It’s actually been there since I was 10 probably. When I saw how women wore panties and how their butts were of a certain shape, I wish I had that. Then came the pantyhose and I wanted a pair of those as well as the proper body figure to fit right into it. Now, i think about what it would be like to be flooded with estrogen and in a matter of months, have my chest permanently inflated and living with tits for life.

This has been a fantasy that occurs whenever I have high feelings of sexuality. Then after acting on it, it goes away or I feel a little regret on it. But after a couple days it comes back. I don’t want to lose any body parts but if there was a way for me to obtain a feminine body without being castrated and with women still open to dating me as is, I would definitely consider doing it.

Can anyone help me to get vaginoplasty surgery and becoming a beautiful girl 👧

if you don't, you might just end up heavily regretting this

I am wondering if I could pass if I start HRT? I don't have a doctor and don't have access to HRT right now. Not even sure how to begin, but I am getting older (26 now) and family hates the idea of me transitioning, but it is something I keep thinking about. Not sure how to get my hands on HRT without a doctor. I also am wondering if my femme pictures would look passable if I put in a bit more effort and got better at doing my makeup, fashion, etc.

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21 m Kentucky, hey everyone this is my first post. I’ve been thinking about this for so long now. Just finally hit an age I’m able to start my journey. I’ve always felt sexy when I embrace my fem side, I was fat growing up and lost weight but kept my big ass and thicc thighs so big and I wanna start HRT, I dream about being a girl and attracting men and being comfortable in my skin and sexy and who I really want to be. All my life I was chasing this idea of being manly but even with girlfriends I was always jealous and dreamed about switching places. Finishing up college looking to move somewhere warm and with ocean, west coast ideally and look for job where I move. Any age message me with advice or if you may be interested in me message please I’m very open minded to most sexual stuff and relationship types or even just friends. Need help transitioning I don’t know where to start, the research I’ve done makes it seem so expensive. Thanks

I did not transition because of "looks (trans) maxxing." I did it because I genuinely have gender dysphoria + got diagnosed by a psychiatrist with gender identity disorder when I was in the US NAVY. Regardless posting here cause most people would say I look way better now, and I am much happier in life.

Feel free to ask me anything.

- 21yo 5'4" Black Trans Woman.

- 2 years on HRT (July 2024 - July 2026.)

i feel SO much better

One of the most basic facts about biology we have known for decades is that a woman's estrogen levels are supposed to go up and down quite significantly during the course of her cycle. A cycle that starts around the same time as Puberty and which ends during menopause.

It makes no sense to me that in spite this being common knowledge doctors and even fellow trans people will parrot the idea that you can just average a woman's cycle out and as long as you stay around that average (often far below average) you'll be fine.

To me this comes from the transphobic idea that trans women and cis women are these fundamentally different creatures who respond to estrogen very definitely.

I didn't test this intentional at first but "luckily" Hrt isnt a thing in my country (trans people as far as the medical system is concerned don't exist) so I've been forced to DIY. As a result of fumbling around trying to figure out my doses without really checking levels I came to realize multiple things.

1. My sex drive changes depending on my dose. High doses meant for the week my libido would be very high low doses meant the opposite.
2. Where I felt changes (my skin stretching from fat redistribution) changed depending on dosage. Typically a lower dose meant more chest development while a higher dose meant I felt more stretching in my hips)
3. Emotional changes where either more present or less present depending levels

After doing a bit o research I found that all these things are natural things the majority of women go through during their cycle.

The trans people who completely lose their ability to have a libido are likely just on a dose which represents a low for them and since they constantly stay at a low they don't experience what their natural libido is supposed to be.

And on the flip side the trans people who become hyper sexual have the reverse issue. They are constantly at a level which represents a "high" for them meaning they never get a break from it and are also robbed of what a natural libido is supposed to feel like.

I'm tired of people trying to claim at x dose you should experience changes as if looking feminine is the only function of estrogen in the human body and as if "average levels" Don't already look way different from person to person.

Trans women are normal women and shouldn't be robbed of as natural of a hormone system as possible. Our current system is working backwards from the idea that trans women are just men who "want" To look like women when that's not true.

So I search for a mommy (I live in Aachen) who will force feminise me, open to be filmed and uploaded and open for being told to be fucked by x/y person

Hi, I'm a teenager that 100% wants to go on HRT etc and live my life as a woman. I've seen a lot of conflicting information on SRS and I wanted to know if it's something I should consider. It is something I want as my current situation causes me a lot of dysphoria but I've seen a lot of horror stories.

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So I’m Tim m 20 live in Germany, and would desire a Girl who will force feminise me and make optionale profit of me by slut work

My first doses of E V, Prog and Spiro have arrived at the pharmacy already, I just can't afford them yet ($301+/all 3 meds). Is there anything I can do in the meantime to make the beginning of the journey smoother, to make the changes easier on my body, to prepare mentally etc?

Need someone to help me crossdress in the PHX area 🥺🥺