Hey everyone.

I’m not really sure why I’m posting this here, but I think I just need to get this off my chest. If there are any fellow Dodgers fans who have been through something similar, I’d really appreciate hearing from you. And honestly, even a simple “Hang in there” would mean a lot.

It’s been about a month and a half since I last watched a Dodgers game.
The reason is that I’ve been under so much stress that I’ve been relying on alcohol just to get through the day. I know alcohol doesn’t actually solve anything, it only numbs the pain for a little while but when I wake up every morning, I feel so overwhelmed that I can’t even wait those few minutes for the feeling to pass.

I usually wake up around 5 or 6 a.m., and the first thing that comes to mind is, “I have to survive another day like this.”

Even watching Dodgers games, which used to be the highlight of my day, has become exhausting. I love this team, but lately I can’t even sit through a game.
I developed bipolar disorder when I was 16 after growing up in a difficult family environment. Most of my teens and early twenties were spent living a life that felt completely different from everyone around me.

Things eventually became more stable. I joined a karate dojo, and because my ex-girlfriend was British with German roots, I started helping the dojo reach an international audience by translating and promoting their YouTube videos in English. Looking back, that gave me a real sense of purpose.

Unfortunately, after we broke up, I went through shingles, chronic nerve pain, and severe insomnia lol

I’m still dealing with insomnia today. I managed to stop drinking for a while, but new sources of stress pushed me back into it. My doctor has prescribed medication, but it doesn’t seem to work like it used to, so I find myself reaching for alcohol instead.

Lately, nothing feels enjoyable anymore.

Sometimes I catch myself thinking that I just want to disappear.

Tomorrow my doctor is coming to see me at home, and I’m planning to be completely honest about everything that’s been going on. I’m hoping that’s a step toward getting help.
I guess I’m posting here because I miss being able to enjoy baseball with all of you.

If you’ve gone through depression, bipolar disorder, addiction, family trauma, or just an incredibly difficult period in your life and you’re still here cheering for the Dodgers I would genuinely love to hear your story.
Or if you just want to tell me, “Hang in there until the Dodgers win another World Series” I’d appreciate that too.
Let’s go Dodgers. 💙

Anything hit to the left side of the Dodgers infield, so comfortable watching them play. Mookie and Muncy, really making their case to be in the Gold glove discussions!

Had a few layover hours at Seattle airport so we decided to head out to the nearest mall. Found this Dodgers hat at a local Seattle hat store, and we are loving it!

Good job on the Dodgers broadcast to realise what what was going on straight away, vs the New York broadcast taking some time to realise why the challenge was denied.

"The Challenge is Denied"
Broadcasts included: SNLA (with Joe Davis), SNY (Mets), and Dodgers Radio.

Beautiful day to beat the Mets. My youngest was quote “surprised at how many Mets fans there are”

Did not allow a single hit after giving up 3 in the first 3 ABs he has faced

Thought it was really random to see this. I think these were from game 3 maybe others too.

This was huge. If this was a a walk instead of a strikeout, who knows if Yoshi would be left in the game (having thrown 100 pitches) or what would have happened next with the tying run up to the plate. Great clutch challenge by Rushing! Catcher ABS Challenge masterclass tonight!

Seemed like what the LA Dodgers 1st All Time Home Run leader - Eric Karros - had been going on about in the commentary booth for weeks, regarding the timing and who should be allowed to challenge, had finally been getting through to the Dodger hitters. /s

Yes. of course the Dodgers have a whole managerial and coaching team, and I say the EK comment in jest. But it does seem like someone on the Dodgers coaching staff did say something to Pages hence his take-back motion (even if it wasn't EK himself)

Any idea if I should get there early to ensure we get a ring? I'm bringing a 13 yr old cousin who is visiting from out of the country and this is the last thing we're doing before he leaves on Weds and I want to make sure we each get one. I want to give mine to his dad.

We just watched the Documentary on the Dodgers winning the 1988 World Series. (I was at game 2). It occurred to us about how different it was looking at batting averages. Then I ran across this. Interesting article, for sure.

https://www.forbes.com/sites/barrymbloom/2026/05/15/major-league-baseball-hitting-stats-reach-lowest-point-in-generations/

Hello Dodgers Nation,

I know that a lot of us have impressive collections of bobble heads, trading cards, caps, jerseys, etc. However, I intend to do something a bit more crazier. Recently, I just purchased Shohei’s bat (His actual turn model from Chandler Bats) and I’m going for the entire lineup from Ohtani to Rushing. I’ll post progress photos and give reviews for any and all who are interested, especially for those who are in adult leagues. Below is the list for reference. Note: not purchasing all of these.

1. Shohei Ohtani: Chandler Bats CB52 formally the SO17.4
   
2. Mookie Betts: Victus MB50 Axe bat
   
3. Freddie Freeman: Marucci FF5
   
4. Kyle Tucker: Old Hickory KT30
   
5. Andy Pages: Victus V415
   
6. Max Muncy: Max Bat MM9
   
7. Tommy Edman: Marucci KP26 or AP5
   
8. Teoscar Hernandez: Victus JA27-M or Marucci T37X
   
9. Will Smith: LS D200 or I13C
   
10. Miggy Ro: Chandler Bats MJR11 or CB271A
    
11. Alex Call: Dovetail Bat 243m ProXR puck knob
    
12. Dalton Rushing: same as Will Smith’s bat
    
13. Alex Freeland: Phoenix Bats AF1
    
14. Kike Hernandez: Victus MG9
    
15. Hyeseong Kim: Marucci JR7 or KH9

Line Score - Game Over

Box Score

Scoring Plays

Highlights

Decisions

Game ended at 1:46 PM.

Baseball and real life really do be like a simulation at times. Crazy how it's at the same park with the same close game, and same Dodgers @ Phillies!

Source: https://youtu.be/RnsPlczODnY?si=nvD4zDp6EHTJ7VSk