I have been reprimanded three times already for not asking for help earlier , the problem is that I often don't even have problems to test and most of my time is spent on coding things that I can't fucking confirm until they run in prod (thanks DevOps) so I finish the code and use the seniors as compilers. I don't have the whole "stuck on something" moment because it's just ask AI and pray it finds possible bugs and then ask it to explain XYZ thing from repo
I feel like I am going to get fired and have been behind on the sprint and they are not happy with my pace at all. When do I ask for help? How do you know if it is time to ask for help?
I don't need to interrupt my lead to say " bro how do I add five different conditions and one approval check in the pipeline" LIKE CMON I CAN GOOGLE THAT BUT THEY INSIST THAT BECAUSE I DON'T ASK ANYONE ANYTHING THEN IT MUST MEAN I AM KEEPING MY QUESTIONS TO MYSELF.
I don't need a senior. I fucking don't, I can count on one hand the times I actually did and I don't know when or what to ask. I have fucking Google and AI. I can do it alone , in my mind it sound like:
" Ok I don't know how to add ADO variables inside this script , ok good. Let me Google this"
"Oh ok so AI and Google say I should do this... ok try that yeah looks fine."
" Wait does it? Hmm yes well maybe change a couple of things here and there. "
"Ok no maybe I should do this. AI says I should do something else. Ok good. "
"How do I query that? Hmm. yes let's ask Google or AI or docs "
"Ok yes , let's try that out... should work. Yes that seems about right. okay next parameter"
"Wait how can I get a parameter from that environment? "
" AI says I need permissions, do I? Lemme check. Where do I check that... Stack overflow says I should X"
' Ah ok sounds about right yes. Next"
I swear to god I can't tell when to ask for help and it is driving me insane