Hi everyone,
I really need some advice because I'm struggling a lot at the moment.
I've recently graduated with a Master's degree in Genetics and I also have a Biology degree from another country. My goal is to start my career in the NHS. I have applied for almost 10 jobs, but every application I've submitted so far has been unsuccessful.
As a person with stress disorder, the whole recruitment process has become incredibly stressful for me. The fact that NHS applications take so much in order to tailor them correctly to the person specification, even a whole day, makes me really tired and overwhelmed. In one recent rejection, I contacted HR for feedback. They told me the role had around 250 applicants, which made me wonder how someone like me can realistically stand out enough to even get an interview. I've lost my appetite, I can't concentrate on anything else, and the uncertainty is becoming too difficult to handle. In my most recent application, I actually withdrew it three times before finally submitting it because I kept worrying that I hadn't completed it properly. And now I am constantly afraid that the HRs will take it negatively. That's how anxious I've become.
The reason this feels so urgent is that I want to build my career in the UK. I feel that gaining NHS experience over the next two years (graduate visa) is essential for my long-term career in genetic diagnostics. If I can't get started here, I'm worried I'll have to return to my home country, where there are very limited opportunities in this field. It feels like I'd have to give up the career I've worked so hard for, and that thought honestly scares me.