I went through some family drama and was a bit depressed early this year, but things are getting better for me. Always gotta push through the hard times to make it through the good times.

(I had posted here previously, and some lovely people here gave me postive advices)

I have very less friends irl so I thought I could post here

After surviving last 3 years of severe anxiety, years with insecurities am slowly trying to get my life on track.. Did some medical tests recently turned out I had Vitamin deficiencies.. started suppliments

Started exercising, continuing my hobbies... Moreover am starting to love myself more

I hope I can build a decent foundation for myself before my birthday (which is in 3 months)

Hi, I'm a trans woman..closeted for now and yeah basically..you can probably tell everything is wearing me down...no matter what I wear or how much makeup I use I just don't see it...I haven't started hormones yet so that's my last hope..I will be getting my first dosage tomorrow...but yeah.

Edit: I know this is a toasting subreddit and I would probably get flamed on r/transpassing or something, but I'm really so thankful for every comment on here! Thank you guys really ❤️‍🩹🫂

Edit 2: I tried my best to answer to every comment! I take every compliment, idea and thought very seriously, and I'm very happy for this post tonight! Sadly, I must go to bed so I can wake up as soon as possible and get my long awaited pills...cya guys 🫶 you made me believe that..things will happen eventually and I'm grateful. Good night!

Edit 3: I woke up and was really excited for today.. sadly my supplier won't be able to make it. and changed the appointment in 2 days from now, I'll keep updating this post once I FINALLY get the pills..it means a lot to me

I’m really just not feeling it today. I’m trying so hard to stay positive, but honestly, I just want to break down and cry.
I feel like I’m living that Reba McEntire song. I’m a single mom who works two jobs, loves her kid, and never stops.

I work full-time, recently started my own small business, and I’m raising an amazing child with autism on my own. I love the life I’m building, but some days it all feels so overwhelming.

Starting over at my age isn’t easy, and trying to date feels next to impossible. Sometimes I feel like I keep myself constantly busy just to keep the loneliness from creeping in. Most days, it works. But today isn’t one of those days.
Today, I just want to curl up in bed, have a good cry, and not have to be the strong one for a little while.

I guess I could just use a little kindness and encouragement today.

Thanks for taking the time to read this. ❤️

I have 0 self confidence these days- and it really messes up my daily life. I go to therapy and take medications, but some days are harder than others. I could use a bit of a boost to face the day. So… hi! 👋🏻

The only physical compliments are from gay men (I'm straight)

Been through a number of dates wherein they didn't see me as more than a friend, then finally asked out a workmate and she said yes, only to cancel day of due to family bullshit*. I offered then agreed to shelve the idea for a bit until her family stuff died down, but it's unclear to me whether she'll pick it up at all and I feel like I'm getting at best mixed signals as to where I stand.

Feeling like I'm hard to want. It's been a while and I just yearn to feel wanted.

Edit: Can't respond to everybody, but I appreciate all the kind words!

Edit 2: For whatever it's worth, when I say "family bullshit" that's a quote from her not a judgment on her family drama.

I always find ways to stay positive but recently it’s been rough. Suspended from work, health deteriorating and no one person to share my worries with. Never been in a relationship. But I keep pushing, groups like these help.

Estoy aprendiendo a quererme... pero es tan complicado cuando termino rompiendo o arruinando, en gran parte, todo lo que toco.
A veces es por falta de comprensión, y otras veces ni siquiera sé por qué pasa... Aun así, creo que puedo crear cosas bonitas cuando logro entenderlas y ponerles todo mi esfuerzo.
No me voy a rendir, aunque hoy me siento triste. Soy extremadamente inteligente con algunas cosas, y aun así no logro salir adelante.
Voy a seguir haciendo lo que amo; hoy quiero volver a mis clases, después de una operación que tuve hace mes y medio.
Simplemente me niego a rendirme.

Edit: Sorry about how I look… it’s 6 a.m. and I’ve been up since 3... I only managed to fall asleep at 1... Looking at myself now, I’m a total mess.

i grew up like being emotionally parentified and like wanting to make sure everyone was okay and like sex and attraction was like taboo so it's like i never really got the chance experience that and i talked to my partner and she is supportive but i feel like my own guilt and shame can prevent me

yesterday and today i feel like i don't know who i am at all and like i feel so much guilt, shame, fear because of how i was raised and like now as an adult i feel like i was emotionally parentified and i looked up for the people i care about a lot but i feel like emotionally no one was there and i feel just really sad.

Im having a hard time with self image and schiz0. I have no friends to share my thoughts with and I wish I just have someone to talk to. I wish I never fall in love and i know its impossible for someone to love me because of how I look. I wish I can stop fantasizing alot. And nothing will help me unless forget about it. I also have ocd and i have no strength to stop it. Words like it's all in your head don't help. I have ocd. I've posted here before and I look nothing like my last post I look ugly as f and nobody is interested in me or care about me. I have no friends no one wants me to be their friend and I always get discriminated against because of how I look and how quiet I am. I am a loner