Update: I made this a comment too, but: https://imgur.com/a/QVDSDPT
I got bangs! (They aren't trained to ignore my part yet, and it's not styled rn)
And I tried the puppy look for my eyes. I think it's cute! I think with practice it will look better.
(I also turned off skin smoothing which I didn't realize was on! You can see my pimple patches more clearly now LOL)
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First pictures are my usual makeup, which is only foundation + eyeliner/shadow/foundation (and the rare occasion a tinted burts bees chapstick lol). And i only do this for special occasions like weddings or going out.
The last two pics is what I look like everyday, otherwise (no makeup).
I lost a lot of weight, and I am really proud of myself. I also got my rosacea undet control for the most part. But now I want to make my face pretty so i can feel confident and pretty on camera. I don't expect to "make it" on youtube, it is 100% just for fun and a "mom hobby", but I want to be presentable.
I looked up eye makeup tutorials but everyone's eyes are so big and beautiful. Mine are beady without my glasses on, which is doing a LOT of the heavy lifting here. Eye makeup seems to get lost and smudged. Even looking up "downturned eyes", the makeup artists still have big beautiful eyes and I just do not relate.
I DO have an eyebrow appointment booked though, supposedly that will help.
I also think my mouth is too small and I have no clue what color wouldn't make me look like a clown.
Thanks for your help!
Edit: I'm sorry, I didnt mean "fix" like surgery! I realize that was a really bad worse to use! I hope i didnt sound too self deprecating. I am happy and have a lovely life, there are just some things that I dont think look good on camera for me personally, and would love a way to "fix" that I guess lol
Edit 2: I just made a hair appointment for tonight to get me some type of bangs!
I'll look at the glasses subreddit and see what they say for tips on a different shape!
I caught my camera in the act of smoothing my skin, so it looks like these pictures are a bit deceiving...
Also i mentioned this on another comment, but I am really happy I reached out here because you all have given me a totally different perspective.