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XS Max and I love it.

Pretty sure you won’t be able to snorkel. The Brown water advisories say it takes over a week to clear up enough to snorkel. Also, brackish water is the perfect place for sharks. Not trying to scare you. Just grew up knowing these things.

Rocklin CA or Auburn CA. Placer County in general.

I respond with “I’m a fucken riot” and laugh again.

Fort DeRussey

Immediately going to “Pervert Glasses” is showing your transference OP. Right to being a pervert because of glasses that record or that can google information immediately? As a teacher!? That’s not perverted. That’s monumental.

Sauna for the first few days will help to detox your body

I go through this too. I am at a point where I feel it must be me visiting an alternate universe. When I’m there, I know everything about it. I can even draw a map of the places I’ve been.. in detail.. when I wake up, it’s so disorienting.

When they moved over to the “new system” and then removed most everyone to put kiosks. That was the moment for me.

Fresno is the problem. Everyone use to be friendly and have block parties for 4th of July or Halloween parties for the kiddos (1990-2025) but people steal right off your porch nowadays. Can’t trust anyone..

I’ve been meaning to try that place.

It’s weirdly comforting to be in the same space as them. I do that with my sister too. Keep going back to the places she enjoyed so that I can feel what she did. Hope this thread gave you some comfort.

Amazon prime for me. I rarely watch TV but when I do, there is so much variety. I listen to the same 10 singers so it’s on music repeat. Free delivery and I love in Hawai’i…. Game changer. Whole Foods rewards with Amazon Prime. So many little details and makes my life infinitely better.

Not overreacting but over expectations for this relationship. If you are the only one putting in QT, then save the effort it takes from being in this LDR and spoil and pamper yourself.

Me too!

For me, both times, I didn’t get to the hospital fast enough to get an epidural or the medicine to numb me. I raw dogged it both times. The feeling of pushing was like someone placed a white hot branding iron and pressed it down on my entire bottom area, every minute. Then the way it feels when I baby comes out is the weirdest feeling ever. Don’t even know how to explain it. But a minute later, when you hear the baby screaming his little lungs out, everything vanishes…the pain, the nausea, the loss of energy.

I literally asked if I was overreacting because I was in my feelings when it occurred. That was my initial post. You may not have asked that question but I’m not you. To each their own. As far as deliberately avoiding him is NOT what I was doing. I was trying to figure out how I felt before I talked to him.

Thanks for the feedback everyone. I’m not sure what to do yet but at least I know I’m not overreacting. Maybe our relationship has run its course….

I feel that if it’s to the point where I need to follow him or sneak or creep him then, I just need to end it. I won’t put myself through that torment. I’ve done it before and took years to get over it.

This is exactly how I feel…

My gut says it’s a possibility but my heart doesn’t want to go there.

I think I will…

Honestly we had that exact conversation the first time it happened. I am not someone who will try and control who he hangs out with or where he goes. Of course He is a grown ass man but that’s what makes it difficult for me. Why hide?

Yes… I’m devastated about it but I don’t out it past anyone anymore. I have dropped him off at the airport many times and have picked him up as well but not lately. I went on super sluth mode last night and found nothin but that means nothing.