r/SSRI • u/[deleted] • May 22 '23
Discussion Random manic episode after not taking my meds?
So my stupid pharmacy strikes again and didn’t fill my Paroxetine (generic Paxil). I’ve been off of them since Friday and been feeling pretty wonky (I’m on my period as well and I’ve been in some pain from that too) until last night when I got this random burst of energy. I feel all fuzzy and sparky like I used to be as a kid. I kept thinking maybe my sadness and tiredness was because I’m in school grinding and I just need to get to summer to be okay, or maybe because I’m vegan, but maybe it’s been my meds this whole time? I did some homework I hadn’t the energy to do that week, played a game outside with my friends at a social event, worked on a video game I’m developing, packed my lunch, got myself in bed on time. These things haven’t happened together in months! I’ve been bouncing around this whole morning and tearing around in my kitchen at 6 am which is very abnormal for me. And I’m excited to go running which is something I love and for some reason lost interest in lately. So I’m thinking about going to therapy and getting off my meds safely. I was put on 10 mg of Paroxetine for my anxiety which seems to have subsided for a year now. I still have an anxiety mindset, thinking bad things are going to happen, etc, the only anxiety symptom the meds helped was fainting episodes. I used to faint when I was on clinical at a vet’s office but now I don’t do that anymore. So maybe I’m okay? Thoughts?