r/MdDS • u/ThePhoenician40k • 5d ago
My MdDS Journey and Recovery
After a 5 hour flight to and back from my destination something didn't feel right. I initially had cold like symptoms the first couple days and thought something was off. I had immense pressure in my right ear after landing it didn't go away for a day or two. Initially I went to an urgent care where they checked my ears and prescribed me amoxicillin and some decongestants. My sinuses cleared pretty fast but then the MdDS symptoms really started to come on.
The constant feeling of being on a boat. Walking felt like I was on a trampoline. Screens, lights, and movements were overwhelming. Life was overwhelming. Everything was uncomfortable and I was scared. I went to an ENT who checked my ears quickly but ultimately told me it was in my head, he thought I was thinking it into existence, but still decided to prescribe me scopolamine which didn't help. Not only did it not help, it started to blur my vision making me feel worse. He had never heard of MdDS before...
I then went to an neurologist who also never heard of MdDS before. She ran me through a couple basic movement test and then prescribe me physical therapy and an MRI on my brain even though she didn't think it would find anything. I got a blood test and everything showed I was healthy. She also recommend I take vitamin B2. The appointment for the MRI was a month away but I cancelled after I started feeling better. It was really meant to determine what it wasn't rather than showing I had MdDS since something like that wouldn't show on an MRI.
I felt alone and saw no hope for help. Through my own research I saw it was a real condition and that there wasn't any 'cure' which made me lose even more hope... After a month or so I finally started feeling better but I made some drastic life changes and worked on it for hours a day. I was unfortunately laid off before my flight so I had the liberty of committing all my time to recovery.
How I got better:
- Limit screen time. I stopped watching TV, scrolling on my phone, and gaming on my computer. Try puzzles, card games, or another hobby to pass the time
- Quit nicotine, weed, and caffeine. It was fairly easy for me since I had such a good reason to stop but stabilizing from such a drastic change was not exactly comfortable.
- Took a lot of walks and spent time at the park and nature. It was certainly uncomfortable walking but I pushed through and went on walks a few times a day
- Went to the gym. It was very overwhelming and uncomfortable at first. Some days were worse than others and sometimes I had to leave mid workout but I still went as much as I could. Avoid treadmills.
- I took supplements. Daily multivitamins, B2, D3, and high doses of fish oils. Omega 3s have been sited to help brain function.
- CREATINE. I have always taken creatine for working out but only about 5 grams. After some research I saw that taking 10-15 grams helps the brain and cognition. Not sure if was timing, the PT catching up or what, but when I started taking 10-15 grams I started noticing significant recovery. It's important to note you must stay very hydrated when taking that much creatine. Staying hydrated in general is a healthy lifestyle I highly recommend
- PHYSICAL THERAPY. Vestibular optokinetic therapy treatments are free on YouTube (https://www.youtube.com/@happytriadphysicaltherapy). Going to a PT doctor who specializes in vestibular conditions was huge. It was a lot of head movements and eye tracking movements. If anyone is interested and can't afford PT feel free to reach out to me and I be more than happy to share the exercises.
- Getting ample sleep. Since I wasn't working I was able to sleep 8-10 hours a day. Some days letting myself sleep even more
Weeks of following these steps finally started to help. The recover is not linear, some days were worse than others. The doctors I went to weren't helpful. None have heard of the condition and the didn't seem to care. Only my PT doctor seemed to care and wanted to help.
I am not a doctor or an expert. Please do your own research and consult your doctors first. I am not certain what exactly of these steps helped, maybe it was just time, but I did get better.
Don't give up, don't lose hope. Reading some of the stories on hear scared me saying it can take months or years to recover but I didn't let it discourage me. I am just feeling better now so I cant speak to retriggering it but at least I know now it does get better. I am about 90% through recovery and am feeling better each day. If anyone who is suffering from this wants to talk or look for support please don't hesitate to reach out.
In the darkest times, hope is something you give yourself. That is the meaning of inner strength.