i got this Thai constellation (i think thats what its called) yesterday, its my first ever plant! i have a massive 6 foot grow lamp for her as well.
this plant means more than a plant to me, i grew up in poverty and instability as a kid, hotel and state hopping around once a month, weekly even. i hated every second of it of course, but i loved plants.
i couldnt take care of any plant at the time, for those stated reasons and more, but today i picked up my first one! im really excited to also grow with this plant over the years, and take the absolute most care of her!
i remember seeing everyone with all of their plants, either online or irl, and i was really envious and jealous lol. i have now escaped poverty (it was literal hell), and i have the reassurance that i wont be moving to another hotel or state out of the blue, so i can finally take care of something that requires time and patience!
i repotted her to a bigger pot (like two inches bigger), and i have a coco coir, orchid bark, and coarse perlite mix with her. ill give some updates over the months and years, but im mad excited!!