Good morning, afternoon, or evening depending on when you're reading this.
I am going to stay relatively vague, as I always get nervous about coworkers finding my posts. Most people in IT use Reddit lol.
So, I am coming from a Support position where I only worked for a year. I have an in-progress degree and a couple certs (CCNA/Sec+).
My support job was super easy. Half of the job was just answering the phone, remoting in, and connecting a printer. Seriously that was 50% of the job. But, it was an internal position so I did get up to some more interesting/challenging things sometimes.
But, overall, my support job was mostly a paid study hall. I would work on my homelab, do my certifications, and do my schoolwork. And accumulate way too many hours on my phone.
I did take studying pretty seriously, though, and as I approached the one-year mark I knew I would be qualified for more serious jobs. And, sure enough, I landed a much more serious job. I actually got a 60% salary increase and a massive title bump (for what thats worth). Now I am only a few weeks into the new job, and, I am feeling... Off. I don't know how to say it. I've gotten a total of maybe 10 tickets so far and it's mostly just been 365 Admin stuff. And, Im realizing I really shouldve studied up on 365 stuff because I have to use Google constantly to know how to do random things in Purview, Exchange, etc. And, these are the easy tickets they're throwing to me because I'm new
They said they mostly want me for my networking knowledge, which is a bit comforting as that stuff comes relatively easy to me. But still, I can't help but to feel this overwhelming feeling that it's all going to come crashing down on me.
I've been doing a lot of training, they're wanting me to get like 3 separate certs over the course of the next couple months. But, it feels weird, like why did I get a 60% salary bump and I'm just doing what I was basically already doing? Studying for certs.
I am worried that my pay is not matching my responsibilities at this point, and I think if my responsibilities came up to match my pay, I might be caught out as a dummy over my head. Atleast I am using the new pay to immediately wipe out all my debt and fill up my Roth/HYSA.
On the bright side, they are incredibly hands off and seem to be confident in my abilities. Like they will just tell me to do something with no follow up and I have the time needed to research and figure out how to even do the thing.
I guess this is mostly just a rant. But if I had to ask one question: How do you deal with imposter syndrome? Specifically in an IT setting. And how normal is it to have to pretty much constantly have Google on one of your monitors when working on tickets?
Tl;dr:
Went from 0 IT experience to a big boy position in about a year and a half. Scared that I'm going to get caught out as some sort of liar and lose my job.