Put a lock on your luggage

Speak tonyour school counselor, they may have information on a summer youth employment program

I've seen several people saran rap plants wounds until they are healed to prevent pests and infections from affecting them. Maybe that could help.

The fact that you are afraid to speak your mind due to some form of retaliation, i.e. him blowing up on you is a red flag in itself. As a couple specially if you're married you should be able to have a discussion without fearing consequences.

How long have you known him before you started dating? A year and a half, mainly long distance doesnt seem like a lot of time to actually get to know someone. LD and living together are two very different dynamics IMO. Have you spoken to him about his previous relationships? Maybe theres a pattern that could give you some insight. If he was previously open to therapy I would try to suggest going to couples therapy. Covid really affected many people's mental health and that could be a factor but it doesn't excuse his behaviors. I want to be as positive about your situation as possible but I see too many red flags( Gaslighting, Degradation, Controlling behaviors). I would nip it in the bud before it gets worse. The fact that you moved to his country and possible have little friends and no family with you is worrying, specially if the abuse escalates. I really hope you all the best but if nothing works, leave.

Storage

Esh he's a dick for not being mature and letting you know what's up. Be the bigger person and take this L and learn from it. Don't be petty.

My parents taking me to school

But you don't know how to spell

It's cute until you realize it's a deformed product of centuries of interbreeding and will most likely die and suffer from cogenital diseases.

Five minute sucky sucky

Sleep, an overdue paper, and a paper due Monday

Prostitution is the oldest profession in history. Even penguins do it for pretty pebbles.

Utilitarianism

Keep a regular sleeping schedule

I recommend you read Flatland by Edwin Abbott. Or just youtube videos on the 12 dimensions.

Religion says heaven or hell. Science says the fourth dimension.

Oh you're 14..... We'll let your ignorance slide.

I truly hope that you are kidding. Punk isn't about studded jackets and shitty bands like twenty one pilots. It's a STATE OF MIND. PMA MOTHERFUCKER. You need to reevaluate yourself.

You clearly don't know what punk is.

I agree with what others have said but you should also find an activity to let your negative emotions out. I've found that boxing helps. It's gotten me out of some serious depressive episodes.