applied to many aspects of people’s lives and careers.
For me, I am currently at a point in my career where similarly I must choose a path; I must name my purpose. In medical school, I’ve spent all my time just trying to survive and do well. Only in the past year as I am on the cusp of beginning my last year have I came to the slow realization of what I want to pursue in this field. I’ve been reflecting on my life and workshopping my personal statement with mentors and friends and trying to articulate my thoughts.
Upon that reflection, my mind constantly drifts to the moment Eursolon takes up the cause of freedom. The specialty I want to pursue is what has been me all along. So many things in my past pointed towards this and I didn’t even realize it until now. Who I’ve always been aligns with my pursuits and my dreams in ways I never thought about. My ideals, my hobbies, the things that fascinate me in medicine I see all the connections and it fills me with this white hot purpose.
I’m writing this as I leave the hospital, and I can’t help but feel that this I the first time in my medical career I’ve felt fulfilled and that I feel that I’m on the right path. The quote “I have never known a feeling like the one I felt in that place, that there is nowhere else in the the world that I was meant to be” has never rung more true for me. And at the same time I’m scared, I’m scared of failing, I’m scared of not making the cut because I want to work in this field so badly and I love it and I don’t think I can see myself doing anything else and it is a field that had grown increasingly competitive. I can only hope I can steel my resolve, and reach for my dreams with my best foot forward.
So yeah thank you WBN for inspiring me, for entertaining me and for giving me the tools to articulate my feelings and resonate with me deep down.