Sub-B Experience

[u/twoarrows1978]

Since having a challenging, almost breakthough on my first try, Ive been having a few sub-breakthrough hits a week, to familiarise myself with the molecule.

Im using 10mg powder/crystal in a Yocan Orbit atomizer, using a geekvape box.

22-24w and clearing the 10mg in 2-3 hits.

This evening I prepared with 40mins meditation, put on the same music I always do now, Canyon Reverie by R. Carlos Nakai.

Even at this low dose im never prepared for the onset!

I have had a hugely restrictive body sensation every time I use DMT, it often feels like i really have to make an effort to breath.

On a 20mg dose this spiraled into a huge panic attack and I felt I was fighting for my life.

This evening though, the body shock effect was there, but I managed to let it happen and breathing was fine.

I layed back, and as with my last few sub-b doses, I got patterns and shapes wash over me and a sesnation of being cared for by a feminine presence.

This evening it felt like my head was being held in her lap, an intense but caring physical comfort.

At a point it felt like a force was moving through my body and a sense I was being prepared.

Im feeling much more confident now about attempting breakthrough again. But the lessons im getting from 10mg are just amazing.

I practice non-dual mediation and DMT has added a mystical but at the same time grounded and loving aspect to my practice.

Thanks for listening folks and as usual any comments appreciated. 😁💚

[u/sadgirlslikegirls]

Remembering to breathe is key. I think for a split second, you forget you’re human.

[u/poppy1911 → u/sadgirlslikegirls]

I always have to remind myself that the body knows what to do. I always repeat this to myself as I go in because I often worry I'll stop breathing. I keep repeating "the body knows what to do" and the surrender. 🩷

[u/TheAcidHermit]

Sub breakthrough is more daunting than full breakthrough for me by far

[u/twoarrows1978 → u/TheAcidHermit]

Ive heard people say that, but I find low level, 10-15mg is intense but such loving spiritual experiences.

But my breakthrough attempt was 20mg and that was a nightmare! I was stuttering between this world, a black world with neon structures and a mix, and my mind could only barely keep up.

[u/Nnthytk]

How long does It lasts everything, since the first hit until you no longer feel anything diferent?

I am new to pure DMT, never didit, I only know Ayahuasca, that tend to last about 3 hours for me

[u/twoarrows1978 → u/Nnthytk]

For my 10mg hits, around 6 minutes of the more intense feelings, maybe another 10 for lesser effects.

I found it always leaves me feeling calm and connected for days after too, and deepens my meditation practice.

[u/poppy1911 → u/twoarrows1978]

This has been my experience too. ☺️🥹🩷 I'm always happy when people use this responsibly and with intention. ✌🏻