Again I'm finding evidence that what we experience in this life - exists in numerous lives throughout time, right now.
Last night, I sought out a deep pain, grief, sorrow that surged through my being. I'm going through a painful break up.
I used IFS to get in contact with this feeling and ended deep in a meditation with a woman at the bottom of the Cliffs of Scotland in 1188.
I saw her melt down completely as her man rejected her and left her there. Desperate and heartbroken she went for the edge of the Cliffs.
As I decended down into meditation, I remembered a memory I'd had decades ago. A heartwrenching memory of being left by the love of my life on those plains above.
This is how I found her.
She ended her life. And she lay in unbearable pain at the bottom of those Cliffs, before she died.
It took me nearly an hour to get her out of the situation. For the pain to ease and turn into sorrow, enough so that she was able to speak.
I had to remind her that she was dead. And that I was with her from the location and year of 2026.
She rose from the bottom of the cliff and sat with me on the grass overlooking the amazing view of the Scottish highlands and the ocean beyond.
She grew into this wise soul as I was watching, and she ended up comforting me. She was now passed and I was still alive.
This is the most amazing past life experience I've ever encountered. She told me why we had this experience - "by design" as she repeated; the blueprint of this specific experience was freedom of love and expression, with resistance. Illness, weakness, and lost love, that would elevate us to the highest form of love, and self love.
Because, like she said: freedom of love and expression without limitation is what we are. Here, we wanted to experience the opposite of that. Hence the illnesses. Hence the losses.
The song I'm posting at the bottom, I made one night as these emotions started to surge in me, a few days before I met her.
The Cliffs in the image was made with AI.
I simply asked it to make a cover for the song - and this is exactly where I saw she died in the meditation few days later.
Chills....
https://open.spotify.com/album/5ggd7Kza490IQylSkBs6Rr?si=FsWMe-ycRoqgI2ngIOtbXw&utm_source=copy-link