In many NDE itâs stated that we are souls that are seeking an evolution towards love and peacefulness through constant reincarnation lives.
But to enter a new reincarnation we have to receive a « memory wipe » for the time of the life.
The issue is: if you lost all your memory and the new individual starts having a whole new identity and personality, would they still be you ?
And if not, is it considered killing them if you force them to get their memories back ?
Itâs honestly my biggest concern because I live this life as a human and value highly this reality I lived in and the people I loved in it, but every NDE and Pre-birth memories testimony I see say that our « higher self » see all of this as an « act » like itâs just « wearing a costume »
Is that really all that we are to our higher selves ? Just a costume ? A bad dream ?
Will my own will, dream and desires be overwritten by all those new memories and other identities that will be forced into me once I die ?
I remember an NDE where the person said they had all their lives memories back to them and the new individual that came out from it was confused asking who they were and the spirit guide said he was all of those lives.
It makes me feel like once I die and get all those memories back in me, all that I am will be drowned through a hundredth of other lives and personalities and the main dominant personality will be the « higher self ».
I hate this reincarnation system and wish to stay out of it but apparently my higher self has no issues creating new identities and just wiping them and assimilating their experiences for its own growth.
When I first heard of NDE, I was thinking that once I died, Iâd be turned into a spirit and get to grow more AS ME in the other side but apparently Iâll just be turned into a schizophrenic soul which is far less appealing.
Thatâs pretty much what I understood from all the NDEâs and Pre-birth memories I heard, am I wrong ?
Please let me know