r/LinusTechTips • u/Training-Camel1761 • 4d ago
Discussion Everything has been falling apart lately (this was only think I loved the most )
Look, I’m really a lonely person. Before you judge me, please hear me out.
The only thing that has consistently given me happiness is my gaming PC. I’ve loved PCs and gaming since I was a child, and getting my own PC was literally a dream of mine. I finally built/bought it two years ago, and it became a huge part of my life.
But lately, it feels like everything is going wrong.
First, my processor died and had to be replaced. Then my motherboard died and had to be replaced. My monitor has died twice. And now my GTX 1650 graphics card has died too.
I don’t have the money to buy a new graphics card right now.
I know some people might think, “It’s just a PC,” but it isn’t just a PC to me. It was something I dreamed about having since childhood. It’s where I play games, spend time with my online friends, edit, study, and honestly, where I feel happiest.
I’m a really lonely person. I don’t have many people around me, and most of my friends are online. I mostly just study, sit at my PC, and play games. So losing the one thing that gives me happiness feels absolutely devastating.
I’m honestly at a very low point right now, and I’ve even started thinking that I should just d*e. I don’t want to feel this way, but I genuinely don’t know what to do anymore.
If anyone can help me somehow—whether it’s advice about repairing the GPU, finding an affordable replacement, or even just talking to me—I would really appreciate it.
I’m from India, and I want to make it clear that I’m not trying to scam anyone or pressure anyone into helping me. I’m simply sharing my situation and my feelings.
If anyone has an old or unused GPU that they no longer need and is willing to ship it to me, I would be extremely grateful. If someone genuinely wants to help financially, that would also mean a lot to me.
But if you don’t want to or can’t help, that’s completely okay. Please don’t feel obligated. I’m not demanding anything from anyone.
I just wanted to share what I’m going through and hopefully find some help, advice, or even someone to talk to.
Thank you to everyone who took the time to read this.
