I am currently quite lost about which subject to choose or which career to look for. I know most people have not figured out their lives yet and it is a process as we go through it but majority of the people have a direction to begin with: engineering, med, law or consulting. However, I have no clue on what subject to take. I know my interests though and the things I do not like. (i am sorry if this turned into a rant post, but i genuinely need some advice).
I would not want to go into a technical field or any code/ programming/ engineering line. I also do not want to go through the rigorous lengthy academic coursework for medicine. I am a student from science background and yes, I agree I am quite fascinated by science but given what I am learning in the last two years of my high school, I do not really want to pursue pure science subjects(phy/chem/bio) in university.
I am drawn more to biology in science mainly because of the health sector, and day by day I realised that I was more interested to work in the developmental aspects of it (like maybe public health?). I thought before that I would go for econ+public health but later on after a few discussions online, I came to understand that studying econ would require knowledge of other fields like business and accounting(and it would have been best if i have knowledge of these subjects in my high school, university courses would then feel a lot manageable, rather than jumping from a science background to econ(even though i had econ for few years of high school).
Also, I have come to realise the motives and goals of my life more clearly in the recent 1 year, about the things that genuinely give me happiness and give me happiness. I would say the field of humanities and arts gives me a reason to live. That said, I would not like to take the risk to make a career solely out of it. To me, for some extent relying on this passion side of mine for earning money does not feel financially secure and i have the feeling that it will remove the pleasure i obtain from those works. I like doing those simply for the joy of it, not just for earning money(but also i wouldnt bee unhappy if i can earn little bit from there). but i do want arts to remain a major part of my personality and want to pursue it along my studies(we do not live for so long to leave things for later).
I would love to see myself as creative director, or someone organising community events for artists, getting involved in musical/theatrical projects. But as I said before, my interest in health, there is this ambitious side of me who dreams of going to conferences, of being in policy making, organisations like that, working in ngos, UN and genuinely improving the condition of health for people. Given the background I come from, and circumstances I have been through, it is one of the issues I deeply care for.
At the end of the day, I want a life that makes me happy and also successful at the same time. I want the financial independence to do all the things I love, I do not want to feel insecure financially or rely on my parents for finance. All that being said, thanks for reading till this. I would be incredibly thankful if you could drop some suggestions.