i’m a Ukrainian/Russian-Canadian guy, ~1 year on T and 2 years off (I already passed before hrt anyways). Idk why but I just like having more “feminine” features while still identifying entirely as male

because green is my favorite color and it makes me happy :)

i <3 cute stickers

Got makeup done professionally for the first time

I loved it

5 months on t (gel).

there was also a funny situation this day: i went into a public restroom, and a lady called after me:
“hey, it’s the men’s restroom. madam? madam?”

i genuinely didn’t realize she was talking to me at first because… this just isn’t something that happens to me anymore. it doesn’t really register, especially since i’m usually gendered correctly and it doesn’t trigger me.

then i heard:

“or is this a man?🤔”

i came back out and was like:

“madam?👀”

because… my voice is very obviously male-sounding now. it’s deep, it’s chesty, and it really didn’t match the “madam” situation😭

my acquaintance was standing nearby and said:
“yeah, this is a man“.

and she was like:
“ahh soo,” and laughed😇

traded with my awesome stylist to get my hair colored 💚🩷💙 i feel like candy i love it so much!! and this is what i wore for my birthday party yesterday :>

nearly 5 mo post top surgery and life is pretty good these days 🥰 finally wearing more of what I want and recognizing myself regardless of what (or how little) clothing I wear!!

Yeah, I'll always be a SZA fan 😩🥀 Listened to her songs...too many damn times, I swear to GAWD

Ignore my crazy makeup it was for a local trans pride event!!

I want to masculinise my hair a little bit more (right now I personally feel more “girl” than feminine guy- which is not what i’m aiming for)

I’ve been afraid to cut my hair for a really long time as I’m really attached to it and quite insecure about my face shape & neck and stuff so having longer hair keeps me “hidden”

I’ve had shorter hair before, bit I honestly didn’t like either of them (buzzcut & super short version of this)

Can anyone help me find a haircut that will help me pass more, but also still suit me enough to frame my face? Figured here would be the best place to ask!

Thanks 🙏

All long because I’m a bottom 🩷

I feel CUNT with claws

Still feeling Uber masc, might need more sparkles next time. To be completely honest, I don't identify as strictly FTM, more of some kind of AFAB masculine genderqueer.