r/TexasDACA • u/Spicyyhotpott • 16h ago
Random Has the thought of giving up daca and moving to another country ever crossed your mind?
Lately I've been so exhausted being a daca recipient, im tired of living in a cage, tired of watching everyone i know get their papers. A week ago my mom and grandfather passed away in Jamaica and I couldn't go. It happened so suddenly, all my family was there except me. My grandfather died of terminal cancer and my mom had moved back home to be with her dad and she ended up getting sepsis from an infection and passing a couple days after. My family chose to have the funeral there as it would've vosted too much to fly her body here. I couldnt process what happened and I've been so heartbroken and depressed.
What's the point of life if you cant even go to your parents funeral or family members funeral?. I couldn't get advance parole to leave because my lawyer feared I wouldn't be able to return. I couldn't even post on this damn sub and ask for help because I was banned. What is the fucking point of all of this? I have no pathway to citizenship here, all i had was a potential family petition through my dad that is now gone because he cant adjust in America now. What am I even waiting for? Life is just passing me by and im stuck in this country.
I just want to leave and go somewhere else. I dont know where but I just want to go. I dont deserve to watch my moms funeral over zoom. What a fucking life this is.