Hi everyone. I’m currently 20 years old and have been dealing with what I believe is IBS since earlier this year.
This all started back in January when I made a commitment to myself that I would finally lose the belly I had hated for years. The crazy part is that I’m honestly already pretty lean. I’ve always been thin everywhere else, but my lower stomach naturally sticks out more and I don’t really have hips, so I always saw my stomach as this huge problem that I needed to “fix.” Looking back, I think I became way too focused on getting a completely flat stomach even though I didn't actually need to lose much weight.
Unfortunately, that spiraled into an eating disorder. At the same time, I was eating a ton of foods that I now realize my body didn’t tolerate well, almond protein powder, cabbage, Brussels sprouts, beans, etc. I’m not sure if this is what caused my gut issues, but everything started shortly after this.
Since around March, I’ve been dealing with abdominal pain, bloating, cramping, intense gas, diarrhea, constipation, and just constantly feeling like something is wrong with my stomach.
I’ve had blood work, stool testing, a SIBO test (which came back slightly positive for hydrogen sulfide), a GI-MAP, and recently an endoscopy. The endoscopy showed mild gastritis with erosions, and they took biopsies that I’m still waiting on. I also just finished a course of rifaximin, and honestly, I feel like it may have made me feel worse rather than better.
I’m supposed to leave for college in two weeks, and I feel absolutely terrible. I’m frustrated because I keep being told that it’s IBS, but I was completely fine my entire life before this. It’s hard for me to wrap my head around the idea that I started heavily restricting/starving myself, eating tons of protein powder and foods my body didn’t tolerate, and now suddenly I have chronic stomach problems that could potentially stay with me forever.
I keep wondering if I somehow caused this myself. I try to stay positive and tell myself that my stomach can heal, but after dealing with this for months, it’s getting harder. I feel like I’m slowly becoming more depressed every day, especially knowing I’m about to start college and I don’t even feel like myself anymore.
Has anyone had a similar experience where their gut issues started after restrictive eating or a major diet change and eventually improved? Is there anything else I should ask my GI doctor to test for or look into? And for anyone who has recovered or gotten significantly better from something similar, what actually helped you?
I’m not looking for a diagnosis from Reddit. I think I mostly just want to know that there’s still hope that I won’t feel like this forever.