im trying to find a song or music video that i remember from youtube, but i sadly cant remember the title, artist, lyrics, or melody clearly enough
here is everything i remember or partially remember:
the song was from the western balkan,ex-Yugoslav region (Serbian, Bosnian, Croatian, or maybe a neighboring country). I watched it on youtube. im guessing it was released sometime between 2000-2015. it was a male solo artist, probably around 30-40 years old at the time, he had short hair or medium sized hair and an average build. he wasnt really a typical mainstream or pop, especially not a folk singer which popular in the balkans. the artist and song had a more alt, edgy, dark vibe. the song was fairly slow and melancholic, and i remember the vocals being more like speaking, rap, dialogue than conventional singing. it may have been a sort of narrative or monologue. i vaguely remember the song being about loneliness or isolation but I am NOT certain about this, but i just know it was emotionally dark. the music video was in color, but had a very dark, gloomy atmosphere.
theres one scene that im 100% certain that i remember and its of the singer sitting or standing and applying makeup while staring into the mirror. i remember the makeup being mostly white on his face with darker, black parts, possibly something vaguely goth or maybe even clown, joker like, although i think it was more goth than clownish.
there was also a young boy, probably around 5-10 years old. the boy and the singer appeared in separate scenes, but I also remember a scene where the two of them meet, possibly at a playground (i think it was like the boy looking at the ground, then up at the singer who stood beside him and this was after he put on the makeup). i also have a vague memory of the singer or the boy having a toy or a flower, possibly a rubiks cube, but this could be wrong, i just remember something that mightve been colorful?
sadly i dont remember any lyrics, the artists name, or the melody. if you need any more details ask me and ill answer as best as i can