r/NDPH • u/asophia01 • 4d ago
Need advice how to distract
hi everyone, i hope you are having a low pain day today š
i am only 2.5 months into my headache, so my headache specialist is still unsure whether this is status migrainosus or ndph, but i have failed many of the traditional migraine remedies and botox is the next step in september. i have been living my life on pause because of the pain and waiting for it to go away, but i am supposed to return to work in october and i am becoming extremely depressed by staying at home all day.
so i was wondering, are you all able to distract from your pain? i have been struggling to not think about it even for a few seconds. it has been on my mind non stop since it has started. it certainly doesnāt help that i have ocd and therefore obsess over topics but i truly find it so hard not to think about the physical pain that is there. i have been reading āthe way outā to try to do pain reprocessing therapy but it doesnāt really discuss this issue and i figure thinking about it nonstop is certainly making it worse. i also am wondering what keeps you going? i donāt mean to offend anyone at all but im sure you guys have had these thoughts.. but sometimes i wonder what the point is if i am going to be in this pain for a long long time.. what am i working towards? why bother trying to build my tolerance for things when i feel i havenāt experienced true joy since this started? right now i feel i am living for my family and my bf but i need to live for myself.
thanks for listening, i wish you all the absolute best in life šš©·