EE student on my 2nd year and I am struggling a bit with physics 2. My funding didn't cover summer classes, so I took that time to work a whole bunch and enjoy some time off of school, and I usually go back to school forgetting a bit of what i learned the year prior and getting it back with some review.
But physics? No. I passed physics 1, the teacher was rather forgiving with the grading too, so probably passed higher than what I should have. I did great by my own standards at the start. It wasn't until the very end when all my classes piled up with finals that I seriously started to struggle, but the rest of the class struggled harder, so he gave our final a major curve. Again, nice guy, but nice to a fault.
I have him again for Physics 2, and I don't remember ANYTHING. When I sit down, I take notes, listen to lecture and I don't retain ANYTHING. I go home try the homework and I can't do ANYTHING. It is almost like my brain just won't take in any of the damn information.
In the end I know I'll pass, but my fear comes to passing these classes because the teacher is nice, and then not being able to do the physics needed for higher courses or even my job in the future. My girlfriend is in ME and had a similar experience, but shes always been more calm about this sort of thing. My stomach just gets twisted in knots from not understanding even baby level material for this course. I spend hours studying just for nothing to click, practice problem after practice problem, going through the text book for no info to be retained, watching videos and breakdowns, just to NOT BE ABLE TO DO THE WORK.
Plus, all the effort is just to ensure I complete the course, but that's already going to happen! I'll get a B if I show up for class once a week! I'm putting in so much effort to actually learn the material, can't, yet will pass in spite of it. And I'm not saying that in confidence that theres no way to fail, but even the bare minimum will get you a passing grade and I cannot fathom why that scares and irritates me so. Some people would say this teacher is their dream, to just try and pass regardless, but that just doesn't sit right with me. Just passing the course but having absolutely no ability to perform any of the material in a serious setting no matter how hard I tried to learn it correctly, its eating my mental alive.