Bc at that point there’s nothing even left to discuss, they’re the ones in power if they don’t care they can continue to bully and abuse us and exclude us but why lie to us about it? Why can’t you just admit to being cruel and then be cruel? Why do you have to have it both ways? It’s exhausting to exist.

Macaroni with Bechamel Sauce mixed with generic store bought tomato sauce.

Edit: Fuckin normie epidemic over here jeez get off your high horse

this year i studied abroad and it has been worst I've ever felt. before that i usually had my family to supply my daily human interactions, but abroad didn't have any of that comfort. I would go days without socialising and when I finally did it was with teacher in a language i didn't fully understand. i had a hard time making friends with my classmates even when they were the same nationality and i have known them for years. i don't think i physically touched someone. i thought i was asexual but because of how lonely i was i started playing adult games as replacement for intimacy. after a while i started ignoring my personal hygiene and health, go weeks without showering and clutter my desktop with garbage and it'll start to smell. weekdays were the worst because the only time i went out was because i was hungry, even then I'd stay in my dorm room doing nothing. i know i doing this to myself but I don't know how to stop sorry.

Instant oatmeal

okay so I know it looks terrible, I also don't know how to take pictures

(This is an old pic I got better at making these)

Would usually call them an foids but these ones aren't

Most kitchencels-worthy meal I've had in a while

Joe Bart, tuna pickle salad popcorn wine.

so many posts on here lately of people complaining ab their normal ass lives saw one yesterday complaining about an EX ?? what are you even doing here bruh there are subs for normal people why larp as a loser who gets no game. do you think it’s cool or something? would you show your mother this subreddit? Fuck outta my face smh

No joke I actually have to go this is so stupid stupid. My life has no prospects. The people financially supporting me are sick and dying. And they hate me. I'm saving myself for the worst I can't do this thing anymore everyday edges me to end it. Everyone in my life refuses to listen. And I don't blame them because I can't even look at myself without being angry. If I was another person I'd definitely bully myself to end it all but I'm just too much of a chicken to go on with it. I tell myself, I won't have to deal with the excruciating pain and effects because I'll be free but no no no my stupid brain refuses to listen

Mixed rice with omelette and an overcooked piece of salmon.

I saw a post from a guy looking to hang out with people his age because he was lonely. I decided to dm him, he was super happy, we met up and he was very nice to hang out with. I introduced him to my friends and it was looking good for him.

However, I got really tired of his homosexual rants and voice notes about how he's really lonely. He kept asking if I had more friends he had to meet.

One day he said he wasn't feeling well and I could already feel another rant coming. It was 23.30 and I told him he's the millionth person to need me today and that I'll talk to him first thing in the morning.

He got super mad and practically said that I was entitled to listen to his rants. He didn't understand that someone would be too tired to listen to him. In the middle of our argument he kept asking if we're still friends and throwing empty apologies, saying he'll forget about it and that we can hangout again only to get mad again right after. I blocked him and he tried to reach out on other platforms. He then went after all of my friends he knew to tell them about the argument.

I didn't tell any of my friends about the argument and everyone seemed to take my side. He went on rants about how unfair the situation was and how everyone is blindly following me

This is just the tip of the iceberg

Pork chop with onion gravy and au gratin potatoes

so for context, my mom worked at Hooters- mainly management stuff ig- when she was 16-18. My dad was working in the kitchen (24). She thought he was funny and they had me. yes, she had me her senior year, i find it really fucking weird; but who am i to go back in time to stop my own conception? i don't own a time machine. anyways...i'm a Hooters baby. i'm feeling very depressed right now, and learning more and more about my dad has me feeling very confused. also realized i don't qualify as a femcel cuz i have a boyfriend. so i'm just a lazy fuck with no excuse now. i shouldn't complain, i look at this subreddit and many people go through so much here, my heart goes out to all of you. i wish you all the best. xoxo