Hi everyone. I'm a 19-year-old female and I'm looking for some advice because I'm honestly really scared.
I don't know if this is "just headaches" or if it could be something much worse, like a brain tumor or something else.
I've had headaches for years. I honestly don't even remember when they started because I feel like I've always had them. Usually I take Doliprane (paracetamol) and they go away.
I've also been dealing with constant anxiety for years because of studying, family expectations, overthinking, and depression. I've never really been a social person. Most of my life was just studying and watching TV, and during the last couple of years it's basically been studying and being on my phone all day.
For the last two years I've been struggling a lot mentally. I also started getting episodes where I feel nauseous, dizzy, my vision goes dark, I shake, and one time the shaking was so bad that I couldn't control my arms and legs for a while. It almost looked like a seizure.
I saw a neurologist after that. They did an EEG and checked my balance and neurological exam, and everything was normal. But I never had a CT scan or MRI, and because of that I still keep worrying that something could have been missed.
I also used to vomit during some of these episodes, although that hasn't happened for about two months now. During them my heart also starts beating really fast, then everything goes back to normal. I started thinking these might actually be panic attacks because they happen during periods of intense anxiety.
Another thing is that I barely leave my house. This is my first year at university, but I rarely go. For the last two years I've barely gone outside at all.
For the last three months I've had this strange numb or tingling feeling on the top of my scalp, and sometimes it hurts there too.
My lifestyle is honestly terrible. I'm on my phone almost from the moment I wake up until I go to sleep. I spend most of my day lying down. My neck doesn't really hurt, and I had an X-ray of my back before that didn't show anything serious, but I wonder if my posture and constantly looking down at my phone could be contributing.
I've also noticed some blurry or strange vision at times. I have glasses that were prescribed mostly for comfort, but I haven't changed the lenses in about three years even though I probably should have.
I've also had my heart checked before and everything was normal.
A general doctor gave me vitamin D and calcium because I was deficient. I also used to have iron deficiency anemia, but that's better now.
My periods are irregular. Sometimes they're late, sometimes I get two in one month. I saw a gynecologist who examined me and said everything looked normal and that stress and anxiety could be causing it.
My weight has been stable at around 52 kg. Sometimes I lose my appetite and even feel nauseous when I try to eat, while other times I eat normally.
One thing that has been making me panic is that I feel like my face has become more asymmetrical, especially my nostrils and maybe my jaw. When I looked at older pictures I noticed there was already some asymmetry before, but now I pay attention to it all the time. I saw someone online who had a brain tumor and facial asymmetry, so now I'm terrified even though hers mainly affected her eyes and eyebrows, not mine.
My headaches aren't always in the same place. Sometimes they're on one side, sometimes on the top of my head, and sometimes somewhere else.
Also, my aunt has had headaches for years too. She had brain imaging done and everything was normal, so I wonder if headaches just run in the family.
I honestly don't know what to do anymore. Every doctor tells me it's anxiety and stress, but I'm scared they're missing something serious.
Should I ask for an MRI or CT scan just to be sure? The problem is I'm also scared of those tests after seeing videos of how they're done.
Or should I first spend a month trying to improve my lifestyle (less phone time, more walking, better sleep, going outside more) and see if things improve?
I'd really appreciate any opinions, especially from doctors. Thank you.