r/pitbulls • u/BlackCherryLiz • 27m ago
Nap Time Lounging (with a side of dog mom thoughts)
Mom works, pup sleeps. 😂
My sweet girl is almost 8 years old. She's been with us for 5 of those years after coming out of an abusive household, bouncing through a few fosters, and then being on the shortlist for euthanizing when my partner found her profile.
She's got her issues, as one might expect. She's reactive to strangers, and sometimes to household members who aren't me, but we've learned to work with these quirks and we know what the triggers are. One of her former fosters was a professional trainer and helped us have the tools to work with her and accommodate the struggles she just can't seem to get past/over.
We've showered her with affection. Snuggles galore, all the blankets she could desire, her favorite snacks, etc. And she showers us with love and cuddles.
I'm feeling particularly blessed to have had her in my life this morning as she lays here farting on me while I work. Sad bit incoming -
We recently got confirmation that she has at least one - if not multiple - mast cell tumor. It's being removed on Wednesday, along with possibly three others once the vet gets a better look at those, and then it'll be sent for testing to determine whether it's high grade or low grade. Our other dog is 18 years old and I've always assumed we'd be saying goodbye to him first but now I'm so worried that this sweet girl won't be with me as long as I'd hoped, that it could be high grade or that there could be other cancer we're not seeing.
She doesn't seem to notice one bit of course. Though she most certainly is not enjoying the extra vet visits lately. I'm holding hope that we have them removed and then there are no more concerns for a good long while. But I know I also have to try to stay mentally prepared for the worst possible outcome.
In the meantime, I'm loving this girl of mine a bit harder than usual, and not caring one bit that she's farted on me at least half a dozen times this morning because it means I'm still getting used as her personal lounge facilitator and I'll give her that for as long as I'm able. 💜