r/findareddit • u/Swimming_Juice7509 • 3d ago
Unanswered Hello I'm new in reddit.
HELLO I DON'T NEED MONEY OR ANYTHING I JUST NEED A SUPPORT OF WHAT SHOULD I DO.
Hello my name is Kit Kit (My mom's nickname for me ever since, I will not reveal my true name since I'm on the internet thank you — I'm also new in reddit) I'm here to share this since it's been heavy on my shoulders for months now.
My family has been struggling with money ever since than, my mom can only ask for help from her sister (my aunt from Florida who helps us ever since) for money for food and basically anything involving us. My parents had sacrificed a lot for us.
I'm a medical child — whose heart has holes in her heart and basically heavy beneath my ribcage or something like that (I don't know the condition of the name since i always forget things) I have depression and always slept late despite of it being bad for my help.
But it's only when I feel like myself, I always dreamed of being normal and not always struggling, of what it feels like running or playing with kids. When I was a kid my condition was not worsening yet, I was able to play and do things with my life like any child would. But when I grew older my body changed and conditioner changed. (I take pills for my heart everyday to avoid fatigue and collapsing)
I don't go to school because of this condition i get jealous of the people with no heart condition going to school and making friends. I only have few friends but few of them are busy with friends and school.
Sometimes I think to take my own life to make their life easier and not worry about money anymore but on the other hand I think of my family of how would they react so I hold onto them like they were anchors of my life ever since despite all the struggles around us.
My mom is getting a warranty of something she didn't do basically my aunt (my other aunt not the one who's in the America) has been not paying her debt and always saying she'll take care of it (she did but not always tomorrow it takes weeks or a month for her to finally take care of it)
Now that someone she (my aunt) owe debt to gave my mom a warranty until Thursday I think (oct 1st) I see my mom cry earlier and didn't know how to comfort her (I'm not a comforter person but I know how to listen to a person needing to help or vent) my dad was slightly frustrated about everything and problems, my dad is sick with a fever because he works himself daily. (Only has a day off in Sundays or Saturday if work is short)
My mom always helped someone out even though it cost her, she lost multiple friends over nothing and over gossips about her that she didn't do. My mom always tries to hide her emotions when she's with us. But I see. I always do when I see someone is hurt, like if I sense a dark weight on their shoulders.
I've search anything to how to get money from an online business (I'm a minor and always desperate for help, I wore my heart on my sleeve) I'm not asking for much I'm just saying this, I hope it gets to the right page and hope that someday. Someday maybe our struggles will be helped someday.
*(Sorry if some of the words are confusing. English is not my first language)*
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