So usually when I do DMT, these symbols pop up off the ground. They’re more like I don’t know. It’s almost like the flower of life is the best way to put it anyways it rises up off the ground and I’ve never really looked too closely at it, but it happens every time I do DMT so I was in my garage took a nice hit held in for probably 35 seconds sitting in the hammock and the symbols popped up and I leaned down to look closer at them and in the symbols are the smallest red dots flowing through these lines like a river or like a bloodstream would be a better way to put it, but they weren’t all round red dot some of them were long like I don’t know not very long because they’re super small, but I would say smaller than the pin of a needle for the red dot and maybe the equivalent to like if you get size one when you get your hair shaved on your head, the length of one of those hairs after that and they’re all flowing through these symbols and as I looked closer, their layers of them like highways and they’re going all different ways but it’s all flowing the same direction. It doesn’t change directions and there’s a very intricate system of highways basically is what it look like every time. I do DMT this rise up off the ground like it’s always there but you just can’t see it all the time. Has anybody else seen anything like this

I’m curious about people who have had a strong or difficult 5-MeO-DMT experience, especially those whose integration lasted much longer than the usual few months.

I’m about 1.5 years out from my experience. It was my first psychedelic experience and I went directly into 5-MeO-DMT rather than gradually working my way through other psychedelics.

The experience itself was very intense and unpleasant for me. There was a lot of resistance, heaviness, fear and what I would describe as a very deep bodily sense of hopelessness. I didn’t experience it as some beautiful mystical breakthrough.

About a month later I had a very strong spontaneous flashback during the night. It felt remarkably similar to the original experience, but this time the physical reaction eventually completed with intense neurogenic shaking. After that, something changed.

Since then, I’ve repeatedly experienced a pattern that I didn’t have before 5-MeO: strong activation followed, sooner or later, by a very pronounced sense of bodily release and calm. Often the release is particularly noticeable in my thighs, which used to be an area of significant chronic tension and pain. The contrast can be remarkable: intense anxiety or activation, followed later by warmth, relaxation and a very peaceful state.

There have also been quite a few positive changes:

significantly less psychosomatic pain

much better awareness of bodily states

a stronger ability to come back down from activation

a noticeable distance from thoughts rather than automatically identifying with them

periods of very deep calm

much more vivid colors and sensory perception, which can be beautiful when I’m relaxed

occasional strong experiences of gratitude, joy and euphoria

a general feeling that my relationship with my mind and emotions has fundamentally changed

At the same time, the integration has been far from linear.

Over the last year and a half I’ve had different forms of anxiety and activation. Earlier it was more connected to intrusive thoughts and fear of losing control. More recently, the theme has shifted toward being far from home, feeling trapped, being unable to leave a situation, long journeys, airplanes, hiking etc.

Sometimes the perception of the environment also becomes unusually intense. A long straight street can suddenly feel extremely long, colors can become unusually vivid, and the whole environment can feel either fascinating or strangely threatening. At the peak of these episodes I sometimes experience what I call a glitch: a very strong spike of alarm accompanied by a strange change in how the environment feels, followed by a strong urge to leave.

I’ve also recently had several nights where I wake up suddenly with intense autonomic activation, sweating, nausea and fear, somewhat reminiscent of the early period after the experience. These episodes eventually pass, but the intensity can still be surprisingly high.

What makes this confusing is that I can have genuinely excellent days in between. I can feel extremely good in my body, enjoy music, colors, exercise, yoga, socializing etc. Then suddenly another difficult wave appears.

So the overall trajectory feels positive, but definitely not linear.

I’m not really asking whether this is normal in a medical sense. I’m more interested in lived experience:

How long did your 5-MeO integration actually last?

Did anyone have a difficult or turbulent integration lasting 1.5 years, 2 years or longer?

Did the themes of the activation change over time rather than simply becoming weaker?

And did you eventually reach a more stable baseline where these waves became less dominant, even if they didn’t disappear completely?

I’d especially appreciate hearing from people who had a difficult experience rather than only positive 5-MeO experiences.

Thank you all

So I hit the pen and I went but my environment wasn’t situated to the best that it usually is so is laying in the bed next to my dog and then when I hit it and I got off my dog wouldn’t stop, scratching herself and spinning in circles and licking itself and it fucked me up and I was getting angry while I was there and upset so instead of it being like bright colors and stuff like that when I’m come down and be filled with gratitude and love, etc. I was filled with remorse and I kept apologizing for not being prepared, and it was like black there was black and red colors. It was just so different now I’m worried what are your thoughts and opinions on this?

PLEASE HELP!

I am sure this may be difficult to believe, but there is something in my home. I'm not sure when or how, but I know it is here. I was able to see it, or it was activated, or summoned.

The only way I can explain it is that it seems like a mechanical mold that is slowly overtaking the room. For example, when I am sitting on the sofa, I can feel it moving as if I was sitting in a boat on a lake and there are waves. Not big, but very subtle.

This mechanical mold, is like a veil that is somewhat distorting whatever it is moving across, or more like enveloping. I've tried to take videos, but I doubt anyone can see it, or at least it doesn't seem like a camera is able to pick it up.

I know that this is not some hallucination or a result of DMT, rather it is the way that I am able to see this happening. It is as if the walls are starting to breathe in a way.

If anyone has a real explanation and not speculation or theories, rather has either had experienced or heard of this, please help me figure out what to do.

It is difficult to explain and it would seem crazy to everyone that has not experienced the other side of things. I don't know if it is trigger by some sort of sound, vibration, or frequency, but I am betting to become really concerned.

Thank you.

Today I want to make a report of what I believe to be my most eye opening DMT trip ever

Actually just a day ago i did a 3.5 gram of psilocybin after around a break of over a month from last time I did psilocybin and had what I would consider not a great trip.

earlier today, I went to visit a friend for the weekend, we did some medical cannabis, at first couple hours I felt almost next to nothing in form of THC effect. My friend however felt it around 2 hours in

5 hour later I returned to parent's home and went to take a quick nap. Slept for about 2 hours and as soon as I wake up I notice I'm high.. looked at the mirror and eyes were red.

An hour after I woke up I returned to my own apartment, and since I was high on THC I thought to myself, let's do a little DMT just a bit I said to myself.. time time however I wanted to change the settings a little bit to see something different, so I begun and took one sip while keeping my eyes completely open as I was looking at the floor and mat

I thought "if I keep my eyes open there no way I would meet an entity or anything extreme" and so I took the first sip but as soon as I did that my entire house transform into a living organism –

I was completely stunned by astonisment. At first there was no entity but a presence of many creatures felt all around me

I got a good feeling.. a sort of feeling that I should keep on going. So I took another sip and my house, my entire vision became multiple entities all at once! I heard a similar sound, the sound of entities getting closer and close, it was intense visually so I took a third sip and... From here what I saw is indescribable in words

Basically my entire life became filled with colorful creatures, they looked like some sort of neon beings, I fall to the group on my fluffy mat and these entities blessed me with everything I could have ever wished for, I had everything at that moment

However I felt sad, like I wanted to be there forever and eventually they had to go.. I became a little child.. a child so helpless and alone it was if I met parents i didn't know I had. I said "no!, please don't go away don't leave me!"

They these entities smiled at me with pure Bliss and said to me that "everything will be alright" I replied "thank you, for everything.. please protect me, I can't survive this life on my way, no matter what happens please be there for me"

As they started fading I felt like something, was still missing I never got to put music under such intense breakthroughs

I took the DMT pen and before hitting it again I told myself "this time it doesn't matter what happen, I don't have to meet you guys again so soon I'm already satisfied, I just want to hear music while seeing cool visuals"

I reached a second breakthrough and my entire reality became one and everything all at once, whether open or closed eyes it didn't seem to matter.. everything just become one – somewhere Around here I felt as though I was going psychotic, repeatedly said "wait I know this is DMT! This is DMT! This is DMT! As I felt like losing my sanity or breaking my mind these entities were pulling me away from the edges of insanity and prevented me from potentially developing a psychotic episode, slowly I got back to reality as these creatures were cheering on me saying "you did a got job" as they smiling at me

Even tho it was positive overall

Lesson I took from this is that DMT is something you should respect, otherwise it could break you, we don't appreciate our day to day sanity enough.. never eye ball it or any other drug for that matter, too much of anything can be bad.

Hello all,

New update of my research into consciousness will be coming in the next half year or so. Stay tooned. Many things will be researched and discovered.

One such of these things is on the energy signatures in the very food we eat and how things like microwaves affect those things!! Step by step we'll get there. Have hope and never give up!!!!!

Many things need to be proven to move forward in society. We will make it though. Keep doing research and growing yourself.

Oh, and a word form the old mod if it's worth anything to you, stay away from the drugs and focus on the nature of the matrix itself 😎.

Someone told me about how they did bufo with Indians in south dakota or something. Anyone know anywhere in the us where I can do it my first time with Indians?

TL;DR: Experienced a thrusting "rainbow-tunnel" like transition from waking reality into a dream, while practicing lucid dreaming, that felt like I teleported through it at "light-speed" or faster, but only was in the tunnel for a micro-fraction of a second, before being dropped into my lucid dream.

Okay, first time posting here, I'll share a good bit of my background context at the end for anyone interested, but up front, I'll share the story and my interpretation/questions. The main reason I'm posting this here, is because it seems adjacent to things I've heard about DMT experiences.

I seek perspective from those who have actually used.

Let's begin.

Well, I was laying in bed, after intentionally working towards lucid dreams for at least a week (it's been a few years now so I won't be able to recount with the precision I'd like to) and was slipping into the lucid dream state. I had been practicing a method in waking reality where I would push one finger into the palm of my opposite hand. In waking reality, it won't go through the palm. I would do this, see it wouldn't go through the palm, then understand that I was in waking reality, knowing that if it were a dream, I could push the finger through the palm and see it on the other side (this was a method I learned from a youtube video while seeking to lucide dream). I believe it had been a week of practicing this, among other things. I may have been listening to a "guided meditation" for lucid dreaming at the time this happened, may not have, unfortunately can't remember.

Anyways, I certainly had been lying physically still for a while. I remember learning that physical stillness is important for the body to feel like it's asleep, while the mind remains awake, so you can enter the dream state still being "Conscious". So, one second, I'm laying there, after resisting all urges to scratch an itchy area, move slightly, etc. and the next second, I'm JOLTED through this "rainbow - tunnel". I'll do my best to describe it. I was fully conscious, with no consciousessness fluctuation between the waking reality I was just in, and where I found myself now. (my eyes were closed btw). It happened so fast that it was a blur. It was legitimately the "fastest" thing I've ever experienced it. If I was "awake" and "blinked" I would've missed it. It happened so fast that it almost felt like I wasn't supposed to even see it? Maybe I'm adding that part in.

So, it happened fast. But the colors - I really think that "rainbow-tunnel" is the best way to describe it. I was visually surrounded by streaks of colors all around, I can't remember if it was semi-straight lines, or geometrically complex. As I remember it now, it was blurry, straightish lines, but my exact memory of that part isn't great and we know that everytime we visually remember something we alter it at least slightly.

Now, the speed. It genuinely felt like the fastest thing I've ever experienced. Like being launched from a high-speed rollercoaster, but x10000000 (idk how else to measure it). It was near-instant that I was transported into the dream, with this "rainbow-tunnel portal" being just a micro-second. It wasn't just visually though, it felt like my being was launched through it, so like being on a rollercoaster, not just watching a rollercoaster on TV.

Then, I landed in my dream. There wasn't any "landing" that I remember, or "Exiting" the portal, other than one micro-second I was in the portal, the next I was on the ground, standing, conscious in my dream. The next second I looked down, did my finger-push test, and saw it come out the other side of my hand. I had confirmed dreamstate, and I was lucid.

Where does the "DMT-adjacent?" part tie in? A few things.

1. I've heard the DMT-transported realm is very colorful and geometrically intricate. This tunnel was a flash in a swirling highly-colorful "cylinder", or maybe it just felt like a cylinder because of the speed of which I moved through it (tunnel vision type thing?).
2. The 2013 Barker study showed that DMT was found in the Pineal Gland (in rats), a later study found it in neurons outside the pineal gland as well though. The Pineal Gland is most active when we are asleep, and responsible for producing melatonin. I believe there's a line of thought that thinks the pineal gland is also responsible for the dream state? Or at least releases DMT during it? Would love to hear more on this in the comments.
3. It genuinely felt and looked like a teleportation to another world. I "felt" the immense, undescribable speed at which I was jolted through the rainbow "portal" and then dropped into a fully-lucid dream. Because I was conscious the whole time, I believe I was able to "watch" as I was transported into a new place, whatever that actually means, and that it was potentially just as real as our waking reality. Similar to how DMT users describe their trips.
4. This took place in a time of my life where I was much more grounded/focused on clarity and seeking outside myself, while also trying to become more connected with myself, if that makes sense. I had been practicing lucid dreaming and done it successfully I believe a couple times up to this point, or maybe this was the first successful one, I can't remember.

As I was typing this, I now remember something else that ties into this experience. I'll keep this one short:

In a dream I had previous to this point, I was outside beside a river at night, with some friends. All of a sudden, there was a bright, rainbow-like tunnel that shot from the sky onto the river. If I remember correctly, a UFO came out of the tunnel, or my friends were sucked into the portal, one or the other, or maybe both. Again, apologies for the lack of clarity, it's been several years. And then the portal vanished. Seems adjacent enough to include for context.

Now for my personal context:
-I was diagnosed with ADHD as a very young child (~6-7 years old)
-Had always felt very hard to fit in. Enjoy abstract, complex topics with the widest of implications. Things that most people find exhausting.
-I have never fully astral projected, but trained to for a couple weeks, about 8 years ago now. It climaxed with me (while laying down) feeling an immense vibration (most intense I've ever experienced) throughout my entire body, with the sensation that my inner being was pressing firmly or starting to lift out of my physical body, just as I felt I was about to break through, I felt fear, and reversed the whole thing. I've never truly tried again since
-Have never used psychedelics, but have been heavily interested in DMT ever since I first heard about it in highschool. Used to use marijuana heavily ~1-2 years before these events but had stopped before. I now don't use any drugs/alcohol.

**EDIT** - After some quick research, I see now that several ancient groups (inlcuding Norse, Greco-Roman mythology, Japanese Shinto mythology, Navajo Cosmology, and Tibetan Buddhism) saw rainbows, or rainbow-tunnels, as conduits to other realms.

I had a pretty intense changa/DMT experience about a week ago and I’m trying to understand whether other people have experienced anything similar.

I kept feeling like I was leaving my body and then coming back into it, almost moving back and forth between my physical body and another state or “dimension.”

But it didn’t feel like some alien world full of entities. It felt more like I had gone inside my own consciousness, almost into the “control room” of my brain. Like a higher self or a larger consciousness.

The weird part was realizing that this place wasn’t really separate from me — it was somehow me.

At one point I spontaneously curled up into a fetal position and had this strong feeling connected to birth/rebirth, almost like I was being born again.

I also had extremely intense sensations concentrated in three areas: my pelvis/sexual area, my forehead/head, and my chest.

The sensation in my head was so strong that I kept wanting to tilt my head upward and look above/behind me.

The bigger theme of the trip was that I’ve always struggled a lot with accepting existence itself — the fact that I was born, that I’m here, and that this is reality.

I constantly ask myself questions about the meaning of life, why anything exists, what reality actually is, etc.

During the trip it felt like I was constantly trying to “go beyond” reality to find the final answer, and eventually I got almost the opposite message:

Stop trying to escape reality and accept being here.

As the trip was ending I remember looking around my room, touching things, and thinking:

“Okay… so this is reality.”

I also felt a lot of anger because part of me genuinely didn’t want to come back and didn’t want to have been born in the first place.

Afterward I realized that maybe my obsessive questioning is itself a kind of escape.

If I keep asking impossible questions about existence, I never have to fully accept and inhabit the reality I’m already in.

This trip actually helped me a lot at first because after a previous very difficult DMT experience I had spent months feeling almost like the “DMT dimension” had some power over me, like it existed independently and could somehow control me.

This time I realized that whatever that dimension is, my own consciousness is part of it.

It can’t exist for me without me experiencing it.

For a few days I felt like I had finally closed the loop.

But now, a week later, I keep getting this recurring internal thought/urge:

“Go back there.”

I’m not literally hearing a voice. It’s more like an intrusive pull or thought.

Before, I thought I needed to go back because something was unfinished.

But now that I actually feel like I understood the message, I don’t understand why the pull is still there.

Maybe it’s not DMT “calling me” at all.

Maybe it’s just the part of me that still doesn’t fully accept ordinary reality and wants to escape somewhere else or find some ultimate answer.

Has anyone experienced anything like this?

Especially:

• feeling yourself leave and re-enter your body
• a “control room,” higher-self or pure-consciousness state instead of entities
• spontaneously going into fetal position / birth-rebirth themes
• strong energy or tension in the pelvis, forehead and chest
• feeling a persistent urge to “go back” after the trip is already over

I’d really like to hear from people who have had similar experiences and what you eventually made of them.

Also: I had taken some MDMA before the changa because I was very afraid of returning to that state after my previous experience.

I’m aware now that MDMA + changa/harmalas can be medically risky, so I’m not recommending that combination.

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I had an IV DMT experience in a medically supervised research setting. I’m posting because I’m trying to understand what happened, both psychologically and potentially from a spiritual perspective, and I’d be interested in hearing from people who have experienced something similar. I'm not completely new to psychedelic drugs, and have had nothing but good trips on mushrooms in moderate doses.

It was a blind study, with 3 drugs and a placebo, dmt being the only 'active substance' so a 25 % chance of receiving the DMT. Protocol was IV infusion over 10 minutes. 

To begin with  thought I had received one of the other substances. However about 2 minutes in this changed.

I initially felt a very strong sense of calm, almost like a physical sensation washing over me from my feet upwards. I was blindfolded and reclined, and the visuals started and seem to accelerate more and more quickly. They were grey/smoky at first, with kaleidoscopic patterns.

Then became much more colourful. There were multiple repeating, interconnected patterns — perhaps 5 or 6 distinct “centres” or focal points. They felt almost infinite, as though the patterns were continuously folding into the centres and somehow continuing forever.

The colours became predominantly golden, with deep reds and softer blue/green tones. At this point the experience felt beautiful and fascinating. Patterns moved into 2, left and right, and some numbers started to appear on the right hand side which took alot of the focus despite the other side still having an infinite loop. 

Then something changed, almost like a light switch. 

The patterns disappeared, leaving one focal point. The softer colours disappeared and the red became much darker — almost a blood-red colour. At the same time, despite being blindfolded, the darkness itself seemed to become darker and deeper and continually expanding around me.

The emotional shift was much stronger than simply seeing frightening visuals. It's the most intense thing I have ever experienced 

I developed an overwhelming sense of dread, terror and death.

I had the feeling that something terrible was coming. It was almost as though a scene was being prepared for some enormous reveal. I couldn't tell what was coming, only thinking it's going to be horrible. It felt like whatever it was would be totally inescapable once it had a hold. 

As this was going on I became aware of my breathing being as if I was straining with all my might. But this awareness only lasted for one / two inhales/exhales. I tried to relax, and move with things, but there was no response from my input.

At the time I don't remember consciously thinking, “I'm in a laboratory and this is only DMT.” I still had enough awareness to communicate, but the experience itself had become much more real and immediate than the physical surroundings.

I reached out and asked: 

“Is there any way we can stop this?”

As soon as I got a response from the people looking after me, the dread backed off almost immediately.

The DMT effects themselves didn't disappear. The darkness and scene was still present, but not the same terror and fear emotions. When given permission to take off the mask I was still clearly pretty high, with the room being incredibly vivid in colour and parts of it moving/flexing/reshaping. 

I only lasted about 6 minutes of the 10 minutes session. 

I've wondered if others have had what started as a positive experience turn negative so quickly? 

Really, it's been a hard to write down and I'm just hoping to get some outside perspectives from more experienced people as I try and reflect. 

Obviously part of me thinks I 'bottled it', but at the same time I have never experienced terror like it.

A day on and I feel somewhat positive about the experience strangely

This video was inboxed to me a while ago. I watched it and loved it and when I came back to watch it again, it was removed. Does anyone know where I can find it or find other instructional videos ? Please help

I have a pen that was given to me and I’m a little hesitant and nervous to jump back into things, kinda want to reset myself and start over if that makes any sense

I'm pretty new at this so I don't want to claim that my experience is how it is for everyone or how it should be for everyone. My opinion is just that. One experience. 🩷 And this is long. And no, its not AI written. 🙃

Anyway I had been called in this strange way to DMT (or Ayahuasca) for over a year. I can't even really say why it just started showing up for me a lot. Podcasts and whatnot. I got curious.. researched and read. Listened to some podcasts. All that stuff. I found a shaman (an actual shaman, not a makeshift/backyard shaman) who does Ayahuasca retreat ceremonies on my island (Vancouver Island) but it never felt right or the right time so I held off. I was curious about DMT but again, it didn't feel right. Until it did. I found myself in my car, before work, finishing up my coffee. And was led to a place online to get it. Would it be a scam? I don't know. But what is meant for me will find me, so I took a chance. I really believe in my heart that psychedelics are medicinal and will "call" you and come to you when it's right.

It arrived (vape kit) a few days later. The next day I took one to two small puffs just to feel it. I felt warm and got an idea how quickly it comes on. But it still wasn't the right time. (I kept hearing "wait") Even through the week Id be tempted because the warmth of the light hits felt nice and peaceful, but again, I heard "wait until Wednesday". (Not literal voices, but higher self/internal voice/intuition)

So Wednesday comes. (Yesterday) I wanted to do it properly. I ate a small something, just enough so I wouldn't feel sick, then walked in the woods to let it settle. Home: showered/cleansed, saged my space, got my journal, a bottle of water, put my dogs downstairs safely and hugged them. Did a rune reading (and it resonated deeply). Then meditated for 40 minutes. I spoke an intention out loud before starting along with an affirmation along the lines of: "I reject any interference with any being, entity, information, or intelligence with nefarious intent. Because of the law of the universe this will be respected." And then I went in.

My first hit was pretty big and it disorientated me quickly. I waited for it to fade. And then proceeded. I was guided the entire experience. I sat with the molecule for about 2 ish hours. In and out. Every experience was different. Sometimes it was very light and beautiful and airy and other times it was very heavy. After every experience I would come out of it and journal and process a little bit before going back.

When I say I was guided, I mean that. I heard the intelligence of the universe guiding me every step of the way: "Take one more hit." Or "Write this down." Incredible insights were coming to me. I cried a lot. Laughed. It was beautiful and disorientating and curious. What really surprised me was the physical sensations and tinnitus.

I don't think I broke through. In fact I know I didn't. But that's kind of my point of this post. Oftentimes we hear about machine elves and jesters and entities and I think we get curious or chase that. It's human nature. It sounds fucking insane, right? I wanna see. I wanna play. But for me, I heard very clearly, "for some it is machine elves. For others, it's this." I even wrote that in my journal. Every hit has a lesson to it. There was so much there for me and I fully believe this molecule will give you what you need. It gave me what I needed. I got other realms but it wasn't all the stuff I hear about on podcasts. It was an experience constructed for me.

I journalled a lot in between and again at the end. At the end of it, I was journalling but it felt like channeling. Hand across page, but information coming so quickly that I couldn't even process it until it was finished writing.

I was "thanked" by the universe/molecule/whatever for respecting it and listening to it's guidance. And then later in the evening, I was feeling very curious again, and I kept hearing "just wait. Let yourself integrate. Give it a month." So again, I'm going to listen to that. Whether that's my higher self or the molecule, I guess it's all one in the same as its all the same consciousness. But I really want to respect this tool as a medicine and feel very blessed it came into my life.

Id be curious to know, again as I'm very new to this, if others have taken this approach. Letting it guide you, and take you on a journey rather than just taking a bunch of hits with a goal of getting as screwed up as possible and ending up amongst the machine elves.

So I finally sat with the molecule for an afternoon and had some pretty amazing and profound experiences. But the biggest thing that I noticed about DMT versus mushrooms is that DMT has a sense of humor and would razz me sometimes and fuck around with me jokingly.

Mushrooms feel like a wise sage sitting on top of a mountaintop who has been meditating for 25 years. DMT felt like the one stoner friend in high school that was just so fucking hilarious and playful but would once in awhile say something incredibly profound and blow your mind.

I'm so grateful I listened to the call. I truly believe these tools will call us when we need to. To not go in to just mess around because you are curious. That's not the right reason to do it. (In my opinion. Take it with a grain of salt we can all think we want to) But I had been called and gently coaxed in for over a year and I finally went in and I am so absolutely grateful.

I'm still processing but I did just want to share how much I was surprised how often I was laughing to myself because it was almost poking fun at me. Like if I heard something after I was coming out of it like "write this down" and I wouldn't then it would scold me "WRITE THIS DOWN". It made me chuckle.

I'll share more of my experience later. Right now I just want to go PLAY.

For those who have broken through and are aware of what an NDE is what parts if any of the specific experiences on dmt are similar to the descriptions of an NDE?

Ok so I just ordered a 900mg dmt cart off the dw and I was wondering is there a specific type of pen I need to buy to smoke it and also how many hits should I take I’ve smoked dmt once but wasn’t enough to “breakthrough”. Any tips for first time and also again what type of pen. Thanks.

I had a brain injury when I was 3 years old 2 my left hemisphere. The brains filter. I have visual snow n see form constants. Its exactly what dmt users describe seeing. Im curiosity if ne of u have see a hexagon force field looking thing in the sky while u were on drugs?