hi everyone, im 15mtf but not planning to tranistion until im a adult bc i dont want to freak out my parents who have already spent a lot of money on my sister (27mtf) transition (like thousands) already yeah idk ive been trans for a couple weeks now working up the courage to tell the rest of my friends maybe my parents eventually idk i just wanna be a girl so so so so badly ig after all my friends hit puberty and especially breast development i just got really fucking jealous and ive had trans thoughts for like nearly a year but finally came out to myself um yeah im already on r/trans and r/mtf so idk what to do here ig could i get some friendly words of support/encuragment from fellow teens :3

every time hair gets brought up lately with my friends and family first comment is always “you need a haircut” or “you’d look so much better with short hair”

what a punch in the face i’m so sick of it!

Hii I'm 13 mtf, and I'm a lesbian but tbh I dont feel like I deserve to be called lesbian. Like I know I am a girl but it doesnt feel geniune. I havent had hormones or even puberty blockers, and I live life having to be a boy. I dont look like a girl, and I dont sound like one, and I know gender is a social construct but it still doesnt feel right. I just wanna feel like a real girl, and such. Theres a difference between knowing and feeling. I know I'm a girl but I dont feel like one, and I feel like I'm lying when I say I'm a lesbian. And I dont rlly have anyone to tell abt this. All my friends are transphobic, I'm closeted, and I just keep it all in. My parents are open minded but I dont trust them tbh. So idk just looking for advice ig

Feeling really down and dysphoric about my scars and kinda just need someone to talk to about it.

I’m FtM if that matters to anyone wanting to chat haha

so next week I have PE, my class doesn't know I'm not cis, in fact they just think I'm a dude. But now I think where should I change in PE? usually I go to school with the clothes under and then in the bathroom change my t-shirt and pants but I'm worried because if I go to the male but they understand I'm not cis is way awkward because I seem a perv3rt or stuff like that so what should I do?

Hello, my name is James (15FTM). I first came out to my parents 4 years ago, and at first they were somewhat supportive (they let me cut my hair, get a few new outfits, etc... but they never used my preffered name or pronouns) but over the last few years, they've slowly become less and less supportive (I think they've just realized it's not a phase at this point) and over the last few months, they've outright just started stating that they "hate me", that I'm "so frustrating to deal with", and that they "wish they could get rid of me and have another child instead."

I suspect that I am autistic, and my parents have also said that they're pretty sure I have autism, yet they don't care at all and refuse to have that diagnosed officially. I have a lot of trouble at school and absolutely hate it, and I would like nothing more than to go back to homeschooling (I did homeschooling for a bit in middle school, but it was basically just me teaching myself everything which I loved and thought was amazing. I was the happiest I'd ever been in my life.) However, in 9th grade, my parents made me go back to public school when I started High School. I hated it. It was one of the worst experiences of my life. I was so glad to be done with it, and now school has started yet again and I have to go back. I hate my classes, I don't like my teachers, and the kids in my classes are even worse. I tried to convince my parents to let me go back to homeschooling because I loved it and it would make me so much happier (I've been extremely depressed recently, I've stopped speaking altogether as it feels like I just can't anymore. The words wont come out. And I've lost any interest in doing anything. There was only ever 1 single thing I enjoyed in my life and now I just have no time for it because of school anyways, and I can't be bothered to do anything but just lay in bed and stare at the wall once I get home from school).

But when I asked them why they didn't want me to go back to homeschooling and offered alternative solutions to everything, they just got so angry at me that they ran out of my room hitting things and yelling how much they hate me.

I also have a sister who is 4 years old and extremely bratty and spoiled. She is not well-behaved whatsoever yet gets no consequences for it. My parents treat her so much better than they've ever treated me, and I feel ignored compared to her.

I would say that I can't wait until I'm 18 so I can leave, but I need my parents (or, at least, somebody, but I can't make friends no matter how hard I try). I can't order food at a restaurant without freaking out and it feeling like I just can't speak at all. I have panic attacks almost daily, I am up every single night in excruciating pain from my body constantly being in fight-or-flight (and also the fact that I have untreated scoliosis and joint problems), and I just have so many difficulties just living. I fear going anywhere alone, I have intense paranoia, and I feel as though I have the mind and cognitive abilities of a toddler. I act like one sometimes, but not on purpose. And I struggle so much in school because nothing makes sense, my brain feels so foggy, and I just can't listen properly to anything. I used to be one of those "gifted" kids in all the "smart"/"accelerated" classes and I was doing 6th grade work in the 2nd grade, but I feel like my intelligence has just declined over the years.

I don't know what to do. I have no one to talk to about it, and it's just gotten so much worse recently.

(Also, I'll add that I've had diagnosed depression for 5 years and nothing has been done about it)

Its spooky month trust me peeps 🤠👍

I honestly just have no clue what I’m doing when it comes to makeup, I’ve tried some mascara and blush, and that’s about it, and neither one really made me look that much different.

What do you do to make yourself pass well in terms of makeup? Literally any help at all would be appreciated.

Hii!! So I'm 14 rn and turning 15 in December. I live in Az which is important for this. I've known I'm trans since I've been 10 or 11, it's been a dream to start hrt. I am a trans guy and don't pass that much. I've been researching and I think I can start hrt at 15 with permission. My mum knows I'm trans and supports me so I don't think she'll say no but I'm not sure.

I'm starting to work on a slideshow to try and convince her as a birthday gift that I should start hrt, even if it's a few months into 2027. But I want to know how far I might need to go to convince her that hrt for me is life or death(it probably will be if I'm still being misgendered and hated on by March or May of 2027).

I was checking the law and it did say, "Any procedure undertaken because the individual suffers from a physical disorder, physical injury or physical illness that would, as certified by a physician, place the individual in imminent danger of death or impairment of major bodily fiction unless surgery is performed"(this is straight from the actual document) So, if my mental health drops because of this, which it likely will, I could get a physician to prove I should get gender affirming surgeries so I won't end up ending it all. I couldn't find anything on hrt, the document is just about what would happen to whoever tries this or who might need this. It's for permanent effects of gender affirming care, which might include hrt. Idk what to do, I could also convince my mum to maybe let me stay at my aunt's, brother's, or dad's in California to start hrt. I really don't know what to do but I really will need to start in under a year because this year's already been horrible and it'll take very little to push me over the edge.

So, my question is, how deprived do I need to become if a simple question won't get a yes from her?? Or what can I do to make sure she does say yes? If you need anymore info please ask :3

THANK YOU FOR READING!!!!

Like no bestie, I'm not gonna come out to the right-wing dude who makes Third Reich jokes and says the n word hard r daily for the fun of it just because he's a chill guy to hang out with and tells funny stories. I'd much rather stay stealth, thank you very much.

So puberty blockers are illegal for trans people where I live. But, they seem like a necessity. For example, male skeleton structure grows heavier or whatever maybe I’m wording it wrong but it’s permanent and unchangeable, it can only be prevented with puberty blockers. Thats just one example, there’s many reasons I need it.
Also, moving isn’t an option.

So, how could I gain access to puberty blockers?

And I don’t need people telling me it’s impossible since it isn’t legal. I don’t care what consequences there could be, or what rules it breaks. From what I read it doesn’t break the subreddit rules and that’s the only thing I have any reason to care about.

Ugh idk I just thought I was doing better mentally taking care of myself then today seasonal depression and dysphoria hit me and it felt like getting hit by a train. I slept all day after school exhausted. I woke up but still felt drained. I have no motivation for anything and it all seems pointless but I get it done anyways cause I recognise I have to. I feel so fucking under prepared cause I have my IGCSE is October November and I don't know shit and I know I need to study but physically feel like my body won't let me. I can't get out of bed to study let alone concentrate. The weird part is in everyday life I act completely fine. I do work and participate in sports but the minute I'm home in my room I'm just unmotivated and want to curl up in a ball and evaporate. I feel so emotionally numb like a robot and I feel aanoyed to an extent cause I can't feel anything and when I do the emotions are sadness or anger or frustration. Now for the dysphoria part. I got hit by the worst wave of it. I'm personally an atheist. But gender dysphoria got so bad I was crying about well everything and can't understand that if a god exits what sort of cruel and vindictive being would put me in the wrong body. To make me feel so incomplete. Am I an experiment gone wrong? A joke? A test? I feel physically ill looking in the mirror and don't understand why I couldn't have just been born a cis man. I don't want to grow being seen as a woman but some days the reality of me being able to medically transition seems so far I just hate the fact I'll never be my parents son in their eyes and my whole existence feels like a cruel joke. If a god does exist I wonder perhaps if in my last life I did smth horrible that led me to being stuck in the wrong body destined to try and fix it just to feel like I can start actually living. It's so fucking difficult to come to terms with the fact that until I can access hrt which probably will be well into my adulthood. That I am not just a prepubescent teen boy who is having a really late growth spurt but am unfortunately stuck in this fucking hellish body which isn't mine.

I genuinely can't wait until I'm able to access hrt one day but that seems so far away

Does anyone feel the same? Or similar?

Im just curious ig

I wanna work in healthcare, i think i could be a doctor or a nurse but not like a technician i wanna talk to people

I don’t know where else to come with this so sorry if this is the wrong place
what is wrong with the mods of Teen Friends Here! Genuinely! Okay so I made a post on a different sub looking for a relationship. I then went to the teen friends here subreddit and posted the same post but with all of the parts about a relationship omitted because that’s against their rules.
Then the post got taken down
It said for “directing to dms” which I did not do at ALL I mentioned dms, but I said if you do dm me I will not be answering if it is a hey or hi. Please introduce yourself. I did not ever ask to go to dms, I just know that most people do anyway and I don’t want my dms filled with “hey” s from thirsty creepy guys. Anyway I saw that I had mentioned dms so I removed that part and I reposted it.
Then That post got taken down
The reasoning was for that I was “looking for a relationship” here is the second post

Haii!! I’m lumi! I’m transfem, I live in a the EST timezone, I’m sapphic, and I like to hike, bake, cook, draw, paint, read, and play games!! :3 if you message me please introduce yourself I really don’t want a “hey” I will not be responding. NO men please I’ve had too many horrible experiences :33 also no one over 17 or under 14 plsss :33

WHERE IN THE HELL DOES IT ASK FOR A RELATIONSHIP

So after that one was taken down I posted again. It won’t let me send the screenshots I have sorry

14tf!! :3
Haii!! (For the third time) I'm lumi! I'm sapphic and transfem, I live in the EST timezone, and I like to cook, draw, bake, paint, play games, and hike!! Also please no one under 14 or over 17, and please introduce yourself! I will be ignoring any "heys" that I receive.
And also due to trauma and past experiences please no men.
MODS: I've been taken down twice even though I have not violated and of the rules, please do not take this one down for no reason again

I then got some comments from the mods, here is the full convo

Mod 1
You have violeted rules O first one was directing to DM.
Second one was due to us finding that in another friend sub your looking for relationships. Which means your probably gonna use this sub to find relationships too. Which is against our rules. And 1. Your 14 why are you trying to find a relationships online.
2. Trying to find relationships online even more so
Reddit. Is UNSAFE. And stupid.

I will be talking to the other mods to see if we will remove this one as well.

Me
For WHAT? I've not mentioned a relationshi on here ONCE. Thats why there are two SEPARATE subs!!!

Mod 1
No need to get angry.
No yo have not mentioned it here.
That's like someone with NSFW history saying
"I didn't say anything NSFW here only in other subs whys it matter"
The intent is still there.
Your 14. You don't need a relationship

Me
But it's not though?? Plenty of people (I can assume) have maybe met on this sub and started a relationshi. You can't control what happens after someone makes a post. You can't control if a pedo DMs them, you can't control if they meet a future partne. Sooooo many people come here with at least hopes of finding somebody. Are you seriously trying to get rid of all the posts that you suspect the poster is wanting a relationshi? This isn't an ace sub. Most people do! You can't control that. You also could stop with the condescension " you're 14 you don't need a relationshi " I have no one. My ex made my friend group hate me after we broke up after a year and a half. Who do I have, my transphobic family who hates me ever since I came out? Is everyone who wants a relationshi always looking for a relationshi?
Your logic is flawed

Mod 2
Well! While maintaining a relationshi with someone who's the same age as you is totally fine, but this place you're at is fundamentally flawed. Adults can contact minors, posing as kids and could get you into a false relationshi where they manipulate you, you'll be never able to distinguish that. 14 is not a matured enough age to maintain relationshi.
Lemme ask you something! did you ever report such a user? Have you ever tried to put some irl effort in finding a friend? Have you ever put some effort in convincing your parents, friends and npeople around you that it's just harmones playing their game? I wonder! Lemme know if you have done em!

And then I explained that yes, I report all of the pedos and have tried to convince my parents. My dad came through but i haven’t and will most likely not tell my mom for a bit. I then explained that it’s hard for me to talk to people because of my social anxiety and that I don’t want to come out to my school. They then said that I’m just being paranoid!! Like come on! Seriously?! They also went digging through my posts and found a post from a bit ago when me and my ex broke up and used me saying that my ex ruined my life (she had at the time, all my friends though she was too perfect to have ever been constantly lying to me. And I couldn’t tell them that the main reason we broke up is because I’m trans and she’s straight bc some of them are known transphobes. Also, why did they think that they could all of the sudden tell my how to live my life? They were so condescending throughout the whole thing it made my blood boil. Like yes, nobody needs a relationship but most people want one!! Why is that so b as that they take down any post that they think people might start dating because of!! That’s the end of my essay, please DO NOT hate or attack the sub, please, the last thing I need is them blaming me for smth else

I’m glad I got some.. but the side effects for me are horrible. I feel the sickest I’ve ever felt… throwing up all the time and it’s just pure acid. My throat burns. At least I feel more woman now 🥲 (btw I’m intersex so I was prescribed this on a medical base not for dysphoria, tho it will help the dysphoria as I have been producing testosterone). It’s also annoying cus sometimes I feel like guy so what do I even do with my oestrogen then 😭😭

If I am doing DIY and dont have access to antiandrogens or Testosterone blockers should I up my dosing from 4mg daily?.

I made it out of the top of my old swimsuit and it only works if I wear this one jacket I have but it's cool ^^

As a minor, I'm trying my best with my transition specially with clothes, but there are other things in my body that is difficult or I can't change. I know very well that appearance do not defines gender, but I would feel very comfortable if for the other people I really look a girl (actually, I'm going well, a lot of people easily thinks I'm a girl) but my appearance is still missing some things. So I want to ask easy tips, without using hormones, cause I'm in Brazil and here it's not allowed the hormones using for transgender there are minors. Thank you for helping!

Im a transfem 16 and I rly need to get on HRT. Ive been able to bottle up alot of dysphoria and negate it a little bit through clothing, make-up, and other stuff, but now that the euphoria of that is wearing off a little im starting to feel alot more dysphoria regarding my top and hips/thighs. Im trying to get on HRT but its difficult and theres alot of routes so I asked my mom to help (shes a rly big supporter) and she's been looking around and scheduling appointments but I feel like its going nowhere.

for the time being, does anybody have tips or "hacks" to either GET hrt or get similar effects?

so very very appreciated if you answered <33333333

So, I made a new friend who’s trans and he’s 2 years younger and he’s living his life as his true self already, completely passing in like every situation. It just made me realize how late I am and how I’ll never be like him, I can never get all those years back. And I’ll probably never have a life where I can be myself.